On environment and anxiety

My readers, if it seems there is more productivity it’s because there has been a change in working environment. Pests were more anxiety driven nuisances than I realized. Convenience is a con. It is a way for you to feel that isn’t realistic for you but may be comfortable for you. It is a con, it’s simulation so to speak.  A lot of times people are not wary or aware of it.  But it is there. There is no doubt in my mind that a room of my own as I have worked for it, will exponentially decrease my anxiety relative to what I’m feeling now. And I can look  forward to  my personal intellectual pursuit outside writing songs, books, stories, essays  and blogging. I pray it earnestly that life and nature is truly spiritual relative to me. I ask it fervently that I get what I truly deserve for my intellectual, spiritual and ethical l disposition and hard work in life. Amen.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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