an impassioned plea

If I ask a question, Dressed to kill, Where the gun at? The answer is loaded with life, humanity, philosophy, physics and other sciences that the best way to express it effectively is by writing creatively. And there is a deeply erroneous relativity between polar extremes, love and war, life and progression in conventional science that must be captured effectively. I know I am not privileged or known and I can merely dream of charity like these happening but Paypal suggested this upgrade (may have been done mockingly to tease about those other people with rich clientele, rich donors) so I am trying it. My work deserves more than rich clientele and rich donors. This is my impassioned plea for a book that has to be read with little to no restriction. And gifts like these allow me to write without worrying about food and shelter. I do truly believe books like HEA AND OTHER HORROR STORIES should be made available to people willing to read and consume such with little to no restrictions. I always try to engage more than the ephemeral or obvious. For instance the story the earlier question creatively using 3D and 4D conceptions is HELLYOPTIA. And I must admit I ache to pen it as some may feel the pain of some terrible affliction. Books like these educate in subtle, solemn and definitively intellectually effective ways especially in the long run. My dream is to pen these science fiction horror stories early next year. I believe. Whatever is the good in not believing in this instance? try stopping when the reality is inevitable that what you’re doing is good and true. I cant do it. May this natural universe help me. oh dear universe, some poeple really have it easy and extremely fraudulently. Thanks.