On Joy and Fate

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The last thing

The last thing I would like to feel is my joy at the expense of the happiness of others. But some people around here, narcissistic and unthinking, are experts at that. May everything good, decent and dignifiable in this world, deliver me from their evil. Amen.

The evil snoozer and the river dwellers

The greatest reason I love this country despite what the Democrats are crying about is the freedom women have to be or not be with someone. Take that from someone who has been celibate for almost ten years. Sometimes it must be said:

If you snooze, you loose till you die. Cry a river.

Do you?

My readers, do you even know someone you’ve never met?

The real nature of intolerable pain

The real nature of intolerable pain should be made known as the opposite of love and care. As love dissipates the maximal level of pain in differential extremes, with care and pleasure. Such, a potential for love is in the action towards it, not in the one against it.

The Monologue

That a furniture may be as I choose, mine for life, forever estimated as mine in valuation, in return exclusive intimation. And in the beginning and the end, there was hate, and I say with great and low monologue, let there be love. Never deluding my pain, let it shelter me in the rain. For it matters not that it is imperfect.

The stupor

I heard the government intentionally poisoned alcohol, killing thousands and thousands of people to stop MAFIA bootlegging of the same. What a tragic travesty of great ignorance. He can drink all he wants, stupor himself to death with all the non-existent women he tries with, the Caucasian’s drunk ass can’t get away from his dark core. We all must pay our prices in life. Make no mistake about it. Shouldn’t he celebrate? Sure he does. He calls them “HollyWOOD MoviE STARS. That goes for all possible men in any possible world. My readers, there is evil in this world. You must now be certain of it. You can choose, as you have proven with Trump that these actions are indeed your individual choices, to be active against such evil and harm. Help me conquer me ne and go through this journey with me if you so choose.

The rapist

Mathematical logic is one of the best tools for human reasoning. And I can’t stop learning it. There are perspectives as well as conceptual exceptions to works, words and perception. If a woman allows rape to come to a woman who is her kin and not her OR who isn’t her kin and isn’t her, isn’t the woman the rapist?

On actionable reactions

I have often said there is evil in this world. There is. You can choose to be active against it. Only action works against it.

Utter BS

Hey, evolutionists, since you like talking shit so much because it can never be proven as universal facts and must be theoretically surmised after the fact, tell us, since the Darwinian evolution says it is a natural science, what is “old”. What does “old” mean for humans? They’re freaking shitting you. It’s utter BS.

On food and conditioning

Since I have started intermittent fasting(which I don’t observe every single day) I have had this ache when I wake up in the morning too just eat, eat, eat. I realized I have condioned my mind for food wrongly all my life especially from poverty. I have been treating food as some kind of appeasement to well being, a statement of it. It is not. The particularity, mode and manner of my intake is. It is not easy but when it necessitates from the need for well being, the reversal is fully understood despite my yet inadequate access to proper care. Hunger is a basic instinctual urging, the unbrained aspect of the biosystemic process. Food is a basic instinctual fulfilment of a human need—this institutes individuality and reckoning.

The Crazy thing

Some people think it’s crazy to be grateful everyday against the suffering and the odds. I think it’s crazy too but I do it everyday. Someday, I will tell you all about this craziness.

Sometimes

Sometimes spiritual laws are simple. The evils you perpetuate will become you. Amen.

The thoughtless degenerate pipeline of idiocy and other trivialities of life

This said without breaking a sweat as I don’t for the lowlife imbecile who tried to kill me. They almost killed me twice. This degenerate idiotic thoughtless stalker on YouTube thinks I care that he thinks he’s mocking me. He’s like the idiotic fool that is Officer Jones, comes all this degenerate way hay-ling, hay-eiring worthless insults because of his feelings of inferiority, didn’t even freaking touch me, then is shocked I don’t give a damn. And he’s being mocked as a fool. Bitch, I don’t give a rat’s ass when I turn off history or erase an account on youtube—any relativity with whoever the shit you think you are is erased. Be my muse, mock me some more. No, it’s not cyber bullying because you’re never getting through to this human woman. I’m too numb to your shit. You can carry on with your dogs, cats, chickens and animals you unthinking fool. Even if it was, degenerate piece of shit—some imbecilic IT pulled a gun on me, threatened my life and I didn’t call the police. Now a gun wielding criminal is roaming the streets endangering the life of others. Spiritual works. Must be. Talking about history, why is that, you thoughtless piece of shit? Mocking me? You don’t know me at all. This retard must be freaking shitting me. Beyonce and them sing this shit about survival but they merely (not barely) imagine survival. They can’t freaking get to it. You must be a walking dead piece of anal shit.

On records and trust

Talking about governmental due process, laws and regulations my readers, if you have ever deleted my labor for a debt I don’t even freaking have, may your life be deleted without your consent or knowledge. Amen. The only way this isn’t so is if that record is there when I come looking for it. You’re looking atore than a spiritual deregulation. It’s a federal crime. No federal agent will tell anyone to do that.

The foolishness of superficial people and other horrors

My readers, I just discussed pain through Schopenhauer in a start to a series. And as a differentiating x, I have been nothing but alone against men. You feel some pain now hey? Your pain has not even freaking started. When I ask Wray and Garland where my hard earned labor is so we can do smarter things, you were to busy with vengeance and enriching the Kardashians. And none of you helped. Your pain has not even started. Women with no scientific existence except relative to men What horror? Go enrich the Kardashians some more. Your future awaits.

The Haywire Relativity

The crazy thing about darkness and stars

NASA, ain’t this amazing? Kamala Harris quotes Martin Luther King’s insufficient scientific statement about stars and darkness. The part about “dark enough” and “see” are not even freaking close to realistic science. Darkness is so undervalued and underappreciated in science. I will definitely devote life and time to it for alw. My rigorous studies of the sciences starts with calculus next year. Physics, the culprit here is scheduled for the year after.

It’s really sad because in the body of the same speech he prophesied that if something is not done about these racist and innocent persecution, poverty and suffering of innocent unfortunate people like me, something terrible will happen to the world. He must have been like Emerson, a spiritual man. How many minutes does it take to call Wray and ask what civil rights violation is this black woman talking about if you were a black woman?

This is crazy because this person you terrorized or allowed to be terrorized told you not to do the shit vengeance thing you did to Donald Trump. You did anyway. Now, you lost the presidency, the house, the Senate. Hell my readers, my curses are still incubating. Who knows what could happen next. The only way this isn’t so is if I am not innocence and didn’t truly suffer. Every good spirit in the world as I am good and innocent in spirit I call to .me for good, otherwise, may their evil abide with them to infinity. May they never see their harm coming. Amen.

That’s that.

There goes that for that my readers. I have nothing more to say. I am not into the trivialities of the issues. Just what’s best for all involved. I know I have had no joy in the last four years. I hope the hopes of making use of the best we’ve got to make things better for all brings us joy. I share my readers. And all I asked was for help against civil rights terrorism. And they kept pointing to the people I asked for help. There is nothing more sickening to thought. There is nothing more medically sickening. May I find reasonable joy these coming years and commerce. I intend to work till I die or kill me now. May we all get what we deserve in the end. Amen. Please support my work by supporting the free books for life cause. So worth it