That time

That time when you figured out WALMART IS RED!!!

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A Fake Existence is worse than death

Some people say White women should not have white children because they are dark cored. That’s crazy. But I am quite not a regular x. I am a differentiating x, no matter what unintelligent haters stalk or mock me. In that endeavor they are made inferior. It is in my perceptive-look-perspective to be able to tell you what the natural reality is. Scientists warn parents to look again when they leave their children in the car because their childrenay die from heat exhaustion. No doubt because their children like them, must be dark cored. In a natural real world where the existence of non existence of a car does not matter to the nature of natural existence, if this child is not dark cored and encounters natural atmospheric it, THE CHILD MUST DIE. Laws of nature. Quite simple. You simply cannot cheat nature. If you cannot sustain that natural environment, you must die. You cannot. So stop pretending to be what you cannot naturally sustain as or you will die as flies. Be yourselves and tell your children to be as you are. Stop creating harmful natural environments you can not sustain belongings to another. Stop this extremely unintelligent realities.

You can not inhibit what you are and be that exhibit. Some natures are not inhibit-able. They better not exist. Or they must die. If you realize what extreme must exist there you can figure out what was stolen from genetic degenerate worthless thoughtless science and cannot exist as it says it does. Pretend to hate me all you want to cover up your hated of yourselves. You cannot hate this differentiating x truth teller. That is to your detriment. Because the truth is relentless while falsehood can only be found out. You were not born degenerately stupid. It is never look again in someone else’s environment. It’s look again and die. You already looked and you saw. If you look again, you must be blind. And that also means death in my environment. My readers, read Chapter 6 of Bullet Lane again. I am telling you it’s very much worth it. Don’t forget I have the deep seated science already. You’re just creeping in parallel to know it. And there is a lot not discussed yet. Let’s make long lasting changes together, for generations to come. I don’t like fleeting changes. They are as they exhibit in existence, fleeting effects. Fight evil, harm, racism, terrorism and abuse with me. And believe me absolutely when I say it—A fake existence is worse than death. It has nothing to fight for but falsehood and catastrophe.

Of truth and audits

While Musk is over there unveiling $830million and $1.4million tax payer monies, I hope he’s looking into that forensic audit for that $0 tax payer monies I got.

Of Unexpected failure

Nobody is perfect my readers, especially not the Christians but we must, despite our differences, try to be kind to one another. So I searched for the DSM definition for psychopathy but it was too complicated as expected. So I am sharing a simpler dictionary version. Why did I search my readers? Because truth and integrity matters especially when it’s professional truth and integrity. If it cannot be simplified, it is bullshit. Damn my readers, I couldn’t find the definition that pertains to unexpected success when failure was implemented and set in motion but couldn’t be derived or accomplished. But here, my smart readers, Here is the simple version:

A personality disorder indicated by a pattern of lying, exploitation, heedlessness, arrogance, sexual promiscuity, low self-control, and lack of empathy and remorse. Violent and criminal offenses may be indicative of this disorder

Individualized

Today I am glad consciousness is individualized, internalized and of strict and absolute sovereignty to the owner of the consciousness. I am glad no amount of stalking, evil, harm and abuse can take that from me.

Bluesie remixes music news

I have decided to release Bluesie remixes next Friday 05-09-2025 so I can get it over with. You will love it. Meanwhile these times are difficult to get things like these done as I stay away from evil or harm and drama. That’s my aim. May all the goodness in the world aid me in achieving these decent aims. It also means, there will be at least one more EP this writing year aside from 2025. Please support my work. It means the world to me, which no doubt implies you mean the world to me definitely from the differentiating x’s(this being you will grow to love as long as you are not evil, harmful and abusive) perspective.

Of Cognition and States

Of cognition and states Download

I am Glad

I am glad I have archived my suffering in homelessness on my site over time which I found is being achieved by another medium like a snapshot in time.

Of unknown intent and niceness

Whatever fact in physics is giving me the option to be this nice with my new banner:? Which reminds me, aside from writing, singing and producing songs without having a love mate, I have to write chapter 13 alw this year aside from the stories, A Case in point and other songs:

of indignity and ill in science.

