The Case of the non-existing core and other science horrors to come

I know our heaven is here on earth but sometimes I wish the Christian heaven exists if just for your disillusionment. Harvard, Yale, Oxford Cambridge, this grave lie you tell the fools that there is a nonentity golden core. My readers, listen to me very carefully. I say this as universal fact. There is no golden core. Whatever you call gold is reflection. They lied and are still lying. Ask yourself why. And ask them why. And yes it’s science -physics, mathematics and biology, somebody smart gotta cleanse this world of both illussioned and realistic crimes. Somebody gotta do it in surprisingly interesting ways. This fact will be discussed in scientific riddles of a serial killer to be unsolved by a much imperfect female detective. Please support the first in the series, A case in Point a book to be written against phobia, anxiety, and come whatever odds scheduled for this summer by supporting the free books for life cause. So worth it.

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Oh I adore readers

I was speaking with some Christian readers who made me even more excited this is a writing year which means more Zhourckh episodes. Paypal support receipts or it didn’t happen. They also had me thinking of book discussions in the future. Paypal support receipts as tickets Which reminds me that I finished the plot lines for a case in point yesterday and I’ve decided I cannot write this in chapters. it solves a scientific mystery within the murder mystery so I have to write it like Bami&the time Weavers. because this is writing year I am scheduling this for summer this year, so I can write 2939. I am excited.

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Where the white man’s bread at?

The Caucasian male, the abject existential opposite of me was asking me about white bread—an artifact we make with flour, sometimes bleached, eggs and such—that is, it doesn’t occur naturally as is in nature. He says it’s his. It was hilarious. He couldn’t possibly mean he will cook himself from the inside and outside, run around the corner to give me bread to eat? If you bake yourself and you look like bread I’ll eat. I like it extra crispy sometimes on the inside. There are measures in  physics provided by amazing NASA that tells me I am correct about the inability to find this bread unless he wants to cook himself for me to eat.  a dream. NASA, HARVARD, YALE, OXFORD, where the white man’s bread at? The shit you have done to mostly ignorant people’s minds because of racism is almost unforgivable My smart readers can you help figure out where the white man’s bread at. Where it at:

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Zhourckh

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Fantasy and phantom reads

My readers, uhn, nonsensical people speak too much crap. Yhere are no sides to a one sided lane. It’s the end statetement of a phase.  If a woman asks a man to come talk while she breastfeeds, yhat’s all the guilt you need. But it is sad and evil for a man to end up in the basement of his own premier because he just didn’t find you sexy and you were hormonal and overly sensitive. That eventual outcome is the definition of evil and narcissisism. I should know cos I have experienced it. No matter what. That should have never happened. I call bullshit at the end of that RED PHASE. WHAT START? Science, someone smart has to do it. For everything else there are privileged enabled unscientific people. Facts and nothing more. It’s clearly not rocket science. It’s a phase, one phase that burns extremely fast and definitely needs to end. These pure fantasy and fathom abusive reads sure make a lot of money…like fifty shades of red and old.

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The Comedic Series

I am developing a new comedic character for a comedic fictional series to help me practice comedy writing in preparation for my comedy presentation at the music fest. The event needs justice to be achieved. it needs love. it is the ultimate sign of freedom and being. I want you to meet me, I want to be met. The blues-jazz fest is the place to be. I am using one passion to achieve another. I love writing so much. Because I am introverted and it is quite an introverted and intellectual venture, it is the most being-enabling thing I do.  it is the ultimate love I was too busy anxious or working against to achieve for a long time, for survival. My love for it cannot be denied. I have greatly sacrificed for it. Please engender my personhood, my life, my dreams, my love, my individuality—support the free books for life cause today.

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Bulley Lane Chapter 4

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FOT

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Gratefull

Today, I am gratefull that YouTube didn’t work out for me my readers, because my a-bit-less-stressful life assures me there is a greater direction for me.

My a-bit-less-stressful life instigated spiritual writing, which was surprising even to me.

I am now adopting classic  science fiction which I will write under a pseudonym suited to my kind seperable from traditional publishing very boldly. It had to happen in its own time and with confidence. I have to write them faithfully but in a way I like so you will too. I will initiate the science fiction pseudonym for 2027. I could have been wasting a lot of my time making videos that could be a dime a dozen, gpne in a second, displaced for the quick thrill for views. I am glad I was unqualified. If you want to support my work, do so through the free books for life cause. Thank you for being here

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On creativity

The songs in FROCK, Frock and Heard while up are now officially linked lyrically to BAMI&THE TIMEg WEAVERS. A first seeming soundtrack. There could be one more linkable song. Benefits of doing your own work yourself must be. Thank you for being here.

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The true nature of books

As a differentiating x my readers, I know for a fact the earthian atmosphere is nothing to play with especially by idiots. I also see instruments for life around me. If you say a book is a tree then I must write it. If you say a book is a mountain covered with snow I must write it. These are instruments in nature, things any one in the vicinity has access to and can transform meaningfully according to their capability. My mind, my thoughts on the other hand you can’t have without my consent and it’s not for sale. Hear this from a functioning mind: A BOOK IS AN ARTIFACT. If the Caucasian imagine reflection space as a book, that’s his thing. My life is; n nature. There are instruments for books in nature available for anyone capable to use their minds to write. Let no evil fool you. Do not compare whatever about books you celebrate from ignorance, lack of intelligence and more to mine. You’re sad deeply mistake. Go wrote your own freaking books however you imagine it. I can hardly school you into not being idiots for your own sakes. I’m a loser to the definition after all. They can certainly make horror books happen. which reminds me of the second romance horror I have lined up to write HORROR FULLY EVER AFTER.  If you understand the saying “Free books for life cause” anew from this and choose to support, you’re smarter than you thought you were. If you choose to get smarter as I choose everybody’s with mine against horrible odds, be here and give your support if you can. And Thank you for being here.  Otherwise, may your evils and ills be with you. Amen.

