GOING OUT OF MIND?

I have changed. And I know with a great level of certainty it will be either nature or a social life I will go out for, but I will be out unlike I had been before this experience. “Out,” allows me to think interactively with life, nature and people. I will never hide or shy away from the interaction with nature especially. I will always be able to go out as long as I can think interactively. There is no invasion possible when it comes to mind. NEVER. And that’s the main point; HOWEVER DO YOU GO OUT WITHOUT YOUR MIND? WHAT PRISON? I began to shrug certain occassions of “expected awareness.” recently. And I asked, “Am I getting indifferent?” When the argument becomes more about getting a break than getting away from a “reality,” It becomes self-evident, that my most realistic book yet is Truth, Somewhere I Live.