The bloody waters of privilege and other horrors

My readers, aside from cringing from thought I didn’t work well with people such I don’t succeed, I feel those who don’t get to are at loses. That’s just me. I am unknown so how could you know when you don’t? But my readers, what do you call an abject narcissist who won’t accept the loss she raised herself up to for success. How can anyone with a brain want to work with that? I must be sleeping on a luxurious bed in homeless or this is unthinkable. Or maybe it’s just that I don’t have a rich husband. Maybe if I did I could be truly deluded.

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Raising one’s hands down existentially once is a definite degenerative disorder ( a cluster B factor). The degeneracy of raising one’s hands down existentially twice should be listed as a DSM 5 genetic and mental disorder, and the inability to raise one’s hands existentially as “imbecilic throughput schizophrenia”—ade ronke

On January 7th 2026, I was stalked, harassed and arrested by the state police. The reasons for this is, in my view, the intellectual and daring proclivities in my book, A Case in Point. There are other reasons to be stated in this book. If every indication of my life doesn’t suggest this to you my readers, it is calling it: if I wasn’t to be me. would I not be dead? But I am cognizantly alive by my own recognizance. In other words I was arrested for being who and what I am. What is to follow is false imprisonment, and a true story of great injustice and ceaseless attempts at cover up while I meet unsavory criminals along the way. If this hadn’t happened to me, I couldn’t have conceived of it. It happened to me. I must go beyond mere conceptions. PLEASE SUPPORT THIS BOOK FOR PUBLICATION

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On freedom and limitations

Trump cuts threaten a ‘generation of scientists’ as many weigh leaving US | Trump administration | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/feb/19/trump-nih-funding-scientists

…including “ending ‘wokeness’ and the weaponization of government, promoting efficiency in government, and Making America Healthy Again”.

I say make America just and decent again… whichever way…that wished for…I must wonder where the spoilt brats are going to go to get the privileges of both obeying the rules and undermining them with indecent tactics…My readers where is this smarter freedom enabling system in the world? I think the kids are throwing tantrums for not getting exactly what they want…the real cool kids that is…

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On states and systems

uhn my readers, this woman is just thinking it out loud …quantum computing…topoconducting transient systems… anonymous-synonymous states of matter and that great deafening sound…who are we now? What is AI? To be continued…

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If

My readers, if you ever think I’m not nice, remember nature is much not nice. No one, no scientist with a real mind would ever frack with nature of nature—she is unrelenting.

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Of life and dispositions and natural rules

There was an inverted plane crash today. Me being nice, as usual. Nature isn’t necessarily nice my readers. But natural science has some strict rules:

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Inverted plane crash

Plane crashes inverted in TORONTO CANADA. That’s another mighty acientific nature speak. We often forget the human effort is the unnatural. Oh catastrophically we may forget. Well my readers, before we know how badly it crashed, let’s be scientific and ask, “Is this funny enough?”

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Narcissists

I won’t believe that evil narcissistic woman even if Weinstein did it and they bought other evil people. Her words call her evil. It ain’t rocket science. This isn’t about him anymore my readers.

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Differentials

There is a world of difference between black brown and bland brown. Bland brown is irrevocably red and tend towards red intensity. Bland brown is strictly in the reflection space. No doubt about it.

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On truth, existence and functionality

I know what it is to have a functioning mind my readers because your mind is sharpest when you experience and have to safeguard your self and your health exposed to the elements. Such, belief me when I say it that those society makes things easy for, the lighter is better crew especially the Caucasian female needs psychotherapy to undo the genetic degenerate damage science has done to them and their psyche. I will tell the truth. You can take it however you like

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On doubts and reality.

My readers, is it just me or at any moment, you feel like you don’t want to be in doubt anymore than you already are. Reality should happen now.

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Inevitable

I could have imagined it possible. I could have read a gazillion books on how trauma can adopt phobia. No one could have ever prepared me for the conscious knowledge. It’s utterly amazing what the mind can do to survive. The body can completely die, be reduced to nothing and the mind could choose to survive. It was a becoming of spirit. Thus, my inevitable experiential individualized adoption of spirituality.

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Life and Provisions

Life has provision for those who dare to live against the odds. That provision may not be privilege. But where there is evil and harm, I am not. Support the free books for life cause. So worth it.

