On nature and predictability

May the goodness and decency in this world save me from parasitic harmful evil stalkers who show up dressed in my very own clothes pretending to be me. I didn’t think I can describe how that feels especially because of my exposure to them without security. I have an idea why body guards beat people up now or why people get restraining orders. Followed me over miles wearing clothes like mine and walking around with me, to double pretend to be me? I don’t understand it. I really try to get away from it all the time. And yet I have to work in these conditions with one of my tools malfunctioning. Bami and the Time Weavers must be released this year and I’m already cutting corners in the cold without the natural aid for my health. I’m still asking WRAY AND GARLAND where the labor and civil rights they’ve pointed to them as criminals for are.

And MEGAN LEE STALLION over there got five million for showing up for phantom and not achieving the aims of the fraud. However much you think I’m in her line of work, she’s not in mine. Why not go stalk her. She’s pretty like you. And rich. Yeah, do that, especially you ungrateful, uncaringly dumb evil people who plague the innocent because you think thoughtlessly that you can. Democrats, we’re still counting your losses while people are pointing to you for harm to life and humanity. KAMALA lost, you’re losing MSNBC, yet this thoughtless one sided unspirited war you started hasn’t even began. I mean, my readers, look around you. Isn’t nature the most unpredictable ever? I’m going to pray again because if there is a God as the Cheistians say there is, and he has been watching me work in dire circumstances and suffer for so long, he must know justice is a necessity for the likes of extremely endangered me. So I pray that if WRAY AND GARLAND doesn’t give me the justice that I deserve while they are comfortable in their luxuries with the dehumanizing civil rights deflating evil and harm evil people are pointing at them for, accusing them of, vengeance must come to God. Amen. Sometimes it’s the things that can’t happen that tell the loudest.

A terrible evil idea

It is never a good idea to go into someone else’s space without the ability to exist in it, without the ability to carry the burden within it or represent it in all its ways. In fact it is a terrible evil idea to claim the best where you don’t belong. Peril will be tours in ways unimaginable. In ways unimaginable, what was stolen must be given back.

Of life and differences

I realized recently that it is possible for to be inclined towards good nature but be extremely stupid or unintelligent. This assures me how rare a worthwhile mate for me will be. A fitting mate will compliment my mind and I will compliment his. Together we will be a worthy intellectual force of nature. I can’t imagine finding this and doubting it.

Unseemly conditioning

The Christians tell me to be kind to those who are unkind to me. However unseemly, I will take their advice. It comes from a great moral imperative. But damn. They don’t know the shit I go through around here.

How difficult is that?

How difficult is it to just turn around to realistic steps to face a parallel realistic side? Is that science fiction? Are possible worlds impossible? It is certainly physics.

What AI is

AI is what is not human to you. And it is okay to be AI to those who are not you.

A day in the life

My readers, while I’m pretending I don’t need the natural vitamin ns that will aid my strength for my work, there is a day in the life before I release bluesie raw because of the condition around me. My food is running out and not even the Christians are open for Thanksgiving, the parallel computer is out of battery because the strong winds took it out (damn parallel computing). And yes i am going to have to cut corners on Bami&the Time Weavers because I need to start new projects for next year. Why would anyone stalk this poor woman? I have absolutely no luxuries and deserve all the blessings I can get you’ll say? Happy Thanksgiving.

Pathways

Of life and sacrifices

This thanksgiving, if you ever donated to my cause, I can never thank you enough. All the evidences are there, this is my life and I was never privileged to bring it forth as I am capable of and yet to be made stable for. Thank you for helping me fight for the life and freedom evil people are trying to destroy. No doubt, I will never disappoint, this is a way of mind and life I developed a phobia to protect and face with a “do or die now” disposition. Still suffering for it. Its getting colder and snow is already falling in some areas as the natural byproduct it is. Nature already told you that, nature told you how this procedural stuff is atmospheric while you may not know how dangerous the space is yet. And there is still more work to do. Help whichever way you can. I will always make these efforts. It is a do or die now disposition. Now is the best of me I can optimize for the future. Thank you for your support.