If your mind is not being engaged and made critical, you’re not here with edewlogics. My readers, the new banner is showing how my love for mathematics can take me and therefore you, to places unexpected. If you’re reading the banner smartly, you’re considering perspectives and everything considered in chapter 6 of Bullet Lane I will ask you again as I will explain it fully in alw; what did Einstein get incorrectly? What incoherent mistake did he make? Meanwhile if you’re remotely close to future chapters in alw, then you can see natural patterns from mathematics to physics to genetics in the banner And inevitably to natural vectorial propensity and all the other views of biological propensities we must discuss and generate. Don’t I deserve justice and in the least a room own. Slaveholders forgot those forty acres and a mule for the unpaid sufferings of other human beings, crimes still being suffered for today.

If I ask you to trust me, it’s because, in case you haven’t noticed, I deserve it, I have earned it and will continue to do so. If I ask for your help on issues with my work, I need it to make traces all the way back. Crime has a pathology. In my case, an unforgivable one. My readers, so we can, in reasonable and well deserved comfort of mind and spirit, continue the use my unusually love for mathematics to generate applications for life, humanity and truth in other sciences, please support the free books for life cause. I don’t know where evil, harm and false persecutions will take me my readers, but my conscience is as clear as my spirit is clean. In case you missed it. My turn against the democrats took the understanding their truth is a lie applicable through their prejudices. They’ll hold on to lies forever if it favors themm, against the for dignity and truth. It took years of the turn of my back and lookie pookie where they are, fighting a true monster they created. We can do it again if simple human dignity is going to shit. My readers, I am inadvertently committed to worthwhile causes. Fight with me, for non-prejudicial natural and realistic justice. Wherever you are in the world, support the free books for life cause.

Of life, time, and unimpeachable legacies

Uhn, my readers, when Trump was being pursued for persecution by the DOJ and others then i warned against it. When they almost killed him , I supported him because this country needed a change from democrats who didn’t seem to care about ordinary people. Thus far, in this tariff war, dark cored Major League Taylor Reflective Red has made money while other Amaericans are lounging in inflation inflamed business means and ordinary people are asking what’s in this for us. Harvard, who unlike Trump has an unimpeachable legacy, is going after Trump for money. While I have never gotten money from the government and want none, I am wondering why money stolen from me should not be revealed, discussed, so I can seek justice.

Nobody forces anyone to be or not to be a member of the KKK. Nobody forces anyone to be or not be racist. Nobody forces anyone to be or not to be antisemitic. Nobody forces anyone to hate this differentiating x black woman. Yet they do. People have the rights to their sentiments as much as to their freedoms. It is an Ama=erican right. I am hated everyday for being who I am. Nobody protects me. However stupid and evil, It is their right to freedom to express their freedoms as it is so unless it turns towards actions of hate. Actions of hate are not protected. Yet, nobody forces anyone. It is one of those great things that makes this country great. Whatever you don’t want known, never transact in digital monies. Ain’t that correct? Just wondering Kash Patel. I’ll follow theft to its grave. My readers, when i say reasoned decency and dignity matters. i mean it. My readers, wherever you are in the world, all of you, when its time to turn our backs on Donald Trump because he’s not the man he promised to be for ordinary people, I’ll let you know.

Stuff and doors mine to open

It is important for me to know and do my work so stupid evil people don’t tell me who I am. Very important to me in a sickening envy deranged racist science toxic world. These are examples doors that are my path in life and of my life and work. Mine to open:

Of life and doors

Those who cannot open their existential doors themselves are demented thieves who should be thrown in a jail cell to rot forever.

The nature of work

There is no right to reasoning. Neither is there a guide to a universal mind. Education matters. I do not regret my education. I bemoan the great prejudice and fraud that has confronted me over it. I thought about the differences between hard work and doing good work. How we treat others, especially those who have not done us harm matter. And the more I ask for help without resolve, the more I am thinking—how can I be of help to myself(despite phobia) and others… This world can not give me any burden I cannot in eventuality, handle. You never know where adversity, evil, harm and abuse can lead. I cling to all the goodness in this world to lead me towards all the good resolves based on my experience and optimizable potentials.

A lie

A lie is a lie no who tells it—a Christian, a Muslim, a Pope, a Pastor, an Imaam… whoever. A scientific life is a universal lie. It will always go horribly catastrophic.

