Author’s Introduction
There are times in life words cannot be polished. They must be as they are presented because they come from experience stemming from ineluctable origination consequent, subsequent and inadvertently definitive. Most of what you are about to listen to was written in homelessness. And the initiating cause of this homelessness was not perpetuated by people who hated me for the color of my skin, my religion or otherwise but rather by people I thought I knew.
This experience changed me in ways I couldn’t imagine possible. The overwhelming sense of not belonging derived a sense of lightweight spirituality which drove me inwards towards more individuation . It is this individuation that took me further towards documenting my life, my thoughts from philosophy to physics and presenting it as only I can. The need for this documentation was plenty, aside from the fact that writing is a much intimated part of my being.
Some say pseudonyms come once in a lifetime for a writer and I remember why and how I chose the pseudonym I use. Things only the writer knows. But my reasons for life now are much different than when I started writing. Some people seek fame, I seek intimated experiential connection that will hopefully transcend my life, my lifetime. I seek now to make my works available for whatever donations people make. That’s a long time coming, a lifetime of life changing events, decency and intuition away from New York Publishing. It was extremely hard coming by it and by no means will I not document it. There is a spirit to suffering for states transcending than ordinary. I have suffered in ways I couldn’t imagine possible. I intend to keep this spirit.
I write so there is less hopelessness for those who might experience the same without the ability to document such variation of emotional and intellectual perseverance. I work for all semblances of hope possible, true and real within all naturally scientific means, never merely idealized, peripheral and helpless, so people who look like me and think like me can be represented now and in the future. These very difficult, very troubling and near death experiences couldn’t have happened to a better person than the writer in me. And I don’t intend to keep these things to myself. Support for this project and my other projects is very essential. Your support is always appreciated. Audio books have no capacity for illustrations provided in books. The best understanding of this work is in the book available at edewlogics.com. Thank you.

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