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HAPPY NEW YEAR

My readers, happy new year wherever you are because some countries are already in 2025. Meanwhile working on finishing Bullet Lane and releasing  FROCK this coming January. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

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On life and resolutions

I dont come to conclusions easily but I have great resolves when I do. There are people I will never be loving at proximal length.  And on that, I am resolved. As people make new year resolutions, here are some of mine. Thank you for being here.

  • People who knew I was being sexually harassed, did nothing, and then persecuted me when I tried to defend myself against rape. They perpetually remind me of incest, rape and everything wrong and evil in science—that imbecillic, extremely sickening buffonic plague of jumping from frying pan to fire while sitting. I have neither love nor respect for them. I have resolved it. I will never love or like them again.
  • I am resolved to unfriending a potential mate who ignores my suffering, my health for frivolous narcissistic reasons to pursue frivolous narcissistic things. I am greatly unworthy for frivolous narcissistic tendencies. I am resolved to never making any attempts towards resolving such.
  • Hereforth I am resolved to alleviating myself with friendship and trust, if I can get it, from the phobia and anxiety incurred from my trauma.
  • I am resolved, if I find someone worthy, to love someone like my life depends on it.

Have you made resolutions recently my readers. Mine are quite worded like I am. Yours can be simple. They are not bad. They are timely set incentives you can make use of in life. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

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Fininshing Bullet Lane

I will finish Bullet Lane this coming January or February because i couldn’t finish it in chapter 3 in that sitting position. It will end in the same oddity, chapter 5 or 7. Thank you for being here.

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A new approach to creativity this year

I find reading therapeutic. It forces me to focus my mind so I am less anxious when I read. I don’t have much time to do it though. Because I have to do other things especially write with anxiety.  On writing, I am going to do more writing this coming year than in previous years. I have decided to write A Case in Point in chapters released periodically so I can start writing 2939 midyear regardless of essays and Chapter 13 alw. I will be releasing songs on EP’ s rather than in single. so I will make EP plans futurally rather than releasing singles as they come. I am looking forward to smarter creativity this coming year. Thank you for being here. Your support means the world to me. Happy Holidays.

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On intelligent differentials and Planet 19

It is always logical, for a brained intelligent person to always be able to ask of what is impossible. if you know what is impossible, you can find almost everything applicable in what’s possible. Someone asked me indirectly recently, about the science of sight— how we see, why we see, what we can see but may or may not be there for instance. And I am reminded of two things. One, The fact that I am now more inclined to the view that sciences like physics and mathematics are highly differential to sciences like medicine and surgery.  Medicine and surgery, will tell you what is there and how it works. They may be short-sighted and short handed in doing this. Physics and mathematics on the other hand, may be able to go from optics to quantum physics to show you the implications and applications of what must be there, what can’t be there and how they may apply in natural reality. Again, to acertain that something has no probability of occuring based on facts ensures the least reality of error occurrence. Impossibility matters. The other thing I was reminded of, was a novel I had planned for more than a decade now titled Planet 19, because I simply couldn’t fathom The implication that there are two Earths and life exists despite that. To Make Planet 19 possible, for 2027, please support the free books for life cause.

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Of work and the unthinkable

I had a discussion today on how impossible it is to say that someone who is not a criminal, who was not born into wealth could possibly not have worked for her money. I am editing a book I know would have been impossible to publish under traditional publishing terms. I have a self imposed impossible to change delivery date of 12-30-2024. I am now doing the content-context editing which only the person who knows what she is doing and wrote the book can. And I really don’t want to do it. Too tired, anxious, managing the unmanageable metabolic syndrome. I really don’t wanna do it, yet I must and I want to, so I can start something fresh, something new and envisioning of the current generation like 2939. Which reminds me, in the future,I am going to have fully edited print versions of my digital works available in print on demand. You can show your support buting the print versions directly because some people only read print. I can’t imagine someone not working working could do the work of so many alone. Sickeningly unimaginable. Labor theft is never forgiveable, not for anyone that works. it’s a “I spit on your grave” kind of thing. It will never go away until there is justice.

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Storytellers

Storytellers are amazing aren’t they my readers. Sometimes they can write their own stories before it happens. Sometimes they can write it after. They always write it.

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Zero space — a persevering project

I have had the vision for Zero Space for over fifteen years. It is one of those books that just must be written by me. I have scheduled it for 2026. In the age of modern AI systems , it definitely must be written by me. I will rewrite the synopsis a little and you can get a glimpse of the new cover in the new banner. Early next year, you will have an excerpt. I will discuss it further after the release of BAMI&THE TIME WEAVERS. Please support the free books for life cause. So worth it.

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A schedule of books

My readers, I am going to list the main fictions for both 2025 and 2026 soon. I don’t “know no” HILARIOUS NOBEL. But I am dedicated, determined and open to the harshest of judgements as per usual. Please help me achieve these aims with as little anxiety as I can. Support the free books for life cause or music by ril today. I am yet cutting corners on Bami&the Time Weavers but there are things I can’t cut. It’s a special book to me. I hope it is too you too. Thank you for being here.

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