A chance to witness history free…I recommend it …

If you know trauma, as I do, you know life to be an emergence after some crippling death. You know life as emergent. Thus it will be impossible for me to turn against artificial intelligent. We must, because we simply can’t help it. OpenAI releases GPT 4o as free with astrric. I suggest anyone with a mind should try it. I don’t feel comfortable enough to do so at the moment in this condition, but I recommend it. It is important that we are all aware of it’s capabilities and potential. In other words we all have to face the future weather we like it or not. So we should… it is free for exploration. The sexbot “her” or rather voice does not come free though. You have to pay for that.

My readers, because of the problem I had with my domain recently, I am committed to paying down the domain and the space here on WordPress where I have been for a very long time down for very many years to come. I am committed to this life. This is my life. And no matter what else I do to make money, I will always endeavor for the human spirit especially in the age of AI(and its potentiality as weaponry, civil rights, individualized and targeted abuse). Please be a part of this determined humanizing endeavor by donating towards this effort today. Thank you..

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suffering…

My readers, I’m suffering, suffering, suffering…

When

When you have the illussion you pretend to be and nothing matters. It touches no humanity no life.

No freedom, more prejudice–hard knock

My readers, new enemies in town. No freedom, more prejudice. Hard knock. Changes, how essential. Meanwhile working on something.

THE BELLE OF THE BALL AND OTHER SCIENCE HORRORS…

It will be difficult to tell a conscious scientifically inclined mind that she is what she is not. It is always easy for opportunistic sleazy people. My readers, a pizza eating party all day opportunistic and never realistic pig friend with no proximity wants to make belief my hard work and intellect being terrorized for thoughtless pride is about IT. Pretext is easy for thieves but never with real science. Unbelievable shit in a KKK terroristic world of lighter is better? Forever parasitic, forever genetically degenerate, it can never be me. Disgustingly never how nature works relatively to itself, never the differentiating x. That degenerate shows up for my intellectual work having done absolutely nothing. A forever thief! Whoever could agree to be victimized this way? Who in their humane human mind will agree to be such a thing? No doubt that’s a pig. My readers, when have I ever been theRED ASSED BELLE OF THE BALL? Never. This shit is an intellectual ridicule waiting to happen. I will be more than equipped to indulge while flying f**k pig is partying her way through life with all sorts of vices at someone else’s expense. I will always draw the line in the sands with existential theft. Always. Maybe if the evil harmful pigs world hard at their existential theft and pray, they’ll turn into people with a relativity of forever parasitic, forever thieves. From the impossible blue. these degenerate scientists cast for a thief, I’m sure there is plenty of room in reflection space to be fake people and that unintelligent stupid dog away from me.

My darling, we’ve got yes…

It’s difficult to imagine how poor someone has to be to steal and keep stealing essential petty stuff from a poor unattractive homeless woman. It really is crazy. It makes me think about ilhow much I am worth in intellectual and spiritual terms. It is crazy to think but the thought can hardly be avoided. So who is this evil menacing piece of shit terrorizing this innocent black woman at rock bottom? Who is this person they cannot talk about evident on Yourube, this person doing harm, torturing an innocent person that they cannot talk about? Some psychopath on a racist mission, a proclamation of supremacy? A sociopath blaming extremely unprivileged others for his shit ass shortcomings? Whoever could that be–the police, the KKK, the FBI? Is it some deeply depraved imbecillic Christian hateful group…? You have to be evil to the core inconveniencing this unattractive, unintelligent innocent black woman instead of making things more comfortable for her.

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On Love, mathematics and the “mathematically just”…

Love and you shall be loved. All love is mathematically just, as much as two sides of an algebraic equation.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

My readers, despite keeping to myself mostly and being an introvert, I am never caught up in conspiracies to destroy and harm others. Yet I have the my of the thought on how harm gets to me. is it possible to love people who seek nothing but your torture and your death? I am spiritual in the moment because I feel persecuted, menaced and terrorized for no good reason. I turn to spirituality. I turn to Emerson’s on Love here:

How we glow over these novels of passion, when the story is told with any spark of truth and nature! And what fastens attention, in the intercourse of life, like any passage betraying affection between two parties? Perhaps we never saw them before, and never shall meet them again. But we see them exchange a glance, or betray a deep emotion, and we are no longer strangers. We understand them, and take the warmest interest in the development of the romance. All mankind love a lover.

Ralph Waldo Emerson

The powers of indignity…why is it so laughable…

Stormy Daniels testimony was lurid and powerful – but Trump voters don’t care https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/article/2024/may/11/trump-voters-stormy-daniels-testimony-republican-democrat?CMP=share_btn_url

Stormy Daniels may have regarded sex with Donald Trump as brief, unimaginative and regrettable but the porn star gripped the nation with a salacious and lengthy retelling of the encounter to a New York court this week.

