Glorious shame

It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride. The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.

My readers, wherever you are in the world, I will never want to hide a book like CTTD in print versions behind some backdoor at a Bluesie jazz comedy fest. Do not make me something other than human and humane with my books. Give your support. CTTD has been a lesson in law. Justice must be achieved. Give your support and hold on to the relativity.

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Bluesies and the blues-jazz fest

Crazy my readers, it will be crazy for me not to show up for a bluesie-jazz that will also signify my freedom. This is my life. I turned towards music when evil and envy were dead set against my writing. And yet my writing is smarter with a pseudonym so called ‘suited’ for the likes of me. Ade Ronke, the author is smarter and will continue to be. What changed my readers? There is certainly evil in this world and this woman has been fighting it for a very long time. If you can help, please do. I will always work. This is my life. ril is also initials of my name. You can see the r in the authorial name. I am a smarter song writer as well and will continue to be

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Stronger still

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Bang it on the wall

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10–25-2024 – BANG IT ON THE WALL COVER

Of Mind States and Knowledge

My readers, a lot of people don’t know what phobia is. They think they have an idea of it or have an idea of it but they don’t know. I say for an instance, it is a pathway with a cause you cannot severe from effect without efficient and sustainable solutions. Some people never know what did something to them or why they are a certain way. But because my mind is very intuitive and analytic, I know. I mean why won’t I want to be cozy and comfortable while finishing Bami&the Time weavers(a book I designed years back, love and want to give you the best off rather than a quick-solution version) and Bluesies (an historically adaptive form of music with variations I don’t want to compromise), so I can fully manage my newly adopted metabolic syndrome. Mind states and knowledge are proofs that friendship matter. It matters cogently. My readers, I will never hope or pray for a fake one of those. What about you?

Of Dead Men OR big Deck Energy?

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Music in the recording

Paraphrenia

Concerning

Notes from author in pseudocode: My readers, it looks for itself where it never was, where it shant be found. it’s deluded by the illusions of a fake mirror in a fake environment. Ain’t that ironic? Whatever can this be?

Of the blogosphere and great dedication

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2024/oct/05/the-blogosphere-is-in-full-bloom-the-rest-of-the-internet-has-wilted-dave-winer

The blogosphere is in full bloom. The rest of the internet has wilted | John Naughton | The Guardian

“Some people were born to play country music,” he wrote at one stage. “I was born to blog. At the beginning of blogging I thought everyone would be a blogger. I was wrong. Most people don’t have the impulse to say what they think.” Dave was the exact opposite. He was (and remains) articulate and forthright. His formidable record as a tech innovator meant that he couldn’t be written off as a crank. The fact that he was financially secure meant that he didn’t have to suck up to anyone: he could speak his mind.

I hate to say there is a subtle sense of elitism to his tone. Blogging is very cerebral. YouTube is easy, social media is easy as well. It takes a certain kind of person to blog and never stop. I never stopped. Crazy I am a musician as well now I never will. He is 30 years on. I have been blogging since 2006. It’s where I tell you of the human in me, discuss the world, nature, science, my aspirations, my suffering, my joys within the suffering, my tribulations, life experirnces, my books, my music, my articles, my short stories and more

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Convenient

Convenient.

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Convenient- this Friday-10-04-2024

Call it home

Call it home

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Call it home

CALL IT HOME – METAL POPROCK this Friday 09-20-2024:

On the reckoning of fleeting moments

If you never asked how you could protect the coming generation against the ease and comfort you lack or the pain you suffer, this recording is not for you.

The Flukes

There is no possible world I’m not sitting in my East, which means there is no possible world there are no flukes in the West. How I want to be left alone by the flukes, uncomfortable in their fake unnatural positions, who stalk me.

The Troubles

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Fatal vows

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If

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The Music Emergence

My readers, music lovers, there is something I want to share with you about my music. Music is becoming more of a performance art for me. You may have noticed a couple of songs back. Bluesies got me more into it. And I know being a writer who invested most of my life to writing and envisioning expression, manifesting a most realistic life and natural science, this emergence is powerful for me. In other words I can envision the song and the performance. And I haven’t studied music theory yet. I love it. And deserve it because I investedy time and life in it. I invested in the cold. I invested in warmth. I invested in extreme lack with malnutrition which is now giving me metabolic complications. I chose the life. I am paying the price. Were going to love this new emergence going forward. I have no doubt. If you wanna help alleviate some of the pain, please support the free books for life cause and music by ril. There is no doubt in my mind you won’t regret it. Help me fight the well laid plan of evil and harm dedicated against me. Thank you for being here.

Fatal vows this Friday

Music lovers, after techno-industrial I felt like metal. You’re going to love Fatal vows because I do. I love metal and I do have them in my arsenal, discography. It’s been a while. It releases this Friday 09-13-2024. Thank you for being here:

Concerning

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Music, love and impression the age of AI

My readers, I must say it as I am thinking it and we are alive. It can never be an insult in music that I am not what it takes and destined for failure. If my foundation is authentic, I have true connection and great dedication and it is coming from love, what is failure eventually? My dear music lovers, they must confuse me for those I will never be and my great loves are many. That is a blessing. They’re not thinking–I have never used superficiality for my music, never applied makeup for music, never autotune, never shaken my ass in front of a camera, never bling-bling you anything, and so on and so forth. Never will, with odds naturally against me from inception, how can I beat greater odds? No doubt I ain’t got what it takes.

Love had me writing for years without seeming end without any sense of perceptible success. I know my writing years haven’t even started yet. I know this without a doubt. Music, adopted from suffering is freedom of intellectual and emotional creative cathartic expression and I haven’t even integrated knowledge I hope to gain from music theory yet in this age of AI music. There is no perception of failure as I know what failure truly is. There never will be. Now I must learn dances for the Jazz cloud events, (simple swing moves and such because I want to) and hope to embrace both dance groups and jazz bands for the events that is never for the blingbling it takes but love and respect for what art against the odds truly is for those who do it without much credit for it. Sometimes people confuse love with impression as they mistake reality for appearance. Impressions are fleeting. Did you know that the noise from the singing in Paraphrenia is background traffic noise I intentionally integrated with techno noise? Thank you for being here music lovers