On this labor day

My readers, on this labor day, I have to say I am glad I have an email from Paypal to integrate. I didn’t open it because one of the two almost killed me. The email I painstainkingly drive you to whenever I write anything on my blog, the edewlogics support all effort PayPal almost killed me. I don’t know who there but hell happened to me and I went to the FBI for it and got no help. I need someone like WRAY to open and integrate because I repeat, it almost killed me because after all, I was God-help-me-against-this-rapist crazy and everything happening to me over that account was supposed to make me look crazy. I cannot tell you just how bad it was now. My readers, I do everything by myself, no mate to help. there is no help for what I do, no textbook for it. There will never be. And when it comes down to eit, someone wanted to steal my life’s work never suffering for anything I suffered.I was menaced beyond hope. I almost died. I developed a phobia strong enough to derail death, yet strong to my need to protect myself. And in earnest, this labor day is one of such day to support the free books for life cause so we can have a future of love, humanity, truth and inclusion in science. Please support the free books for life cause through Paypal by clicking below and giving what you can. Tell your friends to do the same in the name of life and resurrection for justice, for the future May we all get what we deserve in the end. Amen. Happy labors day to all. I am reminded of the need to fight, fight,fight, fight, infinitum. And I know that in ways I am yet to share scientifically.

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On the characterization of extremes

It must be me my readers, but i find that a reasonable love for money is okay. Too much love for money is a disaster unknowing.It corrupts everything it’s path and may be the underline for a corrupt character. Much love for money corrupts character.

On Friendship

My readers, I can pay for anything but friendship. If you’re paying for friendship, what you have is not friendship. Or anything greater.

Actionable potentials versus pessimistic hopes

My readers, I don’t know about you but i wull like to experience actionable potentials in real time than pessimistic hopes and promises. Is it just me? Do you experience the same?

No doubt about it

My readers, this, this is crazy. However can Mars be perceptually up relative to Mercury and Venus on earth? There are tangential possibilities we can use calculus and physics to make possiblewhich I must do in reasonable humane comfort but nothwithstanding my readers, this is crazy beyond words. That’s like saying “in the evening, the sun rises”. Or saying, “Where there is disorder, there’s homeostasis.” That’s crazy. Those are crazies. No doubt about it.

On the rationality of radical changes

I said this is not gonna work out because it was unkind. it didn’t work out. I then said this shit too is not gonna work out my readers. Free advice. Well, that shit too didn’t work out. Seems both nothing is working out. My readers, don’t you think someonen needs a radical change? It’s the phase of “speak now or forever die in pieces”.

The definition

As an author, I know life has a way of working in a way unexpectedly expected. That’s life. Some people think they control fate. If that’s not crazy, I don’t know what is. I never try to control fate, especially someone else’s. That the very definitive n of evil.

Of life and healing steps

My readers, I am thinking of putting a contact page on my site in case someone likes me and I may get to like him back so I’m sure he’s not a narcissistic piece of shit lowlife abuser. It’s a “speak now or forever die in pieces” category. I’m scared but I am active. Thank you for being here.

Special like that

The crazy shit that happens on the web. My readers, the crime committed against me here on WordPress. For years I had only 30 or so subscribers here on wordpress. And I never bothered them. I didn’t believe the count but I let it be. Life has a way of working for true and decent people however much they suffer. Now that I am healed enough and want to start saying “hi”, I can’t see the list as everyone should. Is someone crushing or someone hates me? Sometimes I don’t know. I must be special like that.

The new food

My readers, water is the new food. The only necessary new food. And it belongs strictly to nature.

Music, love and impression the age of AI

My readers, I must say it as I am thinking it and we are alive. It can never be an insult in music that I am not what it takes and destined for failure. If my foundation is authentic, I have true connection and great dedication and it is coming from love, what is failure eventually? My dear music lovers, they must confuse me for those I will never be and my great loves are many. That is a blessing. They’re not thinking–I have never used superficiality for my music, never applied makeup for music, never autotune, never shaken my ass in front of a camera, never bling-bling you anything, and so on and so forth. Never will, with odds naturally against me from inception, how can I beat greater odds? No doubt I ain’t got what it takes.

Love had me writing for years without seeming end without any sense of perceptible success. I know my writing years haven’t even started yet. I know this without a doubt. Music, adopted from suffering is freedom of intellectual and emotional creative cathartic expression and I haven’t even integrated knowledge I hope to gain from music theory yet in this age of AI music. There is no perception of failure as I know what failure truly is. There never will be. Now I must learn dances for the Jazz cloud events, (simple swing moves and such because I want to) and hope to embrace both dance groups and jazz bands for the events that is never for the blingbling it takes but love and respect for what art against the odds truly is for those who do it without much credit for it. Sometimes people confuse love with impression as they mistake reality for appearance. Impressions are fleeting. Did you know that the noise from the singing in Paraphrenia is background traffic noise I intentionally integrated with techno noise? Thank you for being here music lovers

A GORD for the wicked

My readers, it’s crazy when your condition necessitates you pick from a group of diets but you have no food anyway so you pick the cheapest diet, intermittent fasting? Starvation diet. Yeah. That’s what it’s called. Don’t you dare laugh. You’re too kind to laugh at abject ill-reality or you will be labeled ill-behaved in the face of ill-entity. It’s all a tragic comedy really. Like some oesophageal reflux conditioning for paired romances, a GORD for the wicked.

On love and adaptability

The easiest thing to know in the world is the love you have for someone or something. It doesn’t take too long to find out from the inception of adoption towards adaptation of its love. if it takes too long, whatever you think is there is certainly not love. My readers, I found my capability for music late but my love for it, my adaptability towards it, is undeniable. The 25% sale ends tonight. Thank you for being here.

The ability

The ability to sit and be present in the event spacetime of creativity– to know consciousness as the authentically reality of work, is the most important aspect of intellectual labor. There is no wish-belief or paired effort to that.

Life, liberty and nutrition?

For the first time in my life my readers, I am conscious nutritional efforts towards nutrition without socioeconomic comfort. Consciousness matters.

The D’s and deeds of harm

A conspiracy to defraud, defund and destroy—may everything good, true and decent in this life deliver me from a life, labor, liberty stealing parasite. Amen.

Sale ends today

My readers, the music sale on Bandcamp ends today. Thank you for being here.

This is crazier

Trump went into a barage of unfriendly questions with black journalists boldly and within reasonable time. Kamala Harris gives you 18 munutes with friendlies. I need not say it again.