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My readers

My readers, it’s cold it’s windy. Certainly, this is the day to go out for a long walk. Can’t get fat with my health. Ever. Nobody is going to be out stalking, harassing a nobody. Because stalking someone you don’t know every single day must be crazy. Unbelievably, scarily, dramatically crazy.

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Inevitably Spiritual

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If

I have lost all my silly dreams. I hold on to all I love, all things essential as I breathe. And if I ever find love, I’ll do it with purpose. Life is too short. I hope love comes to me as I am—optimizable to the brim.

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The degeneracy season of 23andY ancestry Ydot com–Go Zhourckh yourselves twice in the ass

There should be a book titled The season of theft and genetic degeneracy so 23 and ShitY, and The shitY ancestry dot Shity dor com can stop spinning worthless thoughtless unintelligent hateful stories. Disgusting stuff of sickening crimes. Don’t leave me alone so you can go frack yourselves twice in the ass or as I have put it thus far, GO ZHOURCKH YOURSELF TWICE IN THE ASS…keep progressing lack of intelligence, evil harm and degeneracy. After all, it’s that evil thing you do. And oh between racist haters around here and the NAZIS on YouTube, somebody will tell me when they’ve won something against this woman. Let me know when that happens as I work harder and smarter against the odds. Meanwhile my readers, Forensic Audit is inevitable. Ain’t that science.

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Forensic audits and its necessity

Here my readers, is the definition of Forensic auditing by the Law dictionary:

A forensic audit is a process of reviewing a person’s or company’s financial statements to determine if they are accurate and lawful. Forensic accounting is most commonly associated with the IRS and tax audits, but it may also be commissioned by private companies to establish a complete view of a single entity’s finances…

Forensic audits are used wherever an entity’s finances present a legal concern. For instance, it is used in cases of suspected embezzlement or fraud, to determine tax liability, to investigate a spouse during divorce proceedings, or to investigate allegations of bribery, among other reasons.

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This writing year

My readers, I have decided that this is a writing year. So if you are here for ril and mainly music please forgive me—this is a writing year as you can see by the frequency of writing, unlike the last two years for instance. I can not imagine the delusions of privilege in some saying they will rather rewrite other people’s work, editb than write their own from scratch. Anyone who tells you that is an intellectual fraud. It is not easy but I do everything in writing from making covers to editing. Hard knock in homelessness with anxiety and phobia but I do them all from scratch. Hard knock. Besides, in the age of AI, I need to sharpen my spirit as I will continue to be a naturalist human writer. Someone must outdo the hypnotic influence of AI if need be through writing.

Hardly having any worthwhile opportunities or privilege I was in doubt my readers and undermined and terrorized all the same. They doubted me because of my race and class my readers, and of course my strong but continually spiritually fortified voice. The AI age is also an age of distinction in writing. I must work harder than before because I could never afford the privilege of just writing. And so work I must, exposed to the elements without relief or help. I accept my status as freedom is my only ticket to life, love truth and being. I have decided to release FROCK which was scheduled for January in March but working on three albums together now. There will be few albums this year but much writing. Please engender this being, this soul I have sacrificed mightily for by supporting the free books for life cause it music by ril. So worthy I suffer for it against all odds. I am often amazed at how privileged some people are and they don’t get terrorized like me. Forensic audit is the main thought on my mind. I can’t imagine letting go of what I suffer and to suffer for. Thank you for being here my readers.

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Of science and “Plantation Khaleesi”

My readers, in view of the show-tell red assed Hollywood imhas always and is investing itself in at the moment, let’s discuss a bit of science by this simple science question:

How ever scientifically(religious beliefs is not science), did “plantation Khaleesi” get her Dragoons? Hell my readers, however did Khaleesi get Dragoons?

Some people are stupid. Some people, especially scientists are stupid and evil.

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Of life and characters

In vice, the line between good and evil isn’t thin. it is non-existenting. You can’t know evil people by how they act or treat others in public. They are the greatest pretenders. You know evil people by what they are capable of behind your back and in front of you. You know evil people if you can catch them. Once you do, don’t ever disbelief their acts. They’re great at it. You know good people by how they treat those who envy and maltreat them, those who maltreat them because of who they are, and how they treat their enemies,—with reasonable kindness. Today I am thankful that sometimes goodness prevails over evil. This happens only sometimes. And for this I am thankful. I invite spirit to me, in kind, as I am.