My readers, I have decided that this is a writing year. So if you are here for ril and mainly music please forgive me—this is a writing year as you can see by the frequency of writing, unlike the last two years for instance. I can not imagine the delusions of privilege in some saying they will rather rewrite other people’s work, editb than write their own from scratch. Anyone who tells you that is an intellectual fraud. It is not easy but I do everything in writing from making covers to editing. Hard knock in homelessness with anxiety and phobia but I do them all from scratch. Hard knock. Besides, in the age of AI, I need to sharpen my spirit as I will continue to be a naturalist human writer. Someone must outdo the hypnotic influence of AI if need be through writing.
Hardly having any worthwhile opportunities or privilege I was in doubt my readers and undermined and terrorized all the same. They doubted me because of my race and class my readers, and of course my strong but continually spiritually fortified voice. The AI age is also an age of distinction in writing. I must work harder than before because I could never afford the privilege of just writing. And so work I must, exposed to the elements without relief or help. I accept my status as freedom is my only ticket to life, love truth and being. I have decided to release FROCK which was scheduled for January in March but working on three albums together now. There will be few albums this year but much writing. Please engender this being, this soul I have sacrificed mightily for by supporting the free books for life cause it music by ril. So worthy I suffer for it against all odds. I am often amazed at how privileged some people are and they don’t get terrorized like me. Forensic audit is the main thought on my mind. I can’t imagine letting go of what I suffer and to suffer for. Thank you for being here my readers.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.