Fruitless

Uhn, i cant imagine why evil and vile things unworthy people did to me is worth anything. I am inviring new and great love into my life. I did no harm. I invite new and great lo e into my life.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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The inevitable-s

Reality has a way of mimicking spirituality. and the two of them will work for you if you are decent, truthful and dignifible. Spirituality works. I did pray that they must die before they get to me. hand I recently narrated a realistic experience in alw in which I told a Schizophrenic to live and let live or die. You will read it soon. You must then wonder how creeps like snakes can exist in spatial edges and negative space. Then you must be imagining heads rolling relative to the differentiated x. It must be discussed eventually. There is a lot to come from alw.

I killed a snake today. not because it exists but because it was proximal and refuse to leave my proximity therefore become ng a source of fear, worry and anxiety. What does that remind you of? Politics is not easily rationalized but when it’s rational I will say it. The Biden-Harris administration is one of the worst in history. It will be extremely irrational to open your border down so the old system, capitalism could have a chance of being overridden by some sort of community or socialism.That’s evil. And I have no doubt, Kamala  the communist had such an agenda.

Despite that, The Republicans are responsible for the seeming degeneration of the state of the constitution. That I must state quite clearly. if you love something you risk for it, you defend it. You just don’t just allow it to perish. You don’t just sit around and collect welfare checks like uncaring common people. Or like the likable celebrities do it “Don’t touch politics so you can have bigger and bigger millionaire billionaire checks”. anyone who said they truly care about the state of this great nation is a degenerate liar.

When you care you just can’t help it. That brings me to the state of Justice in this nation. Patel who said there was no such thing as a list is confronted with a list which has at least 20 people; prominent and at least known by somebody. The state of the FBI, whether it is in stealing the life, labour, and liberty of an innocent person for prejudicial reasons or covering up for the worst people amongst us, is a sickening thought. Are they above the law? Do status drive absolute legal immunity? My readers, justice matters to me please make it matter to you in my case. Let the party of justice win the next election. Let’s make it so. Or let the status quo be one more degenerate and downfall+making. Justice maters. And the interference of spirituality into reality is inevitable.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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The bluesie-jazz-comedy fest list

Aside from Lasting things, bluesie, bluesie remixes, jazzpop remixes, and any song in my discography that can jazzed. Do not come to me empty handed. Your receipts mean the world to me.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On turfs

For years now my readers, I have not had the reasonable comfort(capable of quenching my anxiety and releasing my phobia) to do more things I want to do, more self study, book production,new ventures. But I have done things in the worst of circumstances. It is alarming when you start realizing you’re beginning to recognize your turf. And you know as a matter of fact No one can defeat you on your own distinctively derived turf. You own your tuff when nothing can happen on it without you. You own your turf, when no one can read your mind on the subject. That is, without you writing it down first. Anyone who tries will be a loser for it

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On trauma and the psychoactive reality

I heard one of Epstein’s victims committed suicide sometime in April this year. And I thought about how I survived the worst days of my rapist-law. enforcement persecution over rapist’s accusation of threat of violence with no evidence of such because “crazy”(why someone like me will rather die than call them for the help they can never deliver)trauma psychoactively. I survived. I am still surviving. It is alarming anyone can steal my life, labor and liberty after what I experienced. Whoever does deserves to be shot dead in broad daylight. I will write this in the present tense in some sort of creative nonfiction in the future. I feel it would be some sort of release for me. Trauma never leaves, its self-devaluing effects are mainly rendered worthless by self-evaluating means. This will certainly be provided in print and you can have it free with your PayPal and music by ril receipt someday. Those receipts mean freedom and justice for me. It is a testament of all that is brave, true, dignified and worthy of justice  I am looking forward to detailing the final days I survived with rigorous self psychotherapy, optimizable resolve and optimism. The repercussions of these horrible actions are devastating for the victim. For every step evil uses to plague and demean me, I have sought to do greater things–hard knock in this situation, but believe me unreservedly when I say justice means the world to me in this case. There is hardly anything I won’t do to achieve it. To support my work and my quest for justice please support the free books for life cause or music by ril and keep your printable digital receipts as testament.

