ON FUN AND THOSE ALLOWED TO HAVE IT…

I read an op-ed earlier today that states that Elizabeth Holmes pretty much duked it to the fools who gave her money…they were old money using politicians as puppets and will recoup most of their loses from the government who couldn’t help me solve PayPal fraud-terrorism problems or give me a stimulus over 18 billionaires got…yes, that government…well the worst part of the article was celebrating Holmes defrauding “those old fools” out of money and that at least she had fun while it lasted. And i realized just how alien that word seems to me counting back many years now…

i remember years ago, crying all night and telling myself, the person who should help herself that i will never come of that trauma…and this is memorable because the neighbor rooming next to me hugged me the next day and said, “you cried all night.” and although i still cried some many nights after that , i did it very lowly… i cant even freaking remember what fun is…my readers, if you disbelief me look up there at the peripheral of work i intend to do soon…so please, make sure your support gets into the correct bank account, please report to the FBI if you encounter problems or are aware of such and i promise you, i will not have fun this sort of uncaring fun with a dime…I simply cannot afford to to be defrauded, terrorized and abused anymore…