Today I am grateful I have never replaced my misery with addiction. I have survived with conscious phobia instead. This may not seem like something to be grateful for, but my readers, believe me when I say it so. Addictions make you lose yourself, makes you do anything to appeased it, makes you lose your morals and your overall grip on anything outside it. I am addicted to my work and life instead, however my condition and circumstance. I have chosen life and love to survive. I hope everything good and intrinsically lovely in life, will choose me as well. Phobia makes you fear doing something that may bring back the horrible sensation of trauma. It is a deterrent against something, like addiction, that could consume you, menace you to the point of death. It is something to be grateful for.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
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