Glorious shame

It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride. The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.

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How do lawyers sleep at night?

Laken Riley murder: man convicted in killing of Georgia nursing student https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2024/nov/20/laken-riley-murder-conviction-trial?CMP=share_btn_url

Defense attorney Dustin Kirby said in his opening that Riley’s death was a tragedy and called the evidence in the case graphic and disturbing. But he said there was not sufficient evidence to prove that his client killed Riley.

My readers, they have a video of Jose dumping a bloody jacket from which they developed a DNA confirmation of his blood missed with the victim’s blood. They then found his DNA under her fingernails. How do lawyers, defense lawyers sleep at night?

A real and permanent blessing

Degenerate liars

Degenerate liars always think that their lies will last forever always chasing what doesn’t help ng to them. Yet it can never stand. That’s why they are degenerate and I don’t care about their degenerate states of mind. It is theirs. I care about my work in this lifetime. What’s mine is mine in every possible form. Thank you for being here. Finishing Bami and the time Weavers on my mind.

Unbelievable shit

This is crazy…with all the shady thoughtless monies like $25,000 for illegal immigrants and such and such that struggling Americans wouldn’t get, that goes to shit now. But guess who made money out of this shenanigan shit. They say Beyonce got paid $10 million to be a fraud to endorse fraud for 3 minutes. Damn. And these evil people are abusing people like me. You’re fracked for your abject lack of knowledge and you’re fracked for your ignorance. You’re fracked either way. May the good in this world save me from them. Unbelievable shit.

The real nature of intolerable pain

The real nature of intolerable pain should be made known as the opposite of love and care. As love dissipates the maximal level of pain in differential extremes, with care and pleasure. Such, a potential for love is in the action towards it, not in the one against it.

The shattering

I just got another quarterly, a national one , so federal as well. so here you have it, me reporting and not lying. If only you nearly died, you will know. My readers, the phobia was developed to block out traumatic sensations and the possibility of reoccurrence. It tells you what really died with the trauma–trust. I needed evidence and I needed capable friendship to help me through it. I needed trustworthy friendship more as I still need it. The complete shattering of trust was the underline for the trauma.

On theft and worth

My readers, I don’t steal. Period. Not I am a more ethical human, not because being a victim of theft, I know the victimization very well, but rather because when you steal, you demean yourself. with all the hell I’ve been true and survived, what is it you have I have to steal that makes me smarter or more in tune with the person I want to be in the future? There’s nothing you have that’s worth that. That’s spirituality. Before you know it professors will be stealing fromAI. By stealing, you make yourself lesser than the person you’re stealing from. It’s okay for evil people to oppress inferiority on you. Your mind has it under control, my readers. It is not okay for you to oppress it on yourself, consciously. if you stole from me I you do not return everything you stole, May you become that lesser being, cross generationally exponentially in time.

On evidences of evil

The STEINER-EBAY case is very interestingy readers–Ganh-stalking, psychopathically patterned harassment and obsessive, psychoactive passive aggression. There is evil in this world.

The man and a rapist boy

A man and a boy beside him for what? Rapist little boys beside men where there is just a Y, must be two of this shit and two of that shit, the sickening science of thoughtlessness to breed more wayward children and thoughtless girls. It must be that the boy and the man have sand dunes for brains. If you find the ticket in this rocket science, do let me know. Smart science is real science. Smart science matters. Look:

And deliver me from evil

My readers, in the spiritual and great suffering mood, the only thing I wish for anyone who steals my labor for whatwver reason is death. Vengeance is God so I don’t have to do anything. Maybe WRAY ABD GARLAND will put an end to evil and achieve justice or God would. I get a name, and I’m putting it our here. May God deliver me from evil, Amen.

Gravity without mass as wormhole derivations versus The Lambda Derivative(You don’t want to miss this)

https://www.techexplorist.com/gravity-exist-mass-researcher-shows-first-time/91100/

Gravity can exist without mass, researcher shows, for the first time

Lieu says, “It is unclear presently what precise form of phase transition in the universe could give rise to topological defects of this sort. Topological effects are very compact regions of space with a very high density of matter, usually in the form of linear structures known as cosmic strings. However, 2-D structures such as spherical shells are also possible.”

it seems like times are changing. my readers, I think AI is stealing my work and feeding it to the professors. and that’s not funny because you know in academia if you took something from someone you need to acknowledge your sources. Why wasn’t I acknowledged here? The problem here is that the professor here doesn’t know what the hell he is talking about, after stealing my work. this is somewhat a prejudicial crap paper and there are lots of them like that. All he wants to do is exclude dark matter he’s too unintelligent to really understand. He just once to belittle me and my intelligence. What a fate? He is yet unintelligent to relate dark matter to dark energy. yeah I must tell you that while the energy in what he is talking about is questionable, dark energy wouldn’t be.

in chapter 10 of alw, the lambda derivative(you should definitely read that chapter, if you read nothing in your lifetime and you’re intelligent. it’s the beginning of something)), he can not understand the supposition of dark matter without dark energy , vice versa or the relativity between them. Also in my work on Google docs, which you don’t have yet but Google does, I talked about the inevitability of the fact that reflection light (the Einsteinian E) as we speak of it would reduce to 2D so I am quite certain that I influenced this so called research. I am going to suggest again that you read the lambda derivative. This is an essential work of mine that you must read especially because, sad to say, the professor has no idea what I’m going to use this for in the future because if he does, then he won’t be talking these senseless things that give people awe, but make shit no sense.