Of jobs, trauma, near death experiences and the folly of the repetitive and perpetual $60,000 School loans

The dark black woman, the only other woman in this gene pool screamed at me to get a job. I didn’t scream and shout. For what? God help me because I lost all my useless pride in homelessness told her I pray I never get that job because that job belongs to her. I am the differentiating x my readers. Clearly I would die rather die than get that job that takes me away from my life, my passion, my love—that job that isn’t mine that they stole my life, my labor, my civil liberties for. I will never have that job. I have almost died now thrice, when trauma almost killed me(triggering a lot of scientific instincts in me), when I felt my life was reduced to nothing and then when a gun was pulled on me. I will rather die than have that job. If I had simply taken that job that isn’t mine I would not be the science enthusiast I am. I have suff

Then there is the folly of the $60, 000 school loans they are using to steal my civil liberties. Which reminds me my readers, since WRAY is gone and and the person who says he will quench governmental abuse is in, PATEL is in. I want to make sure the FBI is no longer to be used as excuse. Thus every penny I ever made especially on PATPAL must be accounted for. There is Amuse and others. Every Penny. Because I must know how many times I paid this $60, 000 school loans. I have never owned a credit card in my life. I guess from now on we have to address PATEL. Trump needs to prove he will deliver dignity in governance my readers, or that’s the back of me, the ship sinks or swim. If he knows what it is to be persecuted for who you are and almost be killed over it, then the endless repetitive payment of $60, 000 school loans must be investigated to the fullest.

My readers, let us pray. I pray I never get that job that has never been mine and will never be. I pray to retain the jobs I already have now. I pray to die if I don’t rather than not retain my own self+employ. I pray whoever stands in the way of my life, labor liberty must die. I have suffered gravely for the jobs I have now. Whoever stands in the way of my labor must die. If I ask for help, I need it. Trump to show he doesn’t just show up for rich privileged people. It’s me, the woman nobody knows. Kash Patel, now you have an idea what I am willing to die for. Could the MAFIA be more dignified?

A very important science question

My readers, I presented a black picture with a black function and then they imposed a black transformation and something was derived. They then stupidly believe that derivation belongs to them. The function is black. The transformation is black. All those hours in homelessness must have sharpened my brain more than these extremely privileged smart people. These must be stuff of rocket science because these things are perfectly clear to me. It must be my brain cells are also much sharper when I’m intermittently fasting in homelessness. Need I say stop stealing! And truly, go see therapists. Crazy how reality works. Crazy indeed. Meanwhile, Harvard, if you use my science to say something, do it with the dignity of the low class differentially high class caliber who wrote it. Those trees by Blackrock in Chapter six of my work align forefront to the sides. What does that make?

I am standing on natural ground relative to the earthian skies, and natural universal space, and no doubt this nigger differentiating x venated woman is picking up every venated season. I don’t do shit science and I know and love nature. You can always put snow on your trees. The leaves are black. Do your own science Harvard. That’s why you have uncountable mega dollars. I have no superior biases or prejudice for what I do. A reason I will rather go the donation route(support the most significantly body of work you can find wherever you are in the world, let’s make sure this differentiating x black woman works for no one but natural truth and dignity my readers through the free books for life cause). My worth is still being proven because of who I am. Truly that the way it should. These institutions are starkly racist. I need not be told. I don’t do shit science. Now that you know that is a curvature I was tracing(which you should have known based on the my movements and descriptions), and you are the smartest people in this country based on your endowments, where is the smoothest point on this curvature to be found so we can draw a tangent line? Quite a very important science question? Harvard, tell us. If you don’t know, tell us you don’t.

Of Guillotines and Snap-Traps

Guillotines are like animal Snap-Traps. But Snap-Traps are for things like snakes. Unlike animal Snap-Traps, Guillotines come from a height:

The intellectual and the Orchestral effect

the intellectual and the orchestral effect Download

Music news

As I am now working on the next album and have started songs for 2025 in this writing year for edewlogics, I have to say that I have seen things on my BANDCAMP account—the security features aren’t working. And it very important to me that I get an account of my albums on BANDCAMP since the beginning of time. This is especially for those who like e my music and wants me to continue doing what I am capable of gradually optimizing and experimenting with while learning. It is important to me. If you can help, help. Thank you.