Some people say you will never make it in life unless you get crazy which makes sense. But that is only true if the crazy assumed is mere intentrional divergence from the norm than a true crazy. The worst sort of crazy is one unintelligent, uneducated and truly crazy exhibit. Fostered by envy from what they don’t have, don’t know, and don’t understand they are even more dangerous. It seems everywhere I turn there they are around here. And I must admit it. I am scared my readers. The combination of ignorance, envy and Ill is a terrible combination and in rampant form I don’t ever want to be alone with it. It is dangerous, harmfull, crime proned and unwanted
I am scared. I don’t want these people around me, yet there they are. I don’t want these people to converse implicitly or explicitly with me without my consent, yet there they are. If you were me, wont you be sacred? Crazy, the song may be easy to listen to but the thought behind it is scientific. The cover of the song is scientific. I’m sorry but that is not for stupid people. I may, for the fear of all this say , my songs are not for stupid people either. I have a right to say that.
So, dont listen. Go listen to Beyonce. She”s certainly strictly a musician. My readers, doesn’t that sound reasonable to you? It does to me. Don’t listen to my songs if you can diagnose yourself stupid or otherwise you have been diagnosed as such. And stop stalking or talking to me without my consent. I don’t like it. May not be able to stop it. But under this circumstance, I definitely don’t like or want it. It makes me uncomfortable and fear ful even when I lash out at it. I don’t regret adopting music and I never will because I will get smarter with it. But I admit I dont like this side of things especially under these circumstances. Bessie Smith says, “nobody likes you when you’re down and out,” but why should anyone envy you when “You’re down and out”? Thank you for being here. I reiterate my covers, both books and music, are scientific. Not for the stupid and ignorant. yes, I said it. Go look at and listen to Beyonce. My stuff is niche and will continue to be distinctively so.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.