Professor, Doctor or whatever those days of say anything, shut anyone down, demean anyone because you can, because you got the awe, those days, no doubt, those are dead and gone. with every instinct of good in me, every good in me, I embrace the emerging world of modern AI systems. Schools cost too much, you can’t probably be smart, it must be an error you can correct, books cost too much you can’t afford it. And especially if you’re an immigrant who came here as an adult you’re in deep in abusive crazy shit. I should know. There are too many prejudices working against you at the same exact time. I embrace every good modern AI systems brings with it. If you cannot read the lambda derivative because you’re lazy, because you don’t like reading, because you don’t like physics, because you’re not smart enough forever or whatever, then I’m going to include the page that tells you that E the Einsteinian E = C^2. I did it first. And WordPress, this blog I never quite against all the suffering and the odds has the date I put it up. And Google has the 2D entry I wrote in great anxiety from pests and envious parasitic harm. Horrible states my readers. That said, my work here has not even freaking started:

May its ashes rest on me

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Of work, dignity, existence, self-reference and justice

However it may be overlooked, natural science is intensely functional, After all, we should be natural science. Unless we imagine it unintelligently a life of plastics and cling to plastics for life. It is indeed science, our science, unless we demean our lives with technology and technological advancements. A Caucasian woman came to me yesterday and asked for something and I showed her something else that was wrong, something else sickeningly impossible. it didn’t feel like rocket science at all. It wasn’t. Because she asked me. But when she came to me later and asked me as I would put it in my own way, “what is heat? what is electricity?, it became like rocket science as it truly needed to be explained dynamically in that instant, in my own way. Now, the instinct rather than the rational in me wanted to tell her to go ask the Hispanic woman with we wayward undisciplinable children going around disturbing my things while I minded my own business or the librarian that witnessed the bullshit. And life knows I don’t have many things but whatever I have is truly and distinctively mine. What she is indirectly asking me is stuff for NASA, for Yale for Oxford for Cambridge and auch. If otherwiseit can’t be found, then it must be read in a book. Because sometimes tragic things are funny untill you read a book.

Now books are not easy to make. not a single aspect of it,.or its production is easy. I do this and I’ve done this for years by myself. and I’m very much still imperfect. I am not a machine. Very much human. Whiçh reminds.me my bank sent me an email recently and so did Paypal. And I am reminded that the dignity of community is work, distinctive, dignifiable, verifiable work. Each according to his or her capacity. Is this rocket science? Everyone is indeed eventually liable to the IRS. No guilty person should ever ask for an audit. I need an audit for the edewlogics Paypal account for at least as long as I have been celibate. That’s about 10 years. And also for the personal PayPal account. If you are observing what’s happening cerebrally and not with some fake plastic mind, you’ll realize I am not fighting for money. I wouldn’t wish what happened to me to happen to my worst enemy.

That people would do harm to another for whatever reason and use the FBI as an excuse is sickening to me and it should be sickening to you or it will come to you, it will come to your door. As it becomes increasingly evident that Kamala Harris cannot be president, I hope Garland sees this as a chance for the redemption of dignity and justice, two things that can truly make America great again exemplified. If the excuse is the FBI then perhaps Garland should be the one to seek justice. I don’t know about you my readers, but I will never let anyone restore some indignity made relatable to me through undignifiable excuses. That is sacredly mine to resolve. Digital cover ups don’t work. I am more exposed to the rational and irrational functioning minds of people that I ever have.

it becomes inevitable as Virginia Woolf said it my readers, I need “a room of my own”. And we have not gotten confirmation of justice, please help the confirmation by supporting the free books for life cause through the edewlogics Paypal account or through the personal PayPal account at lomopeju@protonmail.com. If you love for truth and justice is unshakeable as mine or remotely close, you will never regret it. Thank you. Links:

Graces

Today I am grateful for the being I am, that I don’t attach a sense of parmanence to the ignorance I cant control and that when its time to move on, I do so without looking back. That takes true lasting grace.

Of time and truth

Since the dawn of trauma, and epidemic homeless episodes equiped with terrorists l, tormenters for no good reason and the necessity for survival, I have minded my mind in a way I had never done before. I feel like an emerging machinery equiped with a machinery for great intuition and analysis. My urgent need must be to equip myself with conscious knowledge for greater purpose so I can accomplish a greater.emergence. Take this analysis for instance.

