Special like that

The crazy shit that happens on the web. My readers, the crime committed against me here on WordPress. For years I had only 30 or so subscribers here on wordpress. And I never bothered them. I didn’t believe the count but I let it be. Life has a way of working for true and decent people however much they suffer. Now that I am healed enough and want to start saying “hi”, I can’t see the list as everyone should. Is someone crushing or someone hates me? Sometimes I don’t know.  I must be special like that.