Near dea

They almost killed me my readers, and it took a lot of grace, solitude and spirituality for me not to hate. Clearly near death experience can make some people much worse than they were. I had pity, hope and compassion but shit is vecoming shit. If your causes are similar to mine, i am with you every step of the way.

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On sociability – #5Bonhoeffer

We note further that people who have isolated themselves from others or who live in solitude manifest this defect less frequently than individuals or groups of people inclined or condemned to sociability—Bonhoeffer

I bet stupid people dont go around thinking they are a menace to others unlike them. Or especially to society. Sociability is a perpetually external virus, virulent and ingrained in its conditioning, like some form of docile insanity.

As an introverted solitude-loving pseudo-sociable person, there is no manner of speaking or doing that could condemn me to sociability. I couldn’t know how anyone can be condemned by it. But there is no doubt in my mind I have witnessed this great stupidity defect Bonhoeffer speaks of in them. Thus, my readers, is it reasonable to conclude communism, if not to speak of other political projections of its like, is a great defect? Or are the abstract projections of such more political than social?

It should be apparent that this defect is present in capitalism as well—as commerce forces people to be sociable. Less frequently so because capitalism also forces competition? And under duress, for competitive advantage and privilege, this great defect may raise its extremely monstrous head?

Group-think is an ego affliction detached from any viable rational source. It never pronounces itself out loudly. But it is in every group-certified distinct and solemn individual directive to conform to some unspoken prejudicial code—the failure to rationalize or resolve an actionable-dilemma made on behalf of a group’s social belief system. It is something virulent and cancerous eating away at the very fiber of intellect and conscience—a stream of projected collective consciousness that is the gravely caricature of irrationality and imbecility.

It is time to ask the questions. How far are you embedded within the docile insanity? How gravely are you condemned to sociability?

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The Devil and Angels wear Pride, Prada and Balenciaga

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The politics of bad science and other horrors

Stephen Miller takes leading role in strikes on alleged Venezuelan drug boats https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/sep/29/stephen-miller-venezuela-drug-boat-strike?CMP=share_btn_url

The administration claimed that Tren de Aragua had infiltrated the regime of Venezuelan  – and so the presence of the cartel’s members in the US amounted to a “predatory incursion” by a foreign nation, allowing for the deportation of any Venezuelan national.

“It is a drug cartel that is running Venezuela,” Miller told reporters at the White House earlier this month as he characterized Maduro as the head of the cartel. “It is not a government, it is a drug cartel, a narco-trafficking organization that is running Venezuela.

My readers, this however much is something i havesaid in some way or the other. The harm you let happen to you is the one you dnt know about like the FBI deraili ing life, labor and liberty? Who coulx have made thT up tgatisnt dead and buried? Anyways, this military action, however savage, is a deterrent. If you dont want to get killed, dont sail drug-filled boats towards another nation to dement the addicted. Stop that phantom bullshit or die—no doubt savage, but definitely deterring.  

Harris calls Trump ‘incompetent and unhinged’ and makes call to ‘fight fire with fire’ https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/sep/29/kamala-harris-trump-black-caucus-foundation-speech?CMP=share_btn_url

But the democrats may be getting smarter as well—when you realize what this fire shit really is fueled or unfuelled, Kamala says fight fire with fire. The good in doing true and dignified science is priceless. My readers, there is nothing greater than fighting for truth justice and dignity in this great country. The party who promises justice and no bullshit is the party to support  in the next election. I mean no more bullshit. If you’re going to fightat all, fight for what’s dignifiable. It could be a third party. I say no more abuse and bullshit. No justice, no peace. No doubt savage but deterrent:

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Endeavors and Lasting things

Trivial fleeting artificially invested endeavors are always beaten out by more trivial fleeting artificially invested endeavors. Such endeavors wouldn’t indulge someone like me. In my work, I seek work that transcends the fleeting. I am yet unknown to myself. May we all get what we truly deserve in the end. My readers, wherever you are in the world if you have passion for your difficult to achieve dreams, in this world of high obvious superficialities and machines, remember the best way to survive is to hold on to lasting things. I share my music today with you, wherever you are in the world, remember Lasting things are never easy to come by. It’s in the bluesie-jazz-comedy fest lineup. You can Never Fall and Throw  as well. The EP among others, is essential to the fest.

