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I not day I am being terrorized. But if I say it, you must Believe me.

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A cruel world of worthwhile kindness

Someone made a better day out of the harmful yester night I had. I am grateful. The evil and harm sucks ass. Reminds me of how better worlds can truly be made, acts of kindness. Those freaking ass suckers my readers. I still feel sick at the thought.

Resurgence

Note: there is relevance to this event to Who are the Monkeys

The way I experience traumatic pain, it will always have a remnant reminder, a revisiting, if something remotely harmful relative to the trauma-inducing event happens to invite it. The pain is immense, immeasurable, daunting and gut wrenching, often accompanied by the psychosomatic sense of being stabbed over and over, a betrayal never to be overcooked. The kind of pain that makes you wanna walk and never turn back. Abuse is a terrible thing to retain. I felt it yesterday. Its as if an accusation of theft invoked the actuation of theft in real life. And there is that overwhelming sense of hopeless vulnerability resurging. I don’t wish this pain on my worst enemy. After giving things a good reverberating natural cry, to my limiting phobia which can not be mistaken for pretext, i realized that a paralyzing phobia is always smarter than a death phase. I also realized the only crime surveillance cameras can’t get are those not committed by humans. Those committed by animals, monkeys for instance. Monkeys have a thing with not being seen as they are headless, heartless and savage. Do cameras catch those?

It’s crazy because you’ll never think they will be that dumb when they know how to look up and down, east and west while they eat their bananas. If you stole a penny from me and do not give it back, may to and your children suffer without resolve for the harm i never did and continue to suffer for. May your life in the end be worth no more than R.Kelly, Harvey Weinstein, P Diddy in the end or worse. That’s what evil, harmful people truly deserve. I don’t know how a noncriminal easy going victimized homeless woman’s prayer for life, love and justice could trigger a bout of intentional violence. So I say a most fervent prayer. May I find love, life and hope where least expected in my time of need. May all their evil and intent at harm go back to them. May justice in it’s truth in nature be found. And by the nature of my being, and the dictates of my mind, works of my hand and the dignity of my heart, let my good come back to me. Unless good is not my participating propensity in this world everyday. Amen. The injurious nature of evil, harm and wrongful persecution demands a good command of self-psychotherapy, resolution and determination against the odds. My readers, I will be releasing a sociopolitical essay on the nature of justice the release week for Step. Step release next Friday.

Grateful

Today I am grateful and thankful for those who do not know the physics or the biological compass that takes me to math but argue with me on math. They make me smarter.

Betrayal: espionage or treason?

My readers, I wonder what would happen if we found out governance is part and parcel of a theft ring. Should putnishment br worse than that of espionage and treason? We know what happened on January 6th when people believed, irrational sense of entitlement or not, that something was stolen from them. Nobody living wants that evil to happen to them. Nobody decent or dignified has any measure of tolerance for it. I wonder what WRAY AND GARLAND thinks should happen in this case.

THE RAT’S ASS TALE

My readers, if you’ve known me a while, then you remember how I defended Disney against DESANTIS. I will support liberty, decency and civil rights to a reasonable extreme. But it seems to me now that I may be able to admit that aside from the unscientific shit like the impossible snow white shit stories they tell, Disney is losing some reasoning and scientific faculties. How could anyone with a brain be moving forward in a sitting position in my east with a RAT’S ASS?

All the quarters and other horrors

https://www.theguardian.com/business/2024/mar/28/sam-bankman-fried-sentenced-prison-ftx-fraud

SBF sentenced to 25 years for FTX. This reminds me of Deborah Leland vows in The Quest for the Datar to get all her quarters back and a different journey begins.

Although Bankman-Fried apologized for the fall of FTX, saying he “made a series of bad decisions”, Kaplan stated that there was “never a word of remorse” for his crimes.

“He knew it was wrong, he knew it was criminal,” Kaplan said.

Of life, needs and wants

It’s crazy my readers, I am not one to give mating advice. I have not mated in ages and that definitely incurs years and years of celibacy. But it will be crazy to want to mate with someone who wouldn’t need me, who I wouldn’t need. That’s crazy. We all need one another and the notion that someone does not need me, my love and friendship breeds perfection. I hate perfection so. And believe me my readers anyone who does not need a mate does not know the particularity of what he wants. The need becomes more established with knowledge and intimacy. The mere want turns to need and that’s fine or we are not human. Just saying. A confused idiot is worse than an enemy. That said my readers, I am thinking of writing a sociopolitical essay based on my counter argument on certain conceptions from the political philosophy book I found at a free books library Justice as Fairness by John Rawls. Connotative somewhat, crazily more so with the ideas of Mary Poppins. Will let you know. Step releases next Friday. Thank you.

