Tag: on writing

Glorious shame

It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride.  The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On the worth of emotional intelligence against truly evil narcissistic people

My readers,the greatest thing getting out of homelessness would do for me is relieve me of anxiety, which in turn will make me more productive . I had calculus rigorous self study for this year that I couldn’t which was important to things I want to do in the future. I found my love for philosophy which took me to physics and with physics I realized I needed something else so I went back to for mathematics. I have loved it without measure since. It allows me to do with  intution and integrity things I never thought possible in ways I never thought possible.

I can spend all day doing two, three problems in mathematics, finding out always I can do this or that and love every moment of it. That’s because I realized that it’s the difficulty that excites me. It’s the challenges and the difficulties that sharpens my natural intuitive abilities.in ways others might not be able to, ways distinctively mine.  That’s a fulfilling feeling for me. To each their own. And sharpening these skills will sharpen our bond for my lifetime. I am grateful. Whatever these evil people say and do I am kind, kindly and endearing. And yes I dumb things down to accommodate these people Schopenhauer call mad and evil.

I often say you cannot cheat nature. Do you know that is a red background scientists can’t figure out at the moment. Wherever can it be and why can’t that flashy dark cored red yellow red snake get to it? I tell you what, It takes physics and mathematics to get to the red background. In what I’m about to present to you anything before that red foreground in space does not belong to you. It belongs to the differentiating x. Now if you’re smart, if you say you’re NASA, Oxford, Harvard, Yale, you went to a fancy college you have a PhD, answer this question implicitly and explicitly; what does the bright red you see in space really take out? My readers, thank you for being here. Please support the free books for life cause so we can achieve greater things.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On ignorance and the transcending instinct

Sometimes in life you have to see and say things clearly to have knowledge. And by clearly I mean the usage of  a spiritual sense of eyes for instance rather than highs. Spirituality and narcissism are worlds apart. So, I look around me at what is supposed to be a brother and a father, a sister and I simply can’t quit. Common ignorance must be the drive for transcendence. I can’t quit my intellectual instinct just because someone feels convention is just perfect. No, that’s the opposite of freedom, and the world knows I’ve suffered too much for freedom. If I walked about 6.9 miles to get away from fraudulent science, unintelligent evil women and wayward children and you crossed the county lines just to say in a very masculine manner, that you don’t know where the boundary is but you’ll break it anyways. The boundary is a dark cored reflectioneer privileged space without any possible abstraction, with no abstraction possible. That’s physical. Otherwise may the degenerately deluded deluxe themselves into oblivion.

My readers, there are several things that are coming in the coming weeks, one of which is my discussion on intermittent fasting, the benefits I have realized and will continue to update you on. The second, is a series of podcast that will discourse for and against Schopenhauer’s views on society and the intellectual. I am driven to it and I must discuss it. You too, will find it necessary for me to discourse it and definitely interesting for the systemic modern AI future we’re going into. You should look forward to those amidst the inevitability of the anxiety plagued production of bluesies and Bami and the time Weavers this year.

A quick capture of what’s coming my readers. I’m not supposed to have or elevate any form of elitism. I will not. That’s the point of spirituality. The differential must be such. We will discuss my rumination upon it because these people, I tell you, these people are evil and narcissistic. I certainly need to be audited, you must agree because I deserve peace of mind in my honest and decent mode of relativity with society ( infinitesimally more decent that Schopenhauer’s, whose I deeply respect and understand) and may everything good in this world, according to the intrinsic fiber of my natural bring and existence, bring me a real friend.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Of the blogosphere and great dedication

https://www.theguardian.com/commentisfree/2024/oct/05/the-blogosphere-is-in-full-bloom-the-rest-of-the-internet-has-wilted-dave-winer

The blogosphere is in full bloom. The rest of the internet has wilted | John Naughton | The Guardian

“Some people were born to play country music,” he wrote at one stage. “I was born to blog. At the beginning of blogging I thought everyone would be a blogger. I was wrong. Most people don’t have the impulse to say what they think.” Dave was the exact opposite. He was (and remains) articulate and forthright. His formidable record as a tech innovator meant that he couldn’t be written off as a crank. The fact that he was financially secure meant that he didn’t have to suck up to anyone: he could speak his mind.

