On silence and objectivity

It is sometimes alarming how much self-therapy is possible with real Trauma. It is important to me that I don’t complicate matter even if I feel hurt my readers especially when I don’t feel like I am dealing with a bad person. I do believe that anyone that can be happy with any other person should choose that. I believe in freedom but not to my own detriment. I choose to enhance a partners life so mine can be enhanced. That is a choice. Otherwise there are things to do in this short life and definitely places to go and things to discover. I know what my sacrifices are and why. I don’t know privilege and the freedom of others matters to me in general as well as subjectively. Liberty matters. I don’t judge too aptly because I lost all my toxic pride. I am not fond of judgements just chosen association. Silence is necessary. Subjective silence is not a good thing.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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