My readers,the greatest thing getting out of homelessness would do for me is relieve me of anxiety, which in turn will make me more productive . I had calculus rigorous self study for this year that I couldn’t which was important to things I want to do in the future. I found my love for philosophy which took me to physics and with physics I realized I needed something else so I went back to for mathematics. I have loved it without measure since. It allows me to do with intution and integrity things I never thought possible in ways I never thought possible.
I can spend all day doing two, three problems in mathematics, finding out always I can do this or that and love every moment of it. That’s because I realized that it’s the difficulty that excites me. It’s the challenges and the difficulties that sharpens my natural intuitive abilities.in ways others might not be able to, ways distinctively mine. That’s a fulfilling feeling for me. To each their own. And sharpening these skills will sharpen our bond for my lifetime. I am grateful. Whatever these evil people say and do I am kind, kindly and endearing. And yes I dumb things down to accommodate these people Schopenhauer call mad and evil.
I often say you cannot cheat nature. Do you know that is a red background scientists can’t figure out at the moment. Wherever can it be and why can’t that flashy dark cored red yellow red snake get to it? I tell you what, It takes physics and mathematics to get to the red background. In what I’m about to present to you anything before that red foreground in space does not belong to you. It belongs to the differentiating x. Now if you’re smart, if you say you’re NASA, Oxford, Harvard, Yale, you went to a fancy college you have a PhD, answer this question implicitly and explicitly; what does the bright red you see in space really take out? My readers, thank you for being here. Please support the free books for life cause so we can achieve greater things.







I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.