I am Glad

I am glad I have archived my suffering in homelessness on my site over time which I found is being achieved by another medium like a snapshot in time.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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of phases of life, love and endurance

My readers, I love a sense of stability for the same reasons I love monogamy and loyalty. I don’t have privileges for it. I have had a bit of it in a few years and I have things I hope to achieve that are important to me—dreams deferred for so long. I have endured. Christian principles I will never undermine  have helped me endure. I love having  good decent imperfect people around me. It’s the best I can hope for and here I fervently pray that my progression will be that of unexpected enduring life and love.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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of life, love and what may be

It would be crazy if I said I didn’t want love and lots of it. In fact, it would be unthinkable. Life is never long enough and I want to work, love and play through it against how I feel I have suffered through it. Love is no longer what I thought it was. My illusions are long gone.  Finding amiable kinship matters. The option to this is aloneness. it sucks because life could be so much worthwhile in a worthy relationship.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Of perspectives, nature and representation

My readers, I have my black earthian point always turning for me and it’s never turned against me. I am not outside it as I cannot be. Why ever in some unthinkable world would I let a self-hating outsider take my consequent points from me? I am always deeper than them in thoughts my readers, so they stalk me with nothing but ignorance. I can never choose what I am my readers, even if I had the privilege like these toxic scientists exhibit, I won’t do it because I will loose the relative integrity accompanying my mind. I can only explore it and hope the next generation get to love their carnality because I suffered for its exploration. I can afford to loose every ounce of material possession as I have, but can’t afford to loose the integrity and sanctity of my mind. I pray when I am done with this exploration, genetic science will be able to inactive the math and physics into their future works. I pray for this in other science distinction. So go around and exhibit your ignorance. I have to do my work, be ridiculed, stalked and plagued for it which I don’t deserve but unfortunately exposed to. I must do my work as I am capable. It’s open and free and not started yet. You be the judge

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On friendships and trust

Schopenhauer to stay away from psychologically unhealthy stalking evil people. I am doing so to the best of my ability. While my productivity is not as peak as it should, it is generally optimized. I also want to avoid fake friends and make new ones. Blessings for blessings matter to me.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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A day in the life

My readers, while I’m pretending I don’t need the natural vitamin ns that will aid my strength for my work, there is a day in the life before I release bluesie raw because of the condition around me. My food is running out and not even the Christians are open for Thanksgiving, the parallel computer is out of battery because the strong winds took it out (damn parallel computing). And yes i am going to have to cut corners on Bami&the Time Weavers because I need to start new projects for next year. Why would anyone stalk this poor woman? I have absolutely no luxuries and deserve all the blessings I can get you’ll say? Happy Thanksgiving.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Glorious shame

It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride.  The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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The adoption of intermittent fasting

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Gravity without mass as wormhole derivations versus The Lambda Derivative(You don’t want to miss this)

https://www.techexplorist.com/gravity-exist-mass-researcher-shows-first-time/91100/

Gravity can exist without mass, researcher shows, for the first time

Lieu says, “It is unclear presently what precise form of phase transition in the universe could give rise to topological defects of this sort. Topological effects are very compact regions of space with a very high density of matter, usually in the form of linear structures known as cosmic strings. However, 2-D structures such as spherical shells are also possible.”

it seems like times are changing. my readers, I think AI is stealing  my work and feeding it to the professors. and that’s not funny because you know in academia if you took something from someone you need to acknowledge your sources. Why wasn’t I acknowledged here?  The problem here is that the  professor here doesn’t know what the hell he is talking about, after stealing my work. this is somewhat a prejudicial crap paper and there are lots of them like that. All he wants to do is exclude dark matter he’s too unintelligent to really understand. He just once to belittle me and my intelligence. What a fate? He is yet unintelligent to relate dark matter to dark energy. yeah I must tell you that while the energy in what he is talking about is questionable, dark energy wouldn’t be.

in chapter 10 of alw,  the lambda derivative(you should definitely read that chapter, if you read nothing in your lifetime and you’re intelligent. it’s the beginning of something)), he can not understand the supposition of dark matter without dark energy , vice versa or the relativity between them. Also in my work on Google docs, which you don’t have yet but Google does, I talked about the inevitability of the fact that reflection light (the Einsteinian E) as we speak of it would reduce to 2D so I am quite certain that I influenced this so called research. I am going to suggest again that you read the lambda derivative. This is an essential work of mine that you must read especially because, sad to say, the professor has no idea what I’m going to use this for in the future because if he does, then he won’t be talking these senseless things that give people awe, but make shit no sense.

Professor, Doctor or whatever those days of say anything, shut anyone down, demean anyone because you can, because you got the awe, those days, no doubt, those are dead and gone. with every instinct of good in me, every good in me, I embrace the emerging world of modern AI systems. Schools cost too much, you can’t probably be smart, it must be an error you can correct, books cost too much you can’t afford it. And especially if you’re an immigrant who came here as an adult you’re in deep in abusive crazy shit. I should know. There are too many prejudices working against you at the same exact time. I embrace every good modern AI systems brings with it. If you cannot read the lambda derivative because you’re lazy, because you don’t like reading, because you don’t like physics, because you’re not smart enough forever or whatever, then I’m going to include the page that tells you that E the Einsteinian E = C^2. I did it first.  And WordPress, this blog I never quite against all the suffering and the odds has the date I put it up. And Google has the 2D entry I wrote in great anxiety from pests and envious parasitic harm. Horrible states my readers. That said, my work here has not even freaking started:

