On life and resolutions

I dont come to conclusions easily but I have great resolves when I do. There are people I will never be loving at proximal length. And on that, I am resolved. As people make new year resolutions, here are some of mine. Thank you for being here.

People who knew I was being sexually harassed, did nothing, and then persecuted me when I tried to defend myself against rape. They perpetually remind me of incest, rape and everything wrong and evil in science—that imbecillic, extremely sickening buffonic plague of jumping from frying pan to fire while sitting. I have neither love nor respect for them. I have resolved it. I will never love or like them again.
I am resolved to unfriending a potential mate who ignores my suffering, my health for frivolous narcissistic reasons to pursue frivolous narcissistic things. I am greatly unworthy for frivolous narcissistic tendencies. I am resolved to never making any attempts towards resolving such.
Hereforth I am resolved to alleviating myself with friendship and trust, if I can get it, from the phobia and anxiety incurred from my trauma.
I am resolved, if I find someone worthy, to love someone like my life depends on it.

Have you made resolutions recently my readers. Mine are quite worded like I am. Yours can be simple. They are not bad. They are timely set incentives you can make use of in life. HAPPY NEW YEAR.

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Interests

I couldn’t imagine interest in something or someone is something you can hide with all things being fine.

The trolls

My readers, its a crazy space if the looters and the thieves are also the professional trolls.

Crimes at the speed of shit

The Caucasian tried to knock me off my naturally decent and dignified feet today with his red assed paint job white car as I was trying to walk across. I obeyed the law by waiting for the time for me, the pedestrian, to cross. I can walk straight my readers, while his drunk ass can’t walk straight, can’t walk. He’ll be running around in the speed of shit menacing innocent people like me. May all the goodness in this world deliver me from evil. He doesn’t know what I know or know I will know yet, but he running around with all the luxury he got trying to knock me off my decent and dignified feet. Sickening thought.

Of pray and crave

My readers, when you pray that the crave matches yours and that the advent is a solemn gentle relieve against all the odds.

Volumes

if I had to write about the idiocy and stupidity around here, they’ll fill volumes.

Better and Better

Its crazy how crazy things go eventually. You see, there are always two of them because they were born with two Y chromosomes each, like Ying Yang. Two of this shit and two of that shit. They were born degenerate like that. So there isn’t just one rapist, there are two. There is P. DIDDY and there is JAYZ. Things just keeps getting better and better. The better the better.

Someone who cares

My readers, please correct me if I am incorrect. Someone who may be a friendly aid but cares about money cares about something. Someone who cares about nothing at all especially you, has no value to you. You can always get rid of someone who only cares about money as you will eventually find it so if it is so. What do you do about someone who doesn’t care about you or anything at all, someone who adds no value to your life? When someone you care about asks for something, you try your best to give them what they ask when it matters, otherwise what is your worth but nothing worthwhile?

simple

A simple request from a simple person can’t be anything but simple. Any attempt at complication must be a fraud.

The strangeness of things

Things the strangest in news.

The facts of decency

Decency is simple. Decency matters. If you don’t want something, don’t patronize it. Talking bad about something you don’t want which had never harmed you is indecency.

In case the self-haters

In case self-hating individuals discount know, existence comes with a tag that says, “wear yourself”.You may compose yourself with as much lies as you want, you must eventually wear yourself. Inevitable.

On nature and predictability

May the goodness and decency in this world save me from parasitic harmful evil stalkers who show up dressed in my very own clothes pretending to be me. I didn’t think I can describe how that feels especially because of my exposure to them without security. I have an idea why body guards beat people up now or why people get restraining orders. Followed me over miles wearing clothes like mine and walking around with me, to double pretend to be me? I don’t understand it. I really try to get away from it all the time. And yet I have to work in these conditions with one of my tools malfunctioning. Bami and the Time Weavers must be released this year and I’m already cutting corners in the cold without the natural aid for my health. I’m still asking WRAY AND GARLAND where the labor and civil rights they’ve pointed to them as criminals for are.

