On environment and anxiety

My readers, if it seems there is more productivity it’s because there has been a change in working environment. Pests were more anxiety driven nuisances than I realized. Convenience is a con. It is a way for you to feel that isn’t realistic for you but may be comfortable for you. It is a con, it’s simulation so to speak.  A lot of times people are not wary or aware of it.  But it is there. There is no doubt in my mind that a room of my own as I have worked for it, will exponentially decrease my anxiety relative to what I’m feeling now. And I can look  forward to  my personal intellectual pursuit outside writing songs, books, stories, essays  and blogging. I pray it earnestly that life and nature is truly spiritual relative to me. I ask it fervently that I get what I truly deserve for my intellectual, spiritual and ethical l disposition and hard work in life. Amen.