On silence and objectivity

It is sometimes alarming how much self-therapy is possible with real Trauma. It is important to me that I don’t complicate matter even if I feel hurt my readers especially when I don’t feel like I am dealing with a bad person. I do believe that anyone that can be happy with any other person should choose that. I believe in freedom but not to my own detriment. I choose to enhance a partners life so mine can be enhanced. That is a choice. Otherwise there are things to do in this short life and definitely places to go and things to discover. I know what my sacrifices are and why. I don’t know privilege and the freedom of others matters to me in general as well as subjectively. Liberty matters. I don’t judge too aptly because I lost all my toxic pride. I am not fond of judgements just chosen association. Silence is necessary. Subjective silence is not a good thing.