On trauma and the psychoactive reality

I heard one of Epstein’s victims committed suicide sometime in April this year. And I thought about how I survived the worst days of my rapist-law. enforcement persecution over rapist’s accusation of threat of violence with no evidence of such because “crazy”(why someone like me will rather die than call them for the help they can never deliver)trauma psychoactively. I survived. I am still surviving. It is alarming anyone can steal my life, labor and liberty after what I experienced. Whoever does deserves to be shot dead in broad daylight. I will write this in the present tense in some sort of creative nonfiction in the future. I feel it would be some sort of release for me. Trauma never leaves, its self-devaluing effects are mainly rendered worthless by self-evaluating means. This will certainly be provided in print and you can have it free with your PayPal and music by ril receipt someday. Those receipts mean freedom and justice for me. It is a testament of all that is brave, true, dignified and worthy of justice  I am looking forward to detailing the final days I survived with rigorous self psychotherapy, optimizable resolve and optimism. The repercussions of these horrible actions are devastating for the victim. For every step evil uses to plague and demean me, I have sought to do greater things–hard knock in this situation, but believe me unreservedly when I say justice means the world to me in this case. There is hardly anything I won’t do to achieve it. To support my work and my quest for justice please support the free books for life cause or music by ril and keep your printable digital receipts as testament.