Of life and jazzy clouds (Say it ain’t so)

There is great introspective chemistry realizable in conversations. My readers, I never forget there are two sides to mutually beneficial wants and needs. And long term lack intensifies the realization. Reasonable and optimizable needs should to be vocalized and agreed upon. Not to be taken for granted. I think life is a real and valuable commodity, currency to be spent in valuable moments. What is valuable matters and is a differential. Say it ain’t so my readers. I even hold open conversations with you about the jazz cloud event. And will put the experience where people who support and value them are appreciative eventually. How life changes the person experiencing it. Thank you for being here.

My readers, wherever you are in the world, I will never want to hide a book like CTTD in print versions behind some backdoor at a Bluesie jazz comedy fest. Do not make me something other than human and humane with my books. Give your support. CTTD has been a lesson in law. Justice must be achieved. Give your support and hold on to the relativity.

PLEASE DONATE TO SUPPORT THE FREE BOOKS FOR LIFE CAUSE
You may choose to donate whatever you may through lomopeju@protonmail.com PayPal handle. You may also support by buying music by ril. Find ril at BANDCAMP. Thank you.

Meet the Martians

My readers, sometimes it is not easy to know who is the liar, the thief and o is grandiosely deluded until you meet the Martians. Here is proving a parasite is a thief is not rocket science. Even NASA does not know. Of mind and truth my readers. Martians need psychotherapy, will you not agree? Hell, we don’t even need Garland and Wray to solve this one.

On seaweed, bitterleaf and desert moss

Scientists find desert moss ‘that can survive on Mars’ https://www.theguardian.com/science/article/2024/jun/30/scientists-find-desert-moss-that-can-survive-on-mars?CMP=share_btn_url

“Looking to the future, we expect that this promising moss could be brought to Mars or the moon to further test the possibility of plant colonisation and growth in outer space,” the researchers write.

This is crazy. Whatever happened to all the puff-puff-puff-up reflection space food you’ve been cooking and being racist about on earth, this differenting x earth. How stupid can you be unappreciating undermining earth? Caucasians, Asians, and all the lighter is better superior people, on earth, I call desert moss, seaweed. Now, you don’t wanna mess with either of the forms I like it(Cos I like cooking in physics kitchens). The fried one or the fresh one, they both represent space in dangerous ways(no puff-puff-puff-fashion parade shenanigan shit fake up and again on this note, get out the earthian skies with your prostituting shit. Disrepecting where you find life should be your death. It’s sickening bullshit)

Now my readers, on the benefits of having some economic comfort, I wanna be an amateur chef, which makes that idiotic fool i’ve not met luckier than he thinks. yes, my readers its crazy, the fool I’ve never met I’m praying to the Christian God for, that freaking fool). I will like to do some experimental cooking with seaweeds(fresh and fried{guess which is more dangerous?}) and African bitter leaf and of course some other stuff. I love them both a lot. Amateur experimental cooking is a privilege and the fool will eat the good stuff with the shit stuff. there will be shit to eat. Just kidding. maybe

Anyways my readers, thanks for being here. Here is a picture of fried seaweed. I will give you a hint. How far is the fresh seaweed from the fried seaweed. What differentiates them? Science, it is everywhere on earth.

The privilege

Some people say when life gives you affliction or evil or harm, turn it into humor. I say turn it into humor and work. I have never been more assured of what I want to achieve with my life than I am now. Time has never been more of a privilege.

The excuses of lies

There is as much humanity in vulnerability as there is in strength. It’s crazy sometimes my readers how far some people will go in order not to admit to their inadequacies. Today I am grateful that I am able to admit mine or say nothing until I am ready to. Now if the Christian beliefs in punishment or the spiritual beliefs in Karmic interference were ever true and realistic, then the greatest prayer of all is simply what I say often–May we all get what we deserve in the end. Amen.

What may be

It’s crazy my readers, how I don’t have to stray far away from reality too get to fiction. I don’t wish to have some privileged and enabled life to write my fiction. I simply never had that. If my fiction has some semblance of fantasy, it is to explore reality eventually. I hope I don’t have to cancel the mystery science fiction for the adventure science fiction that must be completed this year because of anxiety and circumstance. As Virginia Wolf correctly stated it, every author eventualy needs at least, “a room of her own”. Please support all my works, fiction or nonfiction. Thank you.

Simplistically coded

It’s strange how it most intimate reality is simplistically coded in the non apparent. I needed help getting over the phobia. I wanted someone to care. if there is derangement in that, sanity is a lost cause. Talking about causes, my readers, supporting mine is a great idea. HYPE&REMIXES releases this Friday. Thank you for being here.

