The shattering

I just got another quarterly, a national one , so federal as well. so here you have it, me reporting and not lying. If only you nearly died, you will know. My readers, the phobia was developed to block out traumatic sensations and the possibility of reoccurrence. It tells you what really died with the trauma–trust. I needed evidence and I needed capable friendship to help me through it. I needed trustworthy friendship more as I still need it. The complete shattering of trust was the underline for the trauma.