Patterns are easily found as true or false if you commit the crime here: stalking. I have realized I can’t stop people from stalking me for whatever reason in general. But I do fear women stalking me as envy deranged skin crawlers who could harm me. Some people know me and because of the proximal relationship say and do shit. I do fear for me sometimes. I am the most distanced person you can ever meet in social circles except if I recognize you based on reasoning and intellectual understanding. People say and do a lot of shit around me and it’s unfortunate I don’t have an intellectual mate to relieve the sickening bullshit I experience. Here is the survey of who stalk me:
#1. Hispanics
#2. Asians, Native Indians, Indians and people of color in general
#3. Caucasian Females
#4. Black women (the only proximal set)
I think, and I may be wrong here, that black women are the least likely for 2 possible main reasons #1. They are the least privileged and therefore have more problems to mind than wondering why this black woman is so different. #2. They figured whatever freak I am or say I am, I am one of them. Except for some who are evil and envious seeking nothing but my destruction. No doubt I am one of that but I am certain as the differentiating x, I am not necessarily them. I can’t stop stalkers but I know harm is possible from it. Envy, evil and vile almost killed me once. I don’t like it because no matter what, they cannot stop me from being who I am. They have failed because in homelessness, away from a lot of privileges, I am still me. I don’t see stalking as a good thing at all. Maybe this goes down a little after this. I hope so. I hear privileged women do a lot of shopping. Meanwhile, please help achieve justice so I can be more productive and more secure. Justice matters to me.
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