The state of things– News and proximal greetings

Talking of proximal and telling a friend, England, do you know how bad things have gotten in this country since i was suffering, suffering, auffering. Really Bad. I saw the economic degeneracy in society when I realized I will die in penury and never be able to pay back that pitiful school loan I am certain I am now smarter than. Every penny must be accounted for and the American dream felt dead for ordinary hard working people. Why would anyone open their borders to that? Ask the Democrats. Besides economy is the nonhuman evolutionary progression, MAIS.

It will now be impossible to say you were hacked without any backup info on what was stolen when AI can take screen shots per second. Unimaginable you say for someone any technologically savvy medium not to know what was stolen, when and how. Impossible. Tech giants after all, will be replaced by AI someday. What humanly dignifying times we yet live in that those few who make the most in society still have jobs. And yes, my readers, listeners in England, nobody can say they were hacked without any info as to when, where, how and how much.

I am also quite certain with time-relative hack-hacking requiring the necessity of proximity, AI will one day take over the job of hacking. And oh yes, in big newsseses(excuse my English, Englanders), the Supreme Court no.longer has legislative precedence for reference. They can do whatever they want despite the fact they weren’t voted into office, can’t be voted out of it. And yes, the biggest of the biggest cloud dust precipitation news. There is a great cognitive dissonance at the White House. Nobody knows who is driving the driverless modernized old ass MAIS(modern AI systems). As the suffering, struggles and screams continue, light seemed resolved to a void, travelling and traveling without any end in sight. This is some great bullshit. I know. Even Wray and Garland can’t help. We need a human revolution.

A funny expense

Delusion is a funny parallelized experiential expense. You can rent it. You can buy it. For perpetually more than it can ever be worth, you can apply it.

The cosmetic cloud and other systems

If I were to give you a scientific adage, I will say there is a one dimensional cosmetic cloud against the cosmic cloud. My readers, because money is a one-dimensional cosmetic cloud system–a monumental superficially shifty parameter for judgement and success, it is sometimes difficult, if you don’t have the correct rationalizing perspective, to mistake who the catch is in a potential relationship. Clearly, there are too many women out there who will kill to have a man of their dreams and they are all oh so beautiful and may be rich and powerful. Unlike me, those women get whatever they want. Those men and those women belong together.

On the macro and micro efficiency of death…

Daily multivitamins do not help people live longer, major study finds https://www.theguardian.com/science/article/2024/jun/26/daily-multivitamins-may-increase-risk-of-early-death-major-study-finds?CMP=share_btn_url

Taking a daily multivitamin does not help people to live any longer and may actually increase the risk of an early death, a major study has found.

…

Yet “multivitamins overpromise and underdeliver,” Barnard said. “The main point is the multivitamins are not helping. The science is not there.” Instead of taking multivitamins, we need to eat healthy foods, he said, which provide a broad range of micronutrients, macronutrients and fibre, while limiting saturated fat and cholesterol.

My readers, on the macro and micro efficiency of death(over promise and under deliver). That’s what I call, “faster than the speed of fast and light” death.

Periodic immunity in intentional crimes and other horrors…

My readers, supreme Court decision against OXYCONTIN wishing on a DOA alignment for future pain and suffering of those who are “guilty of using.” is pure metaphoric irony for state of things. I mean, what periodic immunity is possible for people who are innocent in lawsuits?

On evil, harm, defamation and crisis acting

I received an email from amuse recently my readers that spoke about Spotify and their fake stream policies. IIt means they will cancel the streams and never pay the money out, better yet, it will reflect a stagnant state of evil, vile and what seems to me by those that are legacy with Spotify , a way to make sure I don’t succeed. Call it what you may, it is sickeningly evil. I hear people buy streams, something I never did and could never afford to do so in homelessness. Then there was that evil with Youtube. Sickening me even more. THE EVIL THEY DO IS UNFORGIVEABLE. It then reminds me of Alex Jones and what’s happening to him, you know that bonafide DEFAMATION, that cost him 1.5 billion, the downfall and disrespect he truly deserves for besieging those who are suffering without a care in the world.

THEY IMAGINE ALL THE HARM BUT NEVER THEIR DOWNFALL. NEVER. BECAUSE THEY ARE JUST TOO BIG. Think about it my readers, could I be allowed to succeed? we don’t have the same formulas. We don’t have the same equations. And we never will. Success is made for and expected for some and not others, ain’t that correct WRAY, GARLAND? JUSTICE, so hilariously FAIR! I was buying so much of those streams, I couldn’t even be allowed into my own account by Spotify. That’s how much of those streams I bought. I must have been paying with the sands currency Spotify provided. I mean how else did I get the money? It will be unthinkable to think it my readers that I could have bought streams, (but maybe one day I will write it all out because the thought of it still makes me feel sick) that I could have ever been a CRISIS ACTRESS. It is overwhelmingly sickening even now. For every harm they did me in homelessness, may their harm come in multiples. AMEN. There is evil in this world my readers, if you cannot choose not to be a part of it, do what you can. Be active against it. HYPE AND REMIXES releases 07/05/2024. Thank you for being here.

