My readers, I dreamt a similar premise to the phobia I developed out of trauma and in my dreams I had an anxiety attack. For me, those sensation is quite over whelming. My heart will drop down to it’s lowest as if the world just stopped and I am floating lifelessly in it. I encounter a terrible stillness as of I a brain block that makes me unrecognizable to me. It is such a terrible sinking feeling one I nearly died of through Paypal. I’m this case, because I didn’t recognize it was just a dream expressed the brain block happened because in reality the premise of the situation in the dream had no validity. It’s like having having an allergic reaction to something that nearly killed you. This reminded me to delete my YouTube channels. I don’t like dealing with evil and uncaring people for this reason Those who play with other people’s life have no worthwhile humanity. Racists and Nazis have a way of getting rid of people because they always wanna feel superior.
Exclusion is the real order of systemic and institutional racism. What shocks me sometimes is that Jews, Asians, Arabs, Hispanic Indians, people of color and participate on such alongside Nazis because lighter is always better and you can participate in it without ever preaching it. Thus my indifference sometimes. My readers, what do you read to find out the true science of yellow and it’s reflective variations towards the Caucasian? – An-animated-life by Ade Ronke chapter 12. It will definitely release this year. I didn’t even see the findings coming but once I found them, i knew what they were. Be careful which moral inclinations you invest in to be ethically conscious, after all, there is no heaven outside earth. YouTube is ethically and morally bankrupt. They always were until the advertisers came. And with the advertisers came the lobotomizing of children with worthless appearances and personnels, soft Nazis, pedophiles, scanners, criminals, murderers, narcissists and such. I can freely say whatever I feel now that it’s nothing to me but distraction. You see my readers, technology die when life outgrows it. So YouTube will die in due time. They will all die for smarter things , smarter people. I didn’t go there for money my readers. I did because YouTube was throwing out my stats, stealing from me. Now that I am no longer there, there will never be a reason to find anything belonging to me there as I am inferior, unattractive and unintelligent.
If I do a bland muddy beat down is what must ensue because my readers, you must be reminded of evil like this with the likes of this blog archive. I will invest my 3D animation dreams and more in a more humane platform in the future. Meanwhile, if you as another human being participated in the conscious demeaning of others for the purposes of feeling superior or stole a penny from me so that I do not succeed, may your harm never show itself coming. And may your continuously lobotomized children inherit this curse as well. AMEN. If you stole a penny from me, I suggest you of give it back. Every last penny. My readers, Now, that you have an idea how strong this phobia is, if you wanna help , please support the free books for life cause through or the brought the email address below through Paypal. I always tell you what I am working on. There is a mathematical essay coming your way, The first Orileda mystery, A case in point, Chapter 13 alw, Hellyoptia, second in horror series HHEA. I am doing all these simultaneously because I I don’t want to lag behind in book releases like I did last year. Thank you for being here.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
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