And MEGAN LEE STALLION over there got five million for showing up for phantom and not achieving the aims of the fraud. However much you think I’m in her line of work, she’s not in mine. Why not go stalk her. She’s pretty like you. And rich. Yeah, do that, especially you ungrateful, uncaringly dumb evil people who plague the innocent because you think thoughtlessly that you can. Democrats, we’re still counting your losses while people are pointing to you for harm to life and humanity. KAMALA lost, you’re losing MSNBC, yet this thoughtless one sided unspirited war you started hasn’t even began. I mean, my readers, look around you. Isn’t nature the most unpredictable ever? I’m going to pray again because if there is a God as the Cheistians say there is, and he has been watching me work in dire circumstances and suffer for so long, he must know justice is a necessity for the likes of extremely endangered me. So I pray that if WRAY AND GARLAND doesn’t give me the justice that I deserve while they are comfortable in their luxuries with the dehumanizing civil rights deflating evil and harm evil people are pointing at them for, accusing them of, vengeance must come to God. Amen. Sometimes it’s the things that can’t happen that tell the loudest.

Of perspectives, nature and representation

My readers, I have my black earthian point always turning for me and it’s never turned against me. I am not outside it as I cannot be. Why ever in some unthinkable world would I let a self-hating outsider take my consequent points from me? I am always deeper than them in thoughts my readers, so they stalk me with nothing but ignorance. I can never choose what I am my readers, even if I had the privilege like these toxic scientists exhibit, I won’t do it because I will loose the relative integrity accompanying my mind. I can only explore it and hope the next generation get to love their carnality because I suffered for its exploration. I can afford to loose every ounce of material possession as I have, but can’t afford to loose the integrity and sanctity of my mind. I pray when I am done with this exploration, genetic science will be able to inactive the math and physics into their future works. I pray for this in other science distinction. So go around and exhibit your ignorance. I have to do my work, be ridiculed, stalked and plagued for it which I don’t deserve but unfortunately exposed to. I must do my work as I am capable. It’s open and free and not started yet. You be the judge

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A day in the life

My readers, while I’m pretending I don’t need the natural vitamin ns that will aid my strength for my work, there is a day in the life before I release bluesie raw because of the condition around me. My food is running out and not even the Christians are open for Thanksgiving, the parallel computer is out of battery because the strong winds took it out (damn parallel computing). And yes i am going to have to cut corners on Bami&the Time Weavers because I need to start new projects for next year. Why would anyone stalk this poor woman? I have absolutely no luxuries and deserve all the blessings I can get you’ll say? Happy Thanksgiving.

Rules of proper etiquette

Birds are amazing creatures not just because of their vocal exhibitions but also because of their patterns of flight and conditioning for such. So I heard one bird ask the other in flight recently, on the rules of proper etiquette, “Should I shit down on his head or shit on him?”

The conditioning

My readers, it’s crazy how much I don’t seek to hide my suffering or my flaws while they act out whatever they choose around me. It’s even crazier I must agree, how if not for phobia, I could still be acting out risking the proper diet and natural aids for my health. It is crazy indeed. What is there to gain for this? I am all the sacrifices I have made for too long. I am the sacrifices I am. My prize can never be a mate. That can’t be a prize. What could possibly be my gain and I will never stop working through all the odds. These frauds certainly need to be solved by dignifiable justice not degenerate justice. Finding a pattern yet my smart readers? Thank you for being here.

No longer

I no longer have reference for who may not have the courage to come before me and speak his troubled mind. I no longer have need for the waste of my life, attention and engagement on the unworthy. May their lives lack intrigue filled with as much fake ess and misery as they deserve.

Glorious shame

It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride. The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.

The unlucky nonentity

If I am lucky my readers, because I have no luck, who the frack is lucky? Who is this unlucky nonentity piece of shit? I want to know who that nonentity is so I can tell him to go frack himself in the ass, twice.