Today I am grateful I have never replaced my misery with addiction. I have survived with conscious phobia instead. This may not seem like something to be grateful for, but my readers, believe me when I say it so. Addictions make you lose yourself, makes you do anything to appeased it, makes you lose your morals and your overall grip on anything outside it. I am addicted to my work and life instead, however my condition and circumstance. I have chosen life and love to survive. I hope everything good and intrinsically lovely in life, will choose me as well. Phobia makes you fear doing something that may bring back the horrible sensation of trauma. It is a deterrent against something, like addiction, that could consume you, menace you to the point of death. It is something to be grateful for.
My readers, wherever you are in the world, I will never want to hide a book like CTTD in print versions behind some backdoor at a Bluesie jazz comedy fest. Do not make me something other than human and humane with my books. Give your support. CTTD has been a lesson in law. Justice must be achieved. Give your support and hold on to the relativity.
Raising one’s hands down existentially once is a definite degenerative disorder ( a cluster B factor). The degeneracy of raising one’s hands down existentially twice should be listed as a DSM 5 genetic and mental disorder, and the inability to raise one’s hands existentially as “imbecilic throughput schizophrenia”—ade ronke
On January 7th 2026, I was stalked, harassed and arrested by the state police. The reasons for this is, in my view, the intellectual and daring proclivities in my book, A Case in Point. There are other reasons to be stated in this book. If every indication of my life doesn’t suggest this to you my readers, it is calling it: if I wasn’t to be me. would I not be dead? But I am cognizantly alive by my own recognizance. In other words I was arrested for being who and what I am. What is to follow is false imprisonment, and a true story of great injustice and ceaseless attempts at cover up while I meet unsavory criminals along the way. If this hadn’t happened to me, I couldn’t have conceived of it. It happened to me. I must go beyond mere conceptions. PLEASE SUPPORT THIS BOOK FOR PUBLICATION
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