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Abject and absolute liars

I can’t imagine liberals wouldn’t shoot their toxic, evil, racist genetic degenerate scientists to death and celebrate my readers. They were lied to about ancient civilization. They were lifted to about modern civilization. They were lifted to about evolution. The only evolution they have is technology for the rise of the machines. They just made shit up as they went along. They invented Pi rather than discovery. They have fooled the fools for so long haven’t they? So they can demean others unlike them.The worst, most disgusting lie they told is genetics. They are abject and absolute liars. No doubt.

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No doubt

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Of evil and its conditions

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Of life and types

Gun used in Emmett Till’s lynching is on display at museum 70 years later https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/aug/29/emmett-till-lynching-gun-museum?CMP=share_btn_url

Look at that my readers, the gun that killed a black fbou or nothing he did wrong…if lowlife unethical evil people don’t want to see it, they shouldn’t go to the museum. They go to a KKK rally instead. That’s a choice. A lot of white supremacists politicians and them help find the KKK I hear. Do that. Dontbecome more of a decent human. Go to the KKK rally. instead and don’t forget to wear fake blue jeans that reflect lighter is better. Freedom matters. So just all awareness for a just society.

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100% IMPLICIT GUILT — SHIT SLAVERY TALK

Some fool says slavery was engineered by 2% of whites. only a fool will think if it were true it mattered. It’s a stupid lie. Who lynched black people? The rich nonentity nonexistence 2%?  Who raped black women? Who killed a black boy just for looking at her dark cored ass?Who did unforgivable evil things and never paid for their sins and crimes? The same? Who benefitted from all the suffering, dehumanizing acts they commited. Who stopped that sickeningly low for money? The same? Slavery was engineered, and maintained and sustained by 100% of Caucasians. The labor provided free enabled dominated and rapid growth where otherwise it couldn’t have happened. Only a stupid person can say shit like that. No doubt about. If you maintained your lifestyle and economy on the backs of the suffering of other so worthless to you, you say or whatever the hell you say, you are guilty, especially if you’re talking shit like the dumbass you are. YOU ARE 100% IMPLICITLY GUILTY ON SLAVERY. Trump must be talking shit about the Smithsonian. Truth, what truth do you know if truth must be buried? What shit is he talking he can’t talk of Holocaust t the same way. What freaking shit is Trump talking My readers with real IQ’sMy readers, when it’s time to turn out backs on the Republicans because they’ve gone to far to shit, every rational being must do so. My readers on truth for generations to come, you can choose to support truth, decency, dignity, humanity and respectability on life and natural science. Support the free books for life cause and music by ril.

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Khalessi ‘s bullshit and new foolish dragoons

My readers, it is sickening how much shit people can give by lying and framing others. Somebody with a brain needs to shut Khalessi the frack down, truly harassing other people for the worthless lies told and involving foolish dragoons in the same. It is unthinkable that this crap is going on…seems like forever…this shit needs to be shut the hell down …what stupidity…harassing everybody over bullshit and lies…a tragic play fanning itself out…a recusal may be needed for this BS …Justice matters…

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The life, dignity and humanity of atonement

‘Shut it down and start again’: staff disquiet as Alan Turing Institute faces identity crisis https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2025/aug/18/shut-it-down-and-start-again-staff-disquiet-as-alan-turing-institute-faces-identity-crisis?CMP=share_btn_url

Decades after that amazing man killed himself for being gay and being demeaned for it especially after he saved your asses in the war, you put him on the pound sterling? I’m so proud of you England, for atoning in ways possible. How humanizing.

