Individualized

Today I am glad consciousness is individualized, internalized and of strict and absolute sovereignty to the owner of the consciousness. I am glad no amount of stalking, evil, harm and abuse can take that from me.

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I am Glad

I am glad I have archived my suffering in homelessness on my site over time which I found is being achieved by another medium like a snapshot in time.

Of life, time, and unimpeachable legacies

Uhn, my readers, when Trump was being pursued for persecution by the DOJ and others then i warned against it. When they almost killed him , I supported him because this country needed a change from democrats who didn’t seem to care about ordinary people. Thus far, in this tariff war, dark cored Major League Taylor Reflective Red has made money while other Amaericans are lounging in inflation inflamed business means and ordinary people are asking what’s in this for us. Harvard, who unlike Trump has an unimpeachable legacy, is going after Trump for money. While I have never gotten money from the government and want none, I am wondering why money stolen from me should not be revealed, discussed, so I can seek justice.

Nobody forces anyone to be or not to be a member of the KKK. Nobody forces anyone to be or not be racist. Nobody forces anyone to be or not to be antisemitic. Nobody forces anyone to hate this differentiating x black woman. Yet they do. People have the rights to their sentiments as much as to their freedoms. It is an Ama=erican right. I am hated everyday for being who I am. Nobody protects me. However stupid and evil, It is their right to freedom to express their freedoms as it is so unless it turns towards actions of hate. Actions of hate are not protected. Yet, nobody forces anyone. It is one of those great things that makes this country great. Whatever you don’t want known, never transact in digital monies. Ain’t that correct? Just wondering Kash Patel. I’ll follow theft to its grave. My readers, when i say reasoned decency and dignity matters. i mean it. My readers, wherever you are in the world, all of you, when its time to turn our backs on Donald Trump because he’s not the man he promised to be for ordinary people, I’ll let you know.

The nature of work

There is no right to reasoning. Neither is there a guide to a universal mind. Education matters. I do not regret my education. I bemoan the great prejudice and fraud that has confronted me over it. I thought about the differences between hard work and doing good work. How we treat others, especially those who have not done us harm matter. And the more I ask for help without resolve, the more I am thinking—how can I be of help to myself(despite phobia) and others… This world can not give me any burden I cannot in eventuality, handle. You never know where adversity, evil, harm and abuse can lead. I cling to all the goodness in this world to lead me towards all the good resolves based on my experience and optimizable potentials.

A lie

A lie is a lie no who tells it—a Christian, a Muslim, a Pope, a Pastor, an Imaam… whoever. A scientific life is a universal lie. It will always go horribly catastrophic.

Stupidity — the condition #3Bonhoeffer

Neither protests nor the use of force accomplish anything here; reasons fall on deaf ears; facts that contradict one’s prejudgment simply need not be believed—in such moments the stupid person even becomes critical—and when facts are irrefutable they are just pushed aside as inconsequential, as incidental—Detrich Bonhoeffer—On stupidity.

War is easier won and fought than stupid people succumbing to the rules of reason. Yet war, however deadly, has its merits. The deaf ears of kinship entrenched in stupidity have no neurotic chanel for thought. And feeble-minded in their brainlessness, they persist in their constant drunken stupor. Could there be some subject the purpose for which reaches beyond the acumen lacking group condition towards wisdom?

What is the worth of the weakminded individual—the stupidity against the muscle-strength stupidity—the stupidity?

Here I am going to assume the use of the word “critical” is leaning towards “clinical”. That is, a patient condition as one might say that someone is in “critical condition”in an hospital facility after some catastrophic accident or within the limits of the end phases of a terminal disease. That’s my preferable conception of it. The other conception of it is merely philosophical. That is, the stupid person or persons become critical of the opposing condition or person. There is great irrationality involved with stupidity.

It is my perspective that what is reasoned is reasonable and what is reasonable is reasoned. Facts cannot be reasoned because they are factual. Neither can prejudgements because they are non-factual and untested. Such when someone or a group of people refute irrefutable facts for non-factual and untested prejudgements, it could easily be reasoned for the purpose of reasonability that they are inconsequential, toxically incidental to the opposing factual condition or person—a critical diseased condition more or less terminal in the human condition.

Based on these conditions, one must wonder. A stupid thief is worse than a thief. Is a stupid thief salvageable? To give you a clue here my readers. A stupid thief is one who parasiticaly and self-servingly allocates something irrationaly unbelonging to him or herself without any thought to the harm being done to the owner of the belonging or trait.

Is a stupid thief salvageable?

Of happiness and existence

Joy may be a choice, happiness, a gigantic choice maybe. But existence is not a choice.

Imaginative complexes

If you imagine your life being difficult with me in it, you imagine your life. Imaginations are cheap. You can always have another.

That crazy thought

It would be crazy if this spiritually immersed single woman got her prayers incorrectly. It would be unthinkable with my mind, unspeakable with my lips, untenable with my hands, unwalkable with my legs. Let there be room for a kind hearted intelligent single man who wants to live, love and share. Amen.

The ills I see

If I could show you some of the things I experience in a day, I would my readers, but it would seem selective. But there is no doubt in my mind that there is evil in this world and you can choose to be active against it.

Pros and cons

There are pros and cons of living anywhere but I am ultimately an introvert and want that introverted peace of mind. I am not unkind. Should people be unkind to me? If I am in true and total solitude, nobody could treat me badly at close proximity. Don’t go around with men, don’t do drugs, don’t commit crimes. I love solitude. I am an asset, phobia and all. If you can help, help.

The things

It is my believe that the things we don’t do is more defining of us than the things you. Be wary of the things you don’t do. Those you don’t do it for will never forget.

The dumbest shit

Here is a smart example of the dumbest shit that happens to most women:

This nonentity “everywoman” stupid exploitative men told women existed says, “I wasted so much money on make-up”. Never bothered to ask, ‘Why use it at all?”

True monster

Existential Greed is a true monster:

Imaginations

Those who delude themselves have no effect on me one way or the other. But they imagine they do. Who wants that? Someone more detrimental than helpfull? There are oh so many people better out there. But my readers, wherever you are in the world, thank you for being here.

Spot the difference: a fun game?

My smart readers, it would fin to spot the difference here and understand it with science. Try it. Spot the difference between THESE:

AND THIS:

The bloody waters of privilege and other horrors

My readers, aside from cringing from thought I didn’t work well with people such I don’t succeed, I feel those who don’t get to are at loses. That’s just me. I am unknown so how could you know when you don’t? But my readers, what do you call an abject narcissist who won’t accept the loss she raised herself up to for success. How can anyone with a brain want to work with that? I must be sleeping on a luxurious bed in homeless or this is unthinkable. Or maybe it’s just that I don’t have a rich husband. Maybe if I did I could be truly deluded.

Of life and dispositions and natural rules

There was an inverted plane crash today. Me being nice, as usual. Nature isn’t necessarily nice my readers. But natural science has some strict rules:

Differentials

There is a world of difference between black brown and bland brown. Bland brown is irrevocably red and tend towards red intensity. Bland brown is strictly in the reflection space. No doubt about it.

Inevitable

I could have imagined it possible. I could have read a gazillion books on how trauma can adopt phobia. No one could have ever prepared me for the conscious knowledge. It’s utterly amazing what the mind can do to survive. The body can completely die, be reduced to nothing and the mind could choose to survive. It was a becoming of spirit. Thus, my inevitable experiential individualized adoption of spirituality.