It’s crazy my readers, it really is. If I knew someone who is just like me but of opposing gender then this will be easy. I know myself and my aims. The ease and trivialities of modern dating , swapping this nonsense right and swapping this nonsense left. My readers, blue is the realest closest thing to black , there is no way I am forsaking it and no way I am letting some unintelligent evil woman steal my life from me.
I am wrong no doubt for all you degenerate idiots out out there of trivialized cheap mind. You fools can have all the worldliness you want. You cross my path, it’s your head. Let alone the intellectual ridicule you’re still yet to suffer. Whatever do you care? There is plenty of right beautiful women or there. I was conservative before the trauma. I am more so now in a more potent and lethal form. I don’t ever wanna be right. So wrong. Some say their good love is dating around with beautiful women, glass of champagne and good food.
That’s not my good life. And I have stated it categorically that narcissists can not be loved. They can be adored, praised and worshipped but they can not be loved. Loving a narcissist is like loving a convoluted conundrum of evil and harm masquerading as good. Worse, your good, while you’re the evil. It is a sickening thought. It’s like having the world’s most uncaring selfish thieving epitome call you a thief. Unthinkable. Sickeningly unthinkable. In this coming year may all the good spirits of this universe rally around me and support me against all the evil narcissists in their approaches. May someone of kind heart and loving spirit be my guide.


I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.