Of counsel, lack and inferiority

As a human being life can be overwhelming. at the bottom of the minority pile, life can be extraordinarily overwhelming. As an intellectual being all of this things at the same time in a racist space, life is extra-extra-ordinarily overwhelming. And for these woes that plague me, I have no one of counsels especially physically. Even though he lived a very long time ago, Schopenhauer’s counsel makes a lot of sense to me. I am surrounded by abject stupidity. He says of the people that maltereat, terrorize, menace the intellectual they do so because of a lack And because of this lack, their inferiority cannot stop them from placing themselves near the source of the lack. With spirituality the truth drives and derives my intellectuation. What may they be attracted to but falsehoods to menace me. May the cup that holds their lack be bottomless, may their inferiority plaguing the treatment I don’t deserve,  be exponential without return. Amen.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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