On life, presence and eventuality

My readers, according to the Christians who have been with me all my life, (farthest from a fanatic or hardcore believer, I’ve always in some way or the other been in their company. That’s why its difficult to chastise them which I do a lot as I believe our heaven is on earth and we should do the best we can to help and love others as we want to be loved and humanized.), God, if he exists(my words), knows the nature of my mind, heart, and aims. The Christians believe he is Omnipresent and Omnipotent. So, as I told you, I was praying for a compatible mate until I stopped because God was not answering my prayers ,(I was getting the most fraudulent pile of shitheads in the lowest of the lows creeps since they’re all in the lows)despite the phobia from trauma and such, so I stopped praying. I figured if I stopped praying, God, himself , having made man of relative 52-69 IQ, ooops i’m sorry, I mean in his very own image, will start praying. No doubt, he would.