The Authorial Mind and MAIS

amind&MAIS Download

Of Clouds and Releases(music news)

My readers, hold on to your tickets for every thing not jazzy as HYPE&REMIXES makes its way to you. But one endeavor at a time. I never thought I will come to music. it has blessed me with newly found freedom, newly found perspective, possibilities . The performance for the jazz gathering i must confess, will be beneficial to me and my mental health. it will be freeing in à way I could never have imagined. it is important to me that I find freedom in the support of others, that I support them and their minds as well. So I am planning it openly and well in advance. I may film it(most probably will) for both the music and comedic performance it is important to me. There is importance in being me as I strive for optimal essence. After the jazzy cloud event, I will plan the general cloud event(don’t have a name for it yet). I will be needing paid help from others to pull it off so please, support edewlogics any which way you can. HYPE&REMIXES is a great reason towards the general cloud gathering. If you already trust my words on loving an EP or album, then you trust this. If I am dancing in public unable to contain myself, you will to, better, you have radicalized versions of earlier songs, so you can explore further. Thank you for being here.

Bullshit about “Cracker”

My readers, I am defining the term “cracker”as not a slur. A slur should be worse than that. Bullshit. Calling that a slur? You need to come up with a real degenerate slur! I define it as someone who existentially sniffs cocaine, someone who existentially breaks because it’s dark cored, someone who makes horrible existential excuses for what a scientifically inclined bonafide natural nigger woman like me(the differential x) knows to be an inevitable science truth, someone who would crack -crack than love himself or herself. That’s not a slur. That’s a scientific fact. Utter bullshit. While the existential disorder may be primarily emblematic in some, not one particularity may be called cracker by this terms, no doubt. Crack and cracker are relative. it is a drug, it is sniffed through the nose etc. Clearly my smart readers, we need truth, humanity, dignity and inclusion in science so a nigger woman like me can further explore the differenting x in nature through mathematics, physics and biology. Please support natural life than fake excuses of fake insults. Thank you for being here.

If

If, my readers, someone is menacing me for shit despite the near death crap I have been through for absolutely no good reason but working extremely hard in great discomfort for the realizations of my capabilities(never someone else’s), I will say let that trifling promiscuous, uncaring, unintelligent and unwise idiot go to shit and to blazes.

On facts and freedom

I have often said it that I am not responsible for what anyone else does especially black women. I pay my price for what I am always, in ways I don’t even discuss my readers. We are not the same. Some people live according to the very dictates of superficiality 24-7-365. That’s who they are. That’s what they do. I am the opposite, and there is always depth and suffering for my being this person. Caucasians and the lighter is better crew are not the only ones who have and seek it easy. I have no idea where the so called black progressives are going in the east for instance my readers because my back is to it. It is a sitting position for me. There is no possible world in which this isn’t so. None. A lot of people are free to be whatever they want, to flash bling bling and glitters in your face. I am only free to be who I am and to seek to be introspectively, intellectually, naturally, optimally emblematic of that. I have no such thing as choice in this case. I have tried to be something other. It didn’t work. I nearly died. We are not the same. Individuality matters. If it doesn’t, the notions of freedom and liberty will not br conceivable. And that’s an absolute fact. Thank you for being here.

The nature of prayers

My readers, is definitely crazy how you can know nothing about a situation and yet be implied in it. What? My readers, here I am praying for a friend, an imperfect mate whose mind is interested in knowing about mine and vice versa for life. Now some say prayers are worthless. Not sure my readers. Is this a test for the Christian God, if he exists?

The boroughs of hate and other horrors…

Texas woman allegedly tried to drown Palestinian-American girl, aged 3 | US crime | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/article/2024/jun/23/texas-woman-allegedly-tried-to-drown-palestinian-american-girl-aged-3

The child’s mother told police that the alleged attacker – since identified as 42-year-old Elizabeth Wolf – questioned where she was from and whether the two children playing in the pool were hers, police said. Wolf also made statements about the mother not being an American, police added.

Sometimes life resembles one of my written works–a forewarning, a reminiscent ill? Those and the delusions that come with it. If this is not investigated as a hate crime, truly meantally deranged entitled people will think it’s okay to go around terrorizing people. Isn’t that correct WRAY, GARLAND. What but the sanctimonious -un-santimonious boroughs of hate plaguing extremely entitled and privileged could think it’s okay to do such a thing?