I hate to say there is a subtle sense of elitism to his tone. Blogging is very cerebral. YouTube is easy, social media is easy as well. It takes a certain kind of person to blog and never stop. I never stopped. Crazy I am a musician as well now I never will. He is 30 years on. I have been blogging since 2006. It’s where I tell you of the human in me, discuss the world, nature, science, my aspirations, my suffering, my joys within the suffering, my tribulations, life experirnces, my books, my music, my articles, my short stories and more

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On the reckoning of fleeting moments

If you never asked how you could protect the coming generation against the ease and comfort you lack or the pain you suffer, this recording is not for you.

The Flukes

There is no possible world I’m not sitting in my East, which means there is no possible world there are no flukes in the West. How I want to be left alone by the flukes, uncomfortable in their fake unnatural positions, who stalk me.

The Troubles

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If

If you’re here in the beginning and you have proof, we’re already besties especially if you supported through PayPal. Thank you.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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The ability

The ability to sit and be present in the event spacetime of creativity– to know consciousness as the authentically reality of work, is the most important aspect of intellectual labor. There is no wish-belief or paired effort to that.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Of words and manifests

My readers, if Joe Biden can be president to the extent of Democrats calling on him to resign, anyone be can by measure of vote, expectation and likeability. That must be why the first Trump presidency shocked some people. On this notvmy readers, Kamala says it is an election of agency of justice versus criminal. I am not the criminal here which means whoever is violating my civil rights is, whoever is stealing my labor without my consent is. Whoever the sickening evil could this be that Kamala preaches all this shit for and can’t get to? And why my readers why am I still asking Wray where my money is? It seems to me then that KAMALA IS THE LIAR.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Evil, harm, , envy and misinformation

It’s crazy how misinformation is envy especially when  from some unexpected source. Its like peer review without. How much worse that’s gonna get in the future. Crimson the other end are not nogotiable, are they? May we all get what we deserve in the end. Amen.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On life, odds and the unbelievable vigor for it

My readers, if I would not harm a would be rapist who called me crazy and got his Hispanic friends to say the same, why should a would be rapist stalk me? For hate? My readers, I couldn’t harm anyone and speaking of famous people who love hate so much–ehy can’t these fools stalk the KKK? That way they can get a bullet in this hierarchica reflection space? You may be too stupid to know why and how of things I do, but there is nothing unnatural or hateful here. So go stalk the beholder of lighter is better for hate. I am too inferior, unattractive and unintelligent for this shit. There are too many ways nature kills and knowing how

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How good things start(On future works)

I am looking forward to something, a part of my life that must come to be for the sacrifices I made for my freedom. This is how good things start; they occupy my thoughts with capabilities. In coming years, I am going to start a series of philosophical essays as books. I think Emerson and other philosophers I admire for their love of truth in the exposition of the human condition when I say this. Emerson wrote in his diaries after he left pastorship to write, that he was not received well until he wrote for years beforebpeople got accustomed to him, got to know him. I say, humanity, devotion, dedication and time. I believe if we do the inevitable in life because we can’t help it, the inevitable comes to us eventually. it also becomes us. I do have a degree in philosophy as well as writing because they were inevitable for me. I feel their best use are not here yet while I am now into studies in the sciences. I have never regretted these degrees however much I suffer because they are an intimated part of my everyday life. I do regret the student loans which at this point, if those horrible rumors are true, it must be investigated, and anyone in participation of fraud be made legally culpable. I said it, if there is erasure, where is the accounting. The government understands the rules of fraud, legality and liability too well, Wray, Garland? Acts done are waiting exposition. Yet acts undone are not fignified. My readers, thank you for being here.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On life, particularity and distinction

Just a token of my mind my readers from this unseemly woman. If you care too much what other people think and you accept everything told to you as truth(living an unexamined life), you’re not a life worth the long range distinctive worth. Why? Because nobody like that ever makes a distinctive difference. For instance, most authors and most people have some grand and extravagant authors feed to them especially by theedia as their idol. I have only met one that appeals to me–Ralph Waldo Emerson. This has never changed even though I write on matters outside his. He lived and wrote a life I love and admire even though he’s been dead for ages. He lived a life worth living particular for me. Not to most people. There is a difference in that. A minutely+huge one. And that matters.

I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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You may choose to donate whatever you may through lomopeju@protonmail.com PayPal handle. You may also support by buying music by ril. Find ril at BANDCAMP. Thank you.