What I am grateful for today

Sometimes knowledge and ownership of knowledge especially in places unexpected is more a case of responsibility rather than trust. It is a journey that needs and deserve blessing as it is perfected so trust is earned in both the subjective and the objective. Hard knock. Today I am glad and grateful that I am able to use a natural remedy, intermittent fasting. It is able to help contain my irritability which seems unending (and which I know based on future prospects will worsen from environmental exposure). As usual, I love it be ause it is natural and it is my control on my will and needs, I intend to adopt it fully and for life while I eat what I want on some other days. So, as it is in my books when I share, I will share the beneficial effects or defects of this journey in reasonable time when I have experienced and experimented with it. I am a patient person but refrain pragmatically, being a thoughtful ethical person, from being a fool or a wicked or evil person. If I it’s true, decent and humane, I will share. For everything else, there is the sickening modern media complex. To support, support the free books for life cause or music by ril. Thank you for being here.

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of words, functionality and effects

If whatever you say is accepted in modes more than one for transformative functioning, you’re very much luckier than you thought you were.

Of non-stemming stems and Artificial Intelligence

‘It’s a very tough time in Hollywood’: inside the shrinking world of the TV writers’ room https://www.theguardian.com/tv-and-radio/article/2024/sep/04/tv-writers-room?CMP=share_btn_url

Belloni, the entertainment lawyer who is a founding partner of the website Puck, says: “When Netflix became the dominant streaming service all of the legacy media companies bolted out to try and compete. Now they are pulling back because they spent so much money and their investors are asking for profit, not subscriber growth necessarily.”

This is why I ain’t got no subscribers. But my readers there’s worse. You can imagine that self nullifiers were the epitomic models of intelligence. Look at this crazy sickeningly unscientific hell down there, a testament to the real fate of human intelligence in an emerging AI world. Look at this shit:

The silliness beyond mundane

I think when something is mutual, it must be felt by both parties involved. I know what I am saying seems silly. Silly but not jargon. It must be said.

About the moment

There are many things that are transactional and intellectual in life we make believe are merely emotional. Things we are taught to belief, not necessarily know. One of such is how you want to live the rest of your life from some point. If you have a choice in such, it is one of the greatest privileges life can afford. Near death experience teach you a lot about what may be beyond a moment than the moment can know.

If

If you’re here in the beginning and you have proof, we’re already besties especially if you supported through PayPal. Thank you.

The Music Emergence

My readers, music lovers, there is something I want to share with you about my music. Music is becoming more of a performance art for me. You may have noticed a couple of songs back. Bluesies got me more into it. And I know being a writer who invested most of my life to writing and envisioning expression, manifesting a most realistic life and natural science, this emergence is powerful for me. In other words I can envision the song and the performance. And I haven’t studied music theory yet. I love it. And deserve it because I investedy time and life in it. I invested in the cold. I invested in warmth. I invested in extreme lack with malnutrition which is now giving me metabolic complications. I chose the life. I am paying the price. Were going to love this new emergence going forward. I have no doubt. If you wanna help alleviate some of the pain, please support the free books for life cause and music by ril. There is no doubt in my mind you won’t regret it. Help me fight the well laid plan of evil and harm dedicated against me. Thank you for being here.

On science and the unexpected

My readers, I am often hated for calling all men all of them of 52-69IQ what their name is for what they are. I don’t see any woman in my shoes. It is slowly becoming resoundly so. So what use is smarts if you can’t figure out what harm is coming your way? I mean look at that stupid cow. How dumb can a cow be when he can’t see what harm is coming it’s way:

Fatal vows this Friday

Music lovers, after techno-industrial I felt like metal. You’re going to love Fatal vows because I do. I love metal and I do have them in my arsenal, discography. It’s been a while. It releases this Friday 09-13-2024. Thank you for being here:

The five year degeneracy

I’ll find out a lot in no time. My readers, they say you have the right to know and they can tell legally after five years that the FBI menaced and terrorized you for what seemed strictly terroristic prejudiced reasons. So I was thinking what about a fictional book where a top FBI agent is executed in broad daylight for terrorizing an unseemly woman, and we use the rest of the book figuring out why and how? Why is totally worthless. Definitely plausible. I mean Trump thought he was safe. We know how that happened. For all the harm they claim he has done, something saved him that day. Most people may not be able to say the same.

