A case of T’s: Trauma, Comedy and Tragedy

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Politics and Vengeance

Since the inception of my journey of self-recovery from trauma I have a way of simply getting back to me for self-teference because it’s extremely important to do that. If I let the things around me get to me, then I have no way of protecting myself no way of protecting my mind and that is very important to me. My mind is my life. It’s my work. It’s what I love spending every waking hour with. Thus, the necessity for this history lane

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THE NONEXISTENTIAL DIVIDE

Take this fact from a woman who is hated just for being who she is, black, inferior, unattractive, unintelligent and all the rest…yeah those, people say all kinds of things to me in real life. I have been called, “loser,” scrub”, and whatever else. I have a tough skin because as an author, I understand the importance of freedom of expression. I get abused on YouTube for whatever reasons. If its not real life , its digital shit for degenerate unintelligent entitled racist reatrds who don’t know shit yet but think they know it all. Yet I have said it that the Jew and the Arab are reflection same-same-same-similar as the Caucasian I have said the Jew is red. Maybe that’s why WRAY where my money is.

Is that it, is that the human indignity evil people can use the FBI to commit civil rights evil and harm for? I say whatever blue the Jew has is red. No matter what side you say you’re on, RED AND BLUE in reflection is red relative to the differentiating x. This classism just doesn’t exist. Its bullshit. Excuses, excuses, excuses for some seemingly endless war. And you must know it, I already know. Either way truth be said. Now , that can never be antisemitism because it is science. My readers, we need science to embrace life and humanity. We need science to embrace truth over evil and harm. We need science to embrace going against the harm of the past while never giving in to unscientific reason for World Wars. I must say this succinctly. That war in the middle east is not existential. That divide is an artifact written by someone in a book written long ago. An artifact! It never was. After all, the Jews claim they used to live in the same area before war caused migration. The divide is an artifact.

Censoring people from doing science for sickeningly ridiculous reason like “science” over belief systems is unthinkable. No doubt. Now, my, I don’t know what else can be stolen from me since its unintelligent Kleptomania all the time. Maybe WRAY will tell what’s next to be stolen in his name. I am supposedly the lowest of the los as the unintelligent Buffon’s claim it and I still live on freedom. How important is that? People who say nothing enjoy the convenience and luxuries of comformity that doesn’t care or achieve nothing for humanity except hypnotize them with superficial and material things. I believe you call them celebrities. And there is no doubt in my mind this is cancer. And you feed into it, don’t you? There is limit to freedom and within this limit there must be a reasonable jutice-evoking freedom-of-speech. Maybe there is worse to be done to innocence, let’s ask WRAY and GARLAN D as he I believe must go out, soon. There is always time for dignified acts. Those who cant protect this simple allocation should perish. I assure you my readers, if things keep going this way, peril is indeed what it is. Remember, there is evil in this world, you can choose to be active against it in your own little way.

Who does that?

Sometimes in life what really needs to happen is unseasoned, unreasoned. It may, for instance, be appropriate to ask what subject follows upon an objective act. I can never imagine being a part of a group rationalizing harm being done to someone they don’t know or have never reasonably encountered for whatever poisonous or toxic motivation. it would degrade me spiritually, that is, if I am corrupted by evil, I shall no longer have the confidence and dignity to speak of or upon such. I will lose clarity and sanctity of mind and purpose. I will be doing self harm to none other than myself. Whoever will invest that harmful effort on someone they don’t know, someone they have never met, someone who has never done them harm. Who does that? That uncaused pain, if from being will forever be a growing pain. That’s why my readers, I keep away from being an unreasoned or unknowing committee of harm. Whatever could cause me to do something like that when my conscience is clear and hands are clean?

Unimaginable

My readers, Biden says or read from the teleprompter (I don’t know which. Ask Kamala…wait…think …you can’t ask Kamala or you’ll get a dual recursive question because Kamala may be using the same teleprompter…my readers, we gotta get smarter than a teleprompter …yes, this must ramble on for as long as I can hold on to sanity for this show…is this tellable…NASA… you wanna tell us…you know I gotta get NASA involved in the ramble-fication…and my readers, while we’re in this daze, do support this voice for the sake of life, love, humanity, nature, science, support the free books for life cause and tell your friends about it)… meanwhile…if you survived that ramble, Biden says getting hostages back should be priority in the war in the middle east. And it could have been the thought that “doing anything you can because you can” was the priority. Except for religion, belief systems and fake inadequate science, I can’t imagine how same-same, same-very similar people can hate themselves so much, endangering world peace in the process. unimaginable. And no way. There ain’t gonna be no shit science here.

Sickeningly disgusting

I’m supposed to wear something that has nothing to do with me so someone can steal my life but wait, not the horrible-horrific parts of it. What do I get out of it? Absolutely nothing. Does this take the understanding of rocket science? It clearly for dumb people who will never get smart.

