Of counsel, lack and inferiority

As a human being life can be overwhelming. at the bottom of the minority pile, life can be extraordinarily overwhelming. As an intellectual being all of this things at the same time in a racist space, life is extra-extra-ordinarily overwhelming. And for these woes that plague me, I have no one of counsels especially physically. Even though he lived a very long time ago, Schopenhauer’s counsel makes a lot of sense to me. I am surrounded by abject stupidity. He says of the people that maltereat, terrorize, menace the intellectual they do so because of a lack And because of this lack, their inferiority cannot stop them from placing themselves near the source of the lack. With spirituality the truth drives and derives my intellectuation. What may they be attracted to but falsehoods to menace me. May the cup that holds their lack be bottomless, may their inferiority plaguing the treatment I don’t deserve,  be exponential without return. Amen.