A supposed simulacrum is denied intelligence as conscious owner of simulation for an external dissimilar instance proposed and projected human. The projected simulacrum is then deemed unintelligent for the projected human. And not a single smart person or genius could be found to say otherwise(because they were too busy having low IQ’S for big Deck Energy). But time, or the perception of such, has a way of telling us inevitable truths if we dedicate ourselves to consistently engaging it as any conscious entity should for generational influence. Wouldn’t it be amazing my readers, when it is found that the projected simulacrum is the human?

My readers, you don’t wanna miss a thing in this lifetime, no, not a thing do you wanna miss from edewlogics. There is a follow button where the free books for life cause is. Use it. If you have a problem, WordPress should be informed because I smell there is a rat with a degenerately long tail menacing my blog not wanting to be found out. Thank you for being on this journey with me. Use the button if you want to be informed when I post something. That’s the technological function for it. It’s meant to be a convenience for you. Otherwise, it doesn’t matter, you can always come get what you want and I will eventually make the changes I need. Thank you.

Who does that?

Sometimes in life what really needs to happen is unseasoned, unreasoned. It may, for instance, be appropriate to ask what subject follows upon an objective act. I can never imagine being a part of a group rationalizing harm being done to someone they don’t know or have never reasonably encountered for whatever poisonous or toxic motivation. it would degrade me spiritually, that is, if I am corrupted by evil, I shall no longer have the confidence and dignity to speak of or upon such. I will lose clarity and sanctity of mind and purpose. I will be doing self harm to none other than myself. Whoever will invest that harmful effort on someone they don’t know, someone they have never met, someone who has never done them harm. Who does that? That uncaused pain, if from being will forever be a growing pain. That’s why my readers, I keep away from being an unreasoned or unknowing committee of harm. Whatever could cause me to do something like that when my conscience is clear and hands are clean?

On true acts of death wishes

My readers I understand why people might want someone dead. Not like the Democrats and Trump. Trump never did anything to amount to the level of death. The Democrats are hallucinating. Anyone who steals someone else’s labor while the laborer suffers, but continue to cover up the thefts deserve to be shut down in broad daylight. I know if there is a God he agrees. After all, the Christians say vengeance is God’s.

On rationality and love where unexpected

British forces involved in defending Israel from Iranian attack, says Healey | Israel | The Guardian

https://www.theguardian.com/world/2024/oct/02/british-forces-involved-defending-israel-iran-attack-healey

“Make no mistake, Britain stands full square against such violence. We support Israel’s reasonable demand for the security of its people.”

Doing mathematics anytime yet, Britain? What the frack a frack is red assed Britain doing in full square? What the frack?

Every one rational demands, works tirelessly for their people. I know I care for the future generations of my kind because I have suffered just for being who I am and fir daring freedom with purpose. Everyone wants exactly that for their people if there is an ounce of love in the world. Such one sided takes on what’s going on will destroy us.

And the incidences with Muslims in the England should not be brought into this conversation for the sake of rationality my readers. The middle east is not a one sided sore. It is a full blown blood brain barrier decimating cardiovascular risk to the world. And shit there is a religious propensity to be irrational and fanatic rather than ethical and intellectual heartbeat ticking.

How would you like it by international humane laws that you have a prisoner in your custody and without any ounce or sense of justice, an outsider comes and kills the prisoner killing or injuring your citizens. How much do you like that?

Britain, nothing but love for you but this is not a local war. This demands rationality and limits, not taking sides and squaring planes.

England, this inferior, unattractive, unintelligent, bottom of the pile little homeless woman called this shit out a while ago. Here:

On Savagery, dignity, and international laws

Where were you then? Were you partying it up like you just don’t care with the never ending fraudulent chaotic prostituting Pi?

My readers, openly open and caring as I can never afford to be them Kamala Hollywood goonies you adore si much The situation in the middle east cannot be solved by God. I should know because I have been praying for a mate and I can’t find a single good man. That’s because none exists. Anyways, forget that.

We need rationality and love where it is least expected.

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On limits and lack thereof

As it seems there is a renewed plethora of violence in the middle east, I wonder my readers, who is actually making implicit strategic decisions to avoid chaos as I did with the idiot cop I encountered not long ago? I would have wasted my time and energy as delicately as life is pursuing vengeance. How is that shit working for Democrats? I must not wonder nonetheless that it isn’t hard work and personal ability that gets you where you should be but rather privilege. Who is making the tactical and strategic decisions of just don’t do it but these other people can do whatever they want? How the shit did this shit happen. How long is this shit going to be before world war III. If this plethora of shit doesn’t get to you, you’re like the idiot celebrities you worship for vanity reason, and you’re probably are on the wrong site. Anyways my readers, I did speak of limits, a mathematical conception, and how a lack of it doesn’t necessarily lead towards infinity. You know have clues on where else it may lead. Please support a worthwhile means of information by supporting the free books for life cause. So worth it. In a world where people are saying the FBI is telling them to do the evil they do, while people who don’t work get paid, I bet world war III is easily envisioned without a brain. Anyways my readers, thank you for being here.