Triggers

My readers, maybe you can solve this puzzle. When you’re doing math and your math keeps breaking down into suckerfest, unable to be sustained up, and every vital sign in your body is calm but your heart triggers imminent death. Whatever can save you?

Or so me thinks

My readers, I don’t know why people are so harsh on vegans. They are ethical They don’t eat meat because they don’t have to survive. That’s it.

On Uppity Smokes and MAIS

‘If journalism is going up in smoke, I might as well get high off the fumes’: confessions of a chatbot helper https://www.theguardian.com/technology/article/2024/sep/07/if-journalism-is-going-up-in-smoke-i-might-as-well-get-high-off-the-fumes-confessions-of-a-chatbot-helper?CMP=share_btn_url

Journalism is going up in smokes. My readers, these subtle predictions about MAIS, I hold inevitable. Because it uses a combinatorial factor of possible human personalities and potentialities to estimate the human state and estate, the definition of “good writing” must drastically change in our future. Personality, human personhood and humanity, the reality you are ditchibg for the shit the NARCISSIST EVIL MEDIA is prescribing to you as good will be overcomed because of its common place and cheap value. There are those of us currently terrorized and menaced who care about humanity and authenticity in the long run. Today I am thankful that my humanity, personality and expression of such are uniquely mine. I know I complain about the suffering and it is indeed so that I do, I love being what I am( as i state in nick-tick in bluesie…gotta love that song) because it makes me more of the thinker and creative human I am against all the odds. There is evil in this world my readers, you can choose to be active against it. Thank you for being here.

Perplexing

It’s perplexing that by all indicators biding to futural socioeconomic possibilities, the situation we’re currently in in this country is not a “catastrophe”. Perplexing.

A day in the life

Here’s a day in the life of this inferior, unattractive, unintelligent, unknown black woman. I am being stalking openly by a mentally deranged man while parasites evil de yellow snake piggie is running around trying to to crawl under my skin and become me, I am managing a diet in a much unfortunate yet efficiently adequate manner while I am mourning the loss of summer against the burgeoning harshness of the cold, also while I am configuring to write a new song for bluesie. I know this poor woman is inferior, unattractive, unintelligent, unknown but damn. Amidst all this music is catharsis. is there a new song around the corner? My readers, I am suffering.

Damn

So I hear it my readers, that mosquitoes are using infrared to track humans to feed on their blood. Damn those damned thingies. Always nick-ticking. Reminds me, one of the songs in bluesie is titled nick-tick.

On numbers and meaning

How do you know when AI is powerful enough to be dangerous? Regulators try to do the math | AP News

https://apnews.com/article/measuring-ai-safety-risk-flops-california-1047-6d556799683b02aa192b821462422aa2

“Ten to the 26th flops,” said venture capitalist Ben Horowitz on a podcast this summer. “Well, what if that’s the size of the model you need to, like, cure cancer?”

“This is all happening very fast,” Aguirre said. “I think there’s a legitimate criticism that these thresholds are not capturing exactly what we want them to capture. But I think it’s a poor argument to go from that to, ‘Well, we just shouldn’t do anything and just cross our fingers and hope for the best.’”

it’s so crazy. If you imagine the mind of a MAIS , modern AI System to be made up of a cloud of floating point numbers. Does it matter if they truncate? The mirror has no face. It cannot affirm itself. Yet it affirms as premise. It’s kind of like running after cows for food. It’s a necessity, yet it’s meaningless, like cancer:

I cringe

I cringe at the thought of a stalker.

Won’t know

I wont even know what a date looks like except to ask, “Is it dead yet?” My readers, I’m suffering.

Where them cows at? In the wild?

Some idiot was talking shit and I thought it my readers, I gotta find them cows. I am on a starving intermittent fasting diet when I should be on the meat and more high fat diet. Poor me. I gotta go get them cows in the wild or I will die in this shit for the evil and degeneracy nonhuman animals pretending human, pretending good are capable of. Evil likes watching others suffer while pretending they want to help. I’m suffering my readers. Where them cows at so evil does not prevail over my life in the end?