New York state is prosecuting Trump for fraud for allegedly using his business, the Trump Organization, to pay $130,000 in hush money to Daniels days before the 2016 election. She went public anyway two years later with a book, Full Disclosure, in which she claimed to have had sex with Trump once.

My readers, there is no doubt in my mind Trump voters don’t care and they shouldnt. Something about political persecution for gains demeans the person doing it. If you read the article you will realize the opposite of the headline. Nothing about Stormy Daniel’s testimony holds any power. In fact it further demeans the purpose of the claim and the person behind it. There is nothing about Stormy Daniel’s words and personality that is worthwhile or dependable. Working street whores have more dignity and power…what juror cares about this shit…?

The degenerate wicked spirit of gangstalking and harassment…a prayer for the wicked…

My readers, someone was just talking about gangstalking. And while I have experienced it, I am not sure I have been able to catch it faster than I did on YouTube. So for me I pray that it must be unto me as whatever ills I have done these evil people. May it be onto me exponentially as the ills I have done this evil wicked people who seeks to menaced and terrorize me as apparently I have done them harm. For what I have done and the nature of my thoughts and being, I call every good spirit in existence, every good spirit possible onto me — let it be onto me as the nature of my being and my intent and aims. Otherwise, may they never see their ill, their harm coming or good as it may, which is to say may it be onto them as the undeserved evil they have done me. May their sense of loss and inequity be eventually unending. May we all get what deserve in the end. May my graces be unending. Amen.

Nonhuman biology

Nonhuman biology: scientists have conditioned themselves to lies.

Beyond Mundane and other science necessities…

My readers it’s crazy. Now tell me, if someone’s friendship with you only brings you evil, harm, terrorism, existential and labor theft and such ills, would you not do everything you possibly can to expose and put distinction between you and that person. Thus I have changed my mind about the evil science did to narcissistic women they are currently owning despite the degenerate nature–they have to be faster than the speed of the speed of light(somebody smart, please do the mathematical calculation) to catch up to this. Based on what I know now which scientists in the text I read say they don’t know why it happens( and I have told you the differentiating, initiative x complex must be astronomical), I’ve decided that they need thevspeed of the speed of Einsteinian light to catch up to the differentiating x.

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“The order, the dress, the dinner…”

We have the nimblest fancy, a richer memory, and our dumb devil has taken leave for the time. For long hours we can continue a series of sincere, graceful, rich communications, drawn from the oldest, secretest experience, so that they who sit by, of our own kinsfolk and acquaintance, shall feel a lively surprise at our unusual powers. But as soon as the stranger begins to intrude his partialities, his definitions, his defects, into the conversation, it is all over. He has heard the first, the last and best he will ever hear from us. He is no stranger now. Vulgarity, ignorance, misapprehension are old acquaintances. Now, when he comes, he may get the order, the dress, and the dinner, — but the throbbing of the heart, and the communications of the soul, no more.

From Friendship by Ralph Waldo Emerson

Degrees of lack and other realistic horrors…

Florida deputies who fatally shot a US airman burst into the wrong apartment, attorney says | AP News

https://apnews.com/article/police-shooting-airman-florida-8bcc82463ada69264389edf2a4f1a83d

MIAMI (AP) — Deputies responding to a disturbance call at a Florida apartment complex burst into the wrong unit and fatally shot a Black U.S. Air Force airman who was home alone when they saw he was armed with a gun, an attorney for the man’s family said Wednesday.

This is sickening. Should police officers be required to have college degrees or no degrees at all? When you’re dumb, are you dumb? Clearly, high school or college dreams ain’t never gonna cut it with this degree of lack of intelligence and ultimate professionall ability…simple sense of directional responsibility and assurance … no success comes out of this lack…none…

Of drama and rights…

Jack Dorsey quits Bluesky board, urges users to stay on Elon Musk’s X https://www.theguardian.com/technology/article/2024/may/07/jack-dorsey-quits-bluesky-board-urges-users-stay-elon-musk-x-twitter?CMP=share_btn_url

“Don’t depend on corporations to grant you rights,” Dorsey tweeted. “Defend them yourself using freedom technology. (you’re on one).”