On dream adventures in pipelalaland

My readers, I watched two gay Hispanic males making music videos in the toilet after the giant great sculpture of a non existent fake ass baby brought down the skies, and the Caucasian tried to steal what belongs to this black woman in great suffering differenting x again despite all the luxurious flashy things he got because he just can’t help himself. Anytime he comes around me, Kleptomania, Kleptomania, Kleptomania. And I don’t steal. This must be why DEI is failing, however morally inclined. It is a Kleptomania pride-filled science inspired by toxic pride and emulated for the same effects as symbolic and precedent. These unscientific ideations are being forced down my throat against my engaging and involving will rather than intuitively shared because pride has no intuition other than flashy pride. I wish I was kidding. I will never mind sharing and people. Ever. But it makes me crave the company of smart simple people for my future as well. My readers, can you point me in the direction for where the aliens live? I want me one of them. Smart, kind and simple people are people too(Are they not? Is this a rhetorical hallucination question within an AI generated field matrix?). Especially with a mate, that must make life so worth living, worth sharing as it won’t feel one sided. It’s a stupidity-crazed pipeline around here. And I am still being abused around here. How is that freaking possible? I must be dreaming it.

Of life and unpredictable turns

They say the police stops them from helping flood survivors. That is crazy won’t you say my readers, if it’s truly happening. In fact, it’s a sickening thought. There’s lot of help for unknown strangers. If you can’t help those you know who are also suffering when you can, where is the evidence of your character. Who can testify to that? Things I used to say must be coming around in different forms. I did say if you refuse to help innocence against victimization when you can, the evil will get to you. I also say this too often my readers with every essence if good in me: there is evil in this world, you can choose to be active against it. Thank you for being here.

On rationality and love where unexpected

British forces involved in defending Israel from Iranian attack, says Healey | Israel | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2024/oct/02/british-forces-involved-defending-israel-iran-attack-healey

“Make no mistake, Britain stands full square against such violence. We support Israel’s reasonable demand for the security of its people.”

Doing mathematics anytime yet, Britain? What the frack a frack is red assed Britain doing in full square? What the frack?

Every one rational demands, works tirelessly for their people. I know I care for the future generations of my kind because I have suffered just for being who I am and fir daring freedom with purpose. Everyone wants exactly that for their people if there is an ounce of love in the world. Such one sided takes on what’s going on will destroy us.

And the incidences with Muslims in the England should not be brought into this conversation for the sake of rationality my readers. The middle east is not a one sided sore. It is a full blown blood brain barrier decimating cardiovascular risk to the world. And shit there is a religious propensity to be irrational and fanatic rather than ethical and intellectual heartbeat ticking.

How would you like it by international humane laws that you have a prisoner in your custody and without any ounce or sense of justice, an outsider comes and kills the prisoner killing or injuring your citizens. How much do you like that?

Britain, nothing but love for you but this is not a local war. This demands rationality and limits, not taking sides and squaring planes.

England, this inferior, unattractive, unintelligent, bottom of the pile little homeless woman called this shit out a while ago. Here:

On Savagery, dignity, and international laws

Where were you then? Were you partying it up like you just don’t care with the never ending fraudulent chaotic prostituting Pi?

My readers, openly open and caring as I can never afford to be them Kamala Hollywood goonies you adore si much The situation in the middle east cannot be solved by God. I should know because I have been praying for a mate and I can’t find a single good man. That’s because none exists. Anyways, forget that.

We need rationality and love where it is least expected.

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On limits and lack thereof

As it seems there is a renewed plethora of violence in the middle east, I wonder my readers, who is actually making implicit strategic decisions to avoid chaos as I did with the idiot cop I encountered not long ago? I would have wasted my time and energy as delicately as life is pursuing vengeance. How is that shit working for Democrats? I must not wonder nonetheless that it isn’t hard work and personal ability that gets you where you should be but rather privilege. Who is making the tactical and strategic decisions of just don’t do it but these other people can do whatever they want? How the shit did this shit happen. How long is this shit going to be before world war III. If this plethora of shit doesn’t get to you, you’re like the idiot celebrities you worship for vanity reason, and you’re probably are on the wrong site. Anyways my readers, I did speak of limits, a mathematical conception, and how a lack of it doesn’t necessarily lead towards infinity. You know have clues on where else it may lead. Please support a worthwhile means of information by supporting the free books for life cause. So worth it. In a world where people are saying the FBI is telling them to do the evil they do, while people who don’t work get paid, I bet world war III is easily envisioned without a brain. Anyways my readers, thank you for being here.

The Art of money and bullshit-walking

I’m naturally situated to explore point differentials in alw–an important aspect of the differentiating x perspective. I’m grateful I never overwhelm my thoughts in works in progress and book planning with all the shenanigans shit that goes on in the wild out here. An Indian woman was stalking me yesterday my readers pretending she’s not the foreigner and fraud in my genepool, looking like a pig creeping to steal a blanket, like Kamala sent a stalker. I don’t know how a pig will get the mirrors and the space. Uh oh, maybe you can pretend you’re a friend, a fake genetic relativistic parasitic implant, or invent a fake grandmother or father. Crazy, I’m not Oprah,bmaltreating people like Monique while sitting around advertising Kamala and her Hollywood goonies pretending they truly believe the shit they speak. Everything is so “joyful”. No doubt. Oprah is very much smarter than me in this scenario where I am telling you to make America smart again. Truly sarcasm. Clearly because she’s got all that money. Because money and bullshit works together. And because this has little to do with money or the shit they do in brainless politics but rather with authenticity, human dignity, self-reckoning and the human will. Black women, I must speak my peace; do not make fraud your legacy. Don’t do it. If you think you hate Trump that much, stay home. That is very much a choice.

