WONDERING…AM I ALL THESE EVIL THINGS…? AM I…?

I am wondering what sorts of crimes will be happening if you gave and its as uf your efforts were co.pletly worthless going in some evil unrelated direction, that is, theft…what crimes can we even feeaking start with…OR AM I JUST SO UNFORTUNATE THAT NONE OF MY EFFORTS IS WORTH ANYTHING, NOT EVEN A DOLLAR…AM I THIS EVIL, THIS BAD, THIS THOUGHTLESS, THIS UNCARING…AM I ALL THESE…?