Physics and genetics of MONKEYISM

My readers, while they are banning 1984 and those others books who the f**k is teaching students the physics and genetics of MONKEYISM … Clearly for a theory to work, all major aspects of science should support it. The shit, the shit they teach in schools…

Who are the monkeys? All the true real Monkeys please standup…

My readers, what a sickening world the Caucasian has projected with fake science and hatred. I heard the genetic degenerate red assed dark cored be anything and anyone for money and position SPAIN is calling a black footballer monkey my readers. A reason never to be evil to your own kind and others? Now, my readers, knowing the small part of what the truth really is here and how the sickening fakeness of Mary Poppins work, WHO ARE THE MONKEYS? NASA, HARVARD, YALE, OXFORD, tell us with the brains you claim you have on your shoulders, WHO ARE THE MONKEYS? My readers, evil and racially toxic science spreads like cancer and shit in progression Please support truth, dignity and decency in science by supporting the free books for life cause. EVIL, HARM, A BETTER LACK OF INTELLIGENCE AND THOSE WHO SUPPORT IT ARE A SICKENING THOUGHT TO LIFE, NATURE AND HUMANITY…Tell us WRAY, GARLAND, WHO ARE THE MONSTERS, THE THIEVES AND THE TERRORISTS?

The interests in truth

Frauds are sometimes like the obvious sights trying to hard to appear. They are the sore thumb. And truth is like the sore in the eye difficult to look at. Nature, ever so strangely affected but not infected. Ever so interestingly amazing.

On Step’s release

Step will release on Friday the fifth of April 2024, 04-05-2024. When you listen to the songs relative to the older rap songs discussed, you will understand why I am scheduling another EP towards the end of the year . Thank you for being here.

Crazy thoughts

It’s crazy how narcissists think. Why would I want to know about someone’s life that has nothing to do with me. My readers, when you pray for something, however much, maybe because cool things are hard to find, do you then pray for things that will maltreat you, ignore your needs, sicken and abuse you?

The Origins of harm and other horrors

My readers, it is truly laughable. A woke Englishman on a rant at the racist, sexist degenerative on Mary Poppins, the ideations in the movie and such And yet came back with a shitty worthless conclusion. He is correct that Mary Poppins, the Caucasian female wearing black, flying about in black she can never afford and coloring her face in black based on red assed pink(not black pink as a prostitute may)is a complete and total sham. I did tell you feminism was too easy. She is dark cored and red. All of them are. That is not a woke idea.

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On karmic possibility stints

I will like to believe there is the spirit of karmic return in our world. People have believed worse things. I will like to believe that when you do harm to innocence, it comes back to you harmfully in ways unexpected. Such, the slim party that is New York city invited the guilty, because, you know, lighter is better and then had to call the national guard into the subway for help. The national guard!!! Because? Unliveable, unwalkable and unworkable, it is going to get worse. With the likes of opportunistic lighter is better plastic crew the Caucasian invented for his extremely not me supremacy, the adoption of such for unintelligent future votes vy Democrats, who will be anything, take any position for money and position, you bet it’s going to get worse. Hmm my readers, we must unmask the monster, the thief the terrorist that can’t be named must we not my readers, for the sake of justice. WRAY, GARLAND, must we not? This unintelligent shitty actions just get better and better everyday. May we all get what we deserve in the end. Amen.

Of monsters, thieves and terrorists

My readers, if there is a monster thief terrorist in the world people are working with that can never be talked about or known about. What does that make people who work with this monster thief terrorist? Monsters, thieves or terrorists?

The things monsters can’t do

For things narcissistic unfeeling monsters can’t do my readers, for those who are lost, don’t know where they are, I say a prayer in bursts from the EP album Step. Ignorance is not just evil and unnatural harm. Ignorance is death. If you wake up tomorrow and the waters of earth has turned yellow or pinkish red, just kill yourself. Earth has gone to hell and shit, everyone is self-hating and only extremely narcissistic evil monsters run the natural science show. You will certainly be eaten alive by some evil monster. I have said too often but these monster scientists don’t understand it to be a universal fact like gravity. It may be too late before they do. You must respect nature for what it is. PPPYou cannot cheat nature.

Another rap EP

My readers, I am scheduling another rap EP for later this year because I find I am more relaxed with this project than I was in the past. I am now able to accommodate slower beats, beating the nerves must say. And because I want to be able to accommodate music on a whim to projects that has little to do with song releases in the future, I must further learn to ebb and flow with rap. I must learn to do my soft rhythmic style on my own. I must do this with practice. The year is yet starting. I will schedule another rap album some time later this year when I have done most of the work on bluesie. The next music release is Step:

Of proof of life and undead passports

My readers, you ask? How freaking difficult is it to get proof of life? If you’re dead, and buried in the backyard, just provide your undead passport or I’ll bury you in the backyard myself. Nobody will be the wiser. Know what you’re dealing with, my readers ain’t that wise. Undead passport or get buried in the backyard. Ain’t no rocket science here.

On thoughts and actions

There are many subtle ways to make a statement. And there are many ways, subtle or harsh to try not to understand. Understanding matters more than actionable deeds?