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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On environment and anxiety

My readers, if it seems there is more productivity it’s because there has been a change in working environment. Pests were more anxiety driven nuisances than I realized. Convenience is a con. It is a way for you to feel that isn’t realistic for you but may be comfortable for you. It is a con, it’s simulation so to speak.  A lot of times people are not wary or aware of it.  But it is there. There is no doubt in my mind that a room of my own as I have worked for it, will exponentially decrease my anxiety relative to what I’m feeling now. And I can look  forward to  my personal intellectual pursuit outside writing songs, books, stories, essays  and blogging. I pray it earnestly that life and nature is truly spiritual relative to me. I ask it fervently that I get what I truly deserve for my intellectual, spiritual and ethical l disposition and hard work in life. Amen.

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Of work, dignity, existence, self-reference and justice

However it may be overlooked, natural science is intensely functional, After all, we should be natural science. Unless we imagine it unintelligently  a life of plastics and cling to plastics for life. It is indeed science, our science, unless we demean our lives with technology and technological advancements. A Caucasian woman came to me yesterday and  asked for  something and I showed her something else that was wrong, something else sickeningly impossible. it didn’t feel like rocket science at all. It wasn’t. Because she asked me. But when she came to me later and asked me as I would put it in my own way, “what is heat? what is electricity?, it became like rocket science as it truly needed to be explained dynamically in that instant, in my own way. Now, the instinct rather than the rational in me wanted to tell her to go ask the Hispanic woman with we wayward undisciplinable children going around disturbing my things while I minded my own business or the librarian that witnessed the bullshit. And life knows I don’t have many things but whatever I have is truly and distinctively mine. What she is indirectly asking me is stuff for NASA, for Yale for Oxford for Cambridge and auch. If otherwiseit can’t be found, then it must be read in a book. Because sometimes tragic things are funny untill you read a book.

Now books are not easy to make. not a single aspect of it,.or its production is easy. I do this and I’ve done this for years by myself. and I’m very much still imperfect. I am not a machine. Very much human. Whiçh reminds.me my bank sent me an email recently and so did Paypal. And I am reminded that the dignity of community is work, distinctive, dignifiable, verifiable work. Each according to his or her capacity. Is this rocket science? Everyone is indeed eventually liable to the IRS. No guilty person should ever ask for an audit. I need an audit for the edewlogics Paypal account for at least as long as I have been celibate. That’s about 10 years. And also for the personal PayPal account. If you are observing what’s happening cerebrally and not with some fake plastic mind, you’ll realize I am not fighting for money. I wouldn’t wish what happened to me to happen to my worst enemy.

That people would do harm to another for whatever reason and use the FBI as an excuse is sickening to me and it should be sickening to you or it will come to you, it will come to your door. As it becomes increasingly evident that Kamala Harris  cannot be president, I hope Garland sees this as a chance for the redemption of dignity and justice, two things that can truly make America great again exemplified. If the excuse is the FBI then perhaps Garland should be the one to seek justice.  I don’t know about you my readers, but I will never let anyone restore some indignity made relatable to me through undignifiable excuses. That is sacredly mine to resolve. Digital cover ups don’t work. I am more exposed to the rational and irrational functioning minds of people that I ever have.

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When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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How is it not phobia?

My readers, if strangers know things about you, you don’t know? How is that not phobia, deeply intrusive, deeply set?

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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Politics and Vengeance

Since the inception of my journey of self-recovery from trauma I have a way of simply  getting back to me for self-teference because it’s extremely important to do that. If I let the things around me get to me, then I have no way of protecting myself no way of protecting my mind and that is very important to me. My mind is my life. It’s my work. It’s what I love spending every waking hour with. Thus, the necessity for this history lane

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Of Mind States and Knowledge

My readers, a lot of people don’t know what phobia is. They think they have an idea of it or have an idea of it but they don’t know. I say for an instance, it is a pathway with a cause you cannot severe from effect without efficient and sustainable solutions. Some people never know what did something to them or why they are a certain way. But because my mind is very intuitive and analytic, I know. I mean why won’t I want to be cozy and comfortable while finishing Bami&the Time weavers(a book I designed years back, love and want to give you the best off rather than a quick-solution version) and Bluesies (an historically adaptive form of music with variations I don’t want to compromise), so I can fully manage my newly adopted metabolic syndrome. Mind states and knowledge are proofs that friendship matter. It matters cogently. My readers, I will never hope or pray for a fake one of those. What about you?

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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The Case of the Boy in the Attic

When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.

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You may choose to donate whatever you may through lomopeju@protonmail.com PayPal handle. You may also support by buying music by ril. Find ril at BANDCAMP. Thank you.