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There isn’t Natural hilarity without consequences

My readers, there is this Hispanic female stalker I have who is by far the worst, so bad I believe she may be working for the bank robbing police. She tries to crawl under my skin every single day. I cannot describe how this feels.. But I know she reads my every word and so on and forth. At the end of the day the Asian is more proximal than anyone else. And the Asian is red with the inability to face my black. What does that make the Hispanic?

For emphasis, Taylor Swift can wear what she calls white. She is Caucasian. She can also see herself in a mirror, her mirror. She cannot have my black or my mirror. My smart readers, what sort of mirror does she have? Lastly, you can say she is related to the KKK as she wears what they wear and may be their emblematic representation but by her actions, is she one of them? Unless some evil secrets spills out, I think she’s fine. There are things you cant change, optimize what humanities you. That choice is always yours.

So, the lighter is better crew needs to stop trying to steal my life and humanity and wear their own lives. There are many blues to take from,  the ones you can’t have because of the differentiating x optimization is the ones at the very peak, negative space and the lowest, the one at the very lowest water levels. There are easy ways to die. Choose those as a lot is easy for the lighter is better Caucasian. You can stalk Taylor Swift. She’s famous and the FBI wouldn’t steal her life, Labor, liberty even if she was a member of the Mafia. I can’t find a single aspect of stalking I like. Meanwhile, you’re only trying to kill the Asian woman or the he black man and you cannot get to get to me. You can’t.

I can take the black man out in all possible directions, definitely all euclidean directions, especially the four. And there is the fifth dimensionality catastrophe to capture. Regardless of what shit lies you tell your self loathing selves, I see these things clearly, there is only one core outside me and it’s reflection’s. Slap some bland brown on to the dark black female and you get your gold. In my true science natural reality, Stupid ass 50cents and Usher are one and the same. You can fool yourselves outside and then migrate as you may.  I must live my extremely unprivileged life the best I xan. Caucasian, get you fake and bullshit science  out of my primary pool, Negative space and waters. My readers, don’t forget when it comes to issues of life, and death, humane science and truth in science. I am nice. Am I not nice and significantly social in this wise? Please support the free books for life cause. So worth it. It is life, it is love, it is truth, it is justice. Here is a true reality and warning about genetic degenerate sickeningly evil bullshit science:

Stupidity, malice and evil



Evil always carries within itself the germ of its own subversion in that it leaves behind in human beings at least a sense of unease. Against stupidity we are defenseless. Neither protests nor the use of force accomplish anything here; reasons fall on deaf ears; facts that contradict one’s prejudgment simply need not be believed—in such moments the stupid person even becomes critical—and when facts are irrefutable they are just pushed aside as inconsequential, as incidental. In all this the stupid person, in contrast to the malicious one, is utterly self-satisfied and, being easily irritated, becomes dangerous by going on the attack.

—Bonhoeffer

I wanted to revisit Bonhoeffer’s words recently. I feel compelled, although I have discussed these words in this philosophical series before. I often stray from using the word “conscience” in reference to others. I have once erroneously assumed most ordinary people have it. I have been proven wrong. In the signs of the times, I see most people will choose to be numb to it.

But what Bonhoeffer discourses in that first sentence is unshakeable. When you have that, which it is and it is always there, appeal to reason can fall by the wayside. Evil has a distinctive way of demeaning the evil doer even if this fact is easily concealed. Evil has a way of demeaning the evil doer. Every action has its repercussions on trails. And the path of evil is a path of great unease. However much there may be cover-up actions sustaining the ill-reality of the harm done for the cover. Unease knows variance for degrees. But to find this absent must define the natural reality of psychopathy.

The great unease is like the cumulation of snow or formation of icy surfaces from snowfall. Its critical angle against a plane is imaginary, ill-reputable and delusional. Its up-going is a drag. And its basal reality is unsafe, a sham.