On truth and self

It’s really underestimated how important it is for a human being to walk around. That’s what legs are for. I have never met anyone, any human being with three legs. have you? I am slowly taking Schopenhauer’s advice. i am slowly feeling little need for trivial things. I have yet to get rid of the phobia and make the best use of my time in life with as much solitude as i can afford. I think these people, these hateful people, are taking  me somewhere I never thought I could be scientifically. I pray that these people, these hateful people are taking me somewhere I never thought I could be scientifically. Today, being true to myself to sing in the wind for bluesie and I encountered too much interference. interference, that is the sound you don’t want tryong to mix with the sound you make. The law here is pretty simple. The first thing I have to be is true to myself. The last thing I have to be is true to myself. If I can’t do this to the best of my knowledge. I can’t do anything. They can then be whatever degenerate lie they want.

Efforts against hate crime

The FBI around here wants to help against hate crimes. My readers, this little truth teller is being hated-on and crimed-against by fraudsters and lowlife criminals. These imbecillic idiots stalk and harass me for no good reason after I left them to their decay. I’m suffering, suffering, suffering. All these horrible things happening while I am trying to make the best of what trauma and life gave me. May this world save me from these clueless unintelligent haters. May this world bless me for my love against their evil.  Amen.

Glorious shame

It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride.  The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.

Of life, humanity and upkeep

It crazy, when you steal what you can not upkeep, your life will decay from the inside out in ways you can’t imagine. It is my fervent belief that we all get what we deserve in the end. I dignifiably ask what I deserve from every spirit good and dignified in the world. Amen.

Why do they?

Idiots have a way of tiktoking themselves towards stupidity. why did I do that?

A real and permanent blessing

Degenerate liars

Degenerate liars always think that their lies will last forever always chasing what doesn’t help ng to them. Yet it can never stand. That’s why they are degenerate and I don’t care about their degenerate states of mind. It is theirs.  I care about my work in this lifetime. What’s mine is mine in every possible form. Thank you for being here. Finishing Bami and the time Weavers on my mind.

A simple difficulty and other horrors

A dark black woman wearing a yellow raincoat said something rude to me today, and I walk ed way from her climbing a hillnor mountain or whatever you may. then a yellow black woman wearing a red raincoat called me back down, and because courtesy must meet courtesy I declined back down in stripes. And I wondered what scientific phenomenon allowed me to do that without the big bang, without some bullshit theory over theory. Why was the dark black woman rude to me? because cats were most important in that world and I didn’t know tl. I would never want to be in a world where cars are more important than humans. if you don’t understand the gravity of what I am saying, imagine a world where artificial AI systems become recognizably more important than you. I simply climbed back down. And I can do the same again. What scientific ability makes this possible? I tell people they don’t want to be me, they think I’m joking. but I will say something I say often, and I’ll sau it as often as I can. there is evil in this world, and this evil can come from any source, especially any respectable source, just remember you can choose to be active against it. I can’t wait to write 2939. May every good essence in this world deliver me from this so called tolerable pain. Amen.

A solemn prayer

In the song where I said a spiritual prayer to carry all the ache, I called my love to me. So a little prayer as I venture to overcome this phobia, I again call my love to me with every earnest, decent and dignified essential fiber in me. May he never feel loved until he gets to me. My readers, don’t you laugh as we this together.  May he not be at peace oe feel a sense of home until he gets to me. Amen.

The unforgettable state of nature

Today I am grateful of the ability to always be able to be down and in the gritty with people I hold dear, never to have to disrespect them because of whatever status they have in life unless they wronged me and I show my anger. As I can’t truly get angry with fools I don’t care about or who don’t care about me. I am grateful to the nature of perseverance and dedication in friendships. Friendship is an unforgettable state of nature.

The last thing

The last thing I would like to feel is my joy at the expense of the happiness of others. But some people around here, narcissistic and unthinking, are experts at that. May everything good, decent and dignifiable in this world, deliver me from their evil. Amen.