The impossible science of hatred

My readers, AI is going to change the way we perceive distinction and intelligence. There’s no doubt in my mind that it’s going to have a higher IQ than all of us put together, actually, eventually. There is less need for such. it must be. Thus, intelligence is forced into a necessity for redefinition. as I discussed in the podcast, it is time to embrace science as a hobby in other words since that comparison came my way I have not stopped thinking about it. More scientists in the past were just that–self taught people who did it against the odds, who did it because they just couldn’t help themselves, peoole who had passions beyond their reality, people who endured to dream to hope, to luve, to achieve against the odds. My readers, it is time to embrace a new definition for intelligence, a new drive to fight against a new and inevitably emerging intelligence, a new passion for truth, for dignity, for decency, for humanity, for inclusion and science. Thank you for being here.

Just stay home if you hate Trump that much.

Staying home is a true and legitimate option in this race. That is the option you have been handed. It’s unspeakable to any forthcoming new hope-bent-hope-made-realizable coming generation, so I must say it. My readers, there is evidence to show Kamal’s history is that of irish plantation slave owners. There is evidence that suggests she lied about her grandmother being this darker skinned black woman in her book, evidence to show real grandmother died in 1960, evidence to show she was born later than that, evidence to show she lied about that particularly for the identity fraud.

So, I am deeply sickened by the state the Democrats put black women in. They want black women to vote for someone I said from day one wasn’t black but so called for opportunity, someone not ordained by the political process but rather thrust into an opportunistic position by dire circumstances and dementia, someone who never identified as black until opportuned to be so, someone whose history is untenable for such circumstance, someone who can never be truly identified not in personhood, nor circumstance as black, someone who seemed to have had things easy made, easy through because lighter is better. This is disturbing. Has any of the media outlets told you of these possible facts?

Black women, honestly, this is sadder than you think. Again, I repeat, this cannot be what you want, not for coming generation who need to appreciate real reality and the ill-opportuned and suffragette of real black women. You don’t want to be un-brained and handy when you vote. That is slavery. You don’t want to be both. I should know. I am still asking WRAY why evil is calling his names in sickening civil rights crimes. You want your life, the suffering of those who came before you, who can never buy nor choose to identify as you to matter. There is an option to stay home rather than vote for Trump. Just stay home. If you hate Trump that much, just stay home. You could be uncommitted but I don’t know how you can be to the everyday life and reality of being who we are. If I didn’t care, I wouldn’t dare say. Just stay home.

Of time, crime and differentials

Caroline Ellison sentenced to two years after serving as star witness against FTX’s Sam Bankman-Fried | FTX | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/business/2024/sep/24/caroline-ellison-sentenced-sam-bankman-fried-ftx

Ellison gets 2 years, FTX got 25 and I’m remembering the essay I shared, The derangement of Pi, and the book I will share in 2025, 2939. To support my endeavors for truth, dignity and inclusion in science and no doubt media, please support the free books for life cause.

What brainless life?

What kind of shit brainless life did the degeneratively regressing intellectuals build in which the bleached beach bum superior inside leeches are calling the only woman who can’t make them gay if so they choose a “leech”? How imbecilic and low IQ can you get because you don’t ever want to try this differentiating x. If she says no to you leeches, you’re f”*ked in unimaginably horrific ways. You are so dumb, you can’t even fool yourselves correctly, you self loathing low IQ hatefilled ills of intellectual depravity. You don’t know shit yet. Don’t even imagined me. You’re disgusting determined to be gay while hating gays self hating anal assholes. So stay. Don’t go embrace your life, stay. NASA, tell them. They can stay. No doubt. Sure thing the shit. If you imagine me hatefull, you don’t have your head on your shoulders. And you don’t know me yet. If you’re getting too know me without any sense of that fake rush my readers, thank you for being here.

The open ended reality of reckoning and other horrors…

Middle East crisis live: Hezbollah deputy leader says conflict with Israel now an ‘open-ended battle or reckoning’

https://www.theguardian.com/world/live/2024/sep/22/middle-east-crisis-live-hezbollah-israel-lebanon-gaza-latest-news-updates

I don’t know about you my readers, but I can’t recall when this fight had never been an open ended fight of same-similar, same-same? Can you?

The connotative “issues” ill-relativistic theft

All these “issues” I have my readers I have to be able to solve. I don’t want anyone to have my issues,not even for pretend life. So I’m grateful I can never be classified as a dumb blonde. If I were, I won’t ever be able to solve these “issues”. The last I heard stalking is a crime. That applies to everyone, dumb blondes asides. Stalking is demeaning to the person doing it.