My readers, look who is defending Martian no space x–ah ah, can’t we all just get along? Nope. Drama is needed. Clearly, Tech can be boring. Where the drama at my readers? Well, we gotta be very careful about the earthian skies. There is yet a lot to be explored about it. it is what allows us to be and breathe and it is instantly astronomical. Shouldn’t you be here my readers, on edewlogics, supporting me in the dignified human aspect of things. I don’t have rich and privileged colleagues, I’m an insightful lifelong learner unafraid to tell it as I perceive, hypothesuze and know it(won’t keep it from you), a lover of truth and freedom, and unlike them, no doubt about it–I’m not playing… can’t afford to…can I…?

“A thief who take his loot to Las Vegas…”

Bankrupt crypto exchange FTX says it will be able to repay creditors full $11bn https://www.theguardian.com/business/article/2024/may/08/bankrupt-crypto-exchange-ftx-says-it-will-be-able-to-repay-creditors?CMP=share_btn_url

During his trial he tried to argue that the expected repayment of all depositors should be a mitigating factor in his sentencing. If Ray had not intervened and frozen the company’s accounts, Bankman-Fried claimed, the company would have been able to trade its way out of the liquidity problems it faced at the time.

Judge Lewis Kaplan “rejected entirely” the claim, calling it “misleading, logically flawed and speculative”.

Kaplan added: “A thief who takes his loot to Las Vegas and successfully bets the stolen money isn’t entitled to a reduction of his sentence.”

I wonder how much the investors will pay for anxiety, pain and good fate. Crazy these kinds of crimes are somewhat sickeningly celebrated…My readers, what do you call a thief but a thief…?

Terrorist and preferred excuses…rock bottom escapades…

Terrorists, you gotta like them. They always maltreat you because of their evil, envy, harm and prejudice tells them you’re this and that primed to be victimized. I cannot imagine anyone wanting to be with an unworkable mean spirited woman. Imagine this inferior, unattractive unintelligent woman telling people they are unworthy of her. it’s crazy. Clearly she’s a deceiver and you can tell just be looking at her. My readers, I often say it for those who want to truly live a good and dignified conscious life– there is evil in this world–you can chose not to be a part of it or you can chose to be active against it. In case one is impossible, try the other. I don’t wanna demean and degenerate the sanctity of my mind with evil and harm especially at this rock bottom level…the truth is always crazier than you think…

The evil in imagination and other horrors…

My readers, is it crazy that you shouldn’t be able to imagine true love without ever meeting the object or subject of the love or affection? it’s either you are asking for disaster or you are the disaster. it makes no sense. in fact, it is evil.

ah ah the album – a sardonic album

My readers if the music beckons, then it had to be released. The next EP is a #funk#punkrock collection cos I’m in the mood. It is also a rather horror evil science cathartic release or as I will rather have it — sardonic release. Well, my readers having a physician describe a human being as a being without teeth is like saying there is somewhere called earth without it’s atmosphere. Who the frack doesn’t have teeth? Who doesn’t have teeth? it is horrorfully ridiculous so ahah, you will love it:

Playing video games in her head…

New York governor said Black kids in the Bronx do not know the word ‘computer’ | Kathy Hochul | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/article/2024/may/07/kathy-hochul-bronx-computer-comment

“Right now we have, you know, young Black kids growing up in the Bronx who don’t even know what the word ‘computer’ is,” she said. For good measure, she added: “They don’t know, they don’t know these things.”

it’s 9.33 am. Hey racist ass Nazi loving YouTube, Musk, you red assed Nazi too stupid to maintain his wealth fool, as bad as the rest of you DEI haters, if you don’t know what DEI truly means, look at this red assed dark cored woman New York made their governor. She has shit no idea what she’s talking about about. My readers, the black kids who very much know how to play video games, talk on their phones a lot cos …technology…are on TIKTOK a lot because the world is going to shit from the shit science 52-69 IQ all-male lunar lunatic scientists are doing, don’t know what computer is. You know why? You know why? Because they are too busy playing video games in the governor’s head. Only she doesn’t know it, does she now? Because in the age of AI, education, real education for the worthwhile future of humanity will become a rarity…No doubt about it…

Ain’t nobody’s business on the album

I am getting ready to study for bluesie, the main album of the year and I found this song the greats sang — Ain’t nobody’s business , searched for our of copyright blues work and found the sing never had a copyright and a list of other songs that are in the same category. I will remix the sing and one other and put it on the album. I definitely want to sing a song Bessie Smith sang and not have to incur copyright problems. I will write 10 of the songs. There will be 12 songs on the album and I am taking my time with the songs because they must be petformance arts, cinematic as well as bluesie. I must let any adaptation occur naturally which means I must immerse a lot of time and effort into studying the greats. I am excited but I will take my time, a lot of my time. If the album will release earlier than December I will let you know. I am excited just to put a performance spin on Ain’t nobody’s business. Music lovers, thank you for being here.