To say stupidity has a defense is to state a redundancy disease. The stupid person refuses to admit the realistic state of affairs. In fact, may choose to fully adopt ill-reality. The fact that there is an alternate good possible of being chosen is the root of the germination defining the state of humanity in the evil-doer. The subversion is the human condition, however damaged or flawed.

It is important that I add to Bonhoeffer’s exploration of the difference between stupidity and maliciousness. He is missing something important here.

Stupidity is ultimately subjective or on the behalf of a subjective-group objective, that is, it owns a subjective cause but may extend a group clause, a group imperative. It is, from this view, a lack. Stupidity or malice, whichever derives the other, or a combination of both, ceaselessly seek validation against the lack through the objective, that is, the group classification enabling the stupidity-state to sustain.

The dissociation from this lack is extended as some kind of superficial power enabled for instance by science and engineering in cases of war as it must be that what’s evil is evil in war and peace, or perspective of position or status in localizable differentials. The possession of this power outside the limits of that merely rational or reasonable, is stupidity.

The states of stupidity, malice and evil can become so meshed that the subjective definition for distinction becomes blurred. And they may be perceived as one and the same. In times when evil or harm may be provoked or deserved and the sense and sets of entitled actions has neither scope nor limit, the harm done achieves all three—stupidity, malice and evil.

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On trauma and the psychoactive reality

I heard one of Epstein’s victims committed suicide sometime in April this year. And I thought about how I survived the worst days of my rapist-law. enforcement persecution over rapist’s accusation of threat of violence with no evidence of such because “crazy”(why someone like me will rather die than call them for the help they can never deliver)trauma psychoactively. I survived. I am still surviving. It is alarming anyone can steal my life, labor and liberty after what I experienced. Whoever does deserves to be shot dead in broad daylight. I will write this in the present tense in some sort of creative nonfiction in the future. I feel it would be some sort of release for me. Trauma never leaves, its self-devaluing effects are mainly rendered worthless by self-evaluating means. This will certainly be provided in print and you can have it free with your PayPal and music by ril receipt someday. Those receipts mean freedom and justice for me. It is a testament of all that is brave, true, dignified and worthy of justice  I am looking forward to detailing the final days I survived with rigorous self psychotherapy, optimizable resolve and optimism. The repercussions of these horrible actions are devastating for the victim. For every step evil uses to plague and demean me, I have sought to do greater things–hard knock in this situation, but believe me unreservedly when I say justice means the world to me in this case. There is hardly anything I won’t do to achieve it. To support my work and my quest for justice please support the free books for life cause or music by ril and keep your printable digital receipts as testament.

The graces of life and times to come

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AI and future ill-realities

The real winners from Trump’s ‘AI action plan’? Tech companies https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2025/jul/25/trump-ai-action-plan?CMP=share_btn_url

One executive order targets what the White House calls “woke” AI and requires any company receiving federal funding to maintain AI models free from “ideological dogmas such as DEI”. But the other two focus on deregulation, a major demand of American tech leaders who have taken an increasingly bullish stand on government oversight.

This falls way short of life and reality relative to tech companies. Whatever happened to the ideological dogmas of GROK and it’s Nazi tirades or the systemic racism AI programming is primed to exhibit. Misses the mark completely. Democrats, are you waking up to the reality of the I’ll-reality you support or you’re still fighting as fake ass liars? Remember, if you don’t deliver on justice, nothing good or decent will deliver for your. If all your cares are for lies where truth matters, you’ll fall for it. You’re noted and archived on that subject.

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When

When you become crazy because of a rapist and persecuted for that event, that event is unforgetable in your lifetime. It is also unforgivable. Why would I let a rapist close to me?

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A trustworthy mind

Had knock week my readers but I delivered an unexpected EP. If I can’t deliver because of discomfort or anxiety, I will tell you. 2025, alwcgapter13 and A Case in Point are Must-deliver this year items. Please help deliver justice. Give your support by reading and participating. Thank you.

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Politics and the insatiability of the rich

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