If you never asked how you could protect the coming generation against the ease and comfort you lack or the pain you suffer, this recording is not for you.
There is no possible world I’m not sitting in my East, which means there is no possible world there are no flukes in the West. How I want to be left alone by the flukes, uncomfortable in their fake unnatural positions, who stalk me.
For the first time in my life my readers, I am conscious nutritional efforts towards nutrition without socioeconomic comfort. Consciousness matters.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
People have this way of self deluding based pn pride and ease that if you move an easy step closer with ease, you will realize they’re full of shit. Moving closer with ease on people who know what they are based on knowledge and suffering makes you realize they were never self-deluding. Nature is crazy in ways that ensures truth. The truth in turn ensures perseverance and survival.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I have often said it that I am not responsible for what anyone else does especially black women. I pay my price for what I am always, in ways I don’t even discuss my readers. We are not the same. Some people live according to the very dictates of superficiality 24-7-365. That’s who they are. That’s what they do. I am the opposite, and there is always depth and suffering for my being this person. Caucasians and the lighter is better crew are not the only ones who have and seek it easy. I have no idea where the so called black progressives are going in the east for instance my readers because my back is to it. It is a sitting position for me. There is no possible world in which this isn’t so. None. A lot of people are free to be whatever they want, to flash bling bling and glitters in your face. I am only free to be who I am and to seek to be introspectively, intellectually, naturally, optimally emblematic of that. I have no such thing as choice in this case. I have tried to be something other. It didn’t work. I nearly died. We are not the same. Individuality matters. If it doesn’t, the notions of freedom and liberty will not br conceivable. And that’s an absolute fact. Thank you for being here.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Sometimes life says things way beyond words when you find yourself living with dignity in it. As some unspoken solemn language, there is a deep seated dense of relativity. I wrote yesterday that it doesn’t matter wether some sociopolitical prejudice speaks when something true happens, it matters that there is proof an event happened. You gotta learn what relativity to value. if not, you’ll value evil, harm and indinity, dreaming unnatural impossible infinity. So take my words wisely.
In the news: A billboard collapsed and killed many people in Mumbai India my readers. And I have been speaking about spatial structures being important in nature and physics. Then it dawned on me; nature can use artificial structures man made to destroy him. Not finding the moving storm in stormy Daniels does not even touch the surface of it. These artificial houses and structures man built, aside from digital landscapes and implementations can be used as weaponry for his destruction.
I value you my readers, as much as I value the dignity I chose to indulge in my dealings with you. I value the very decent and symbiotic intellectual and psychoemotive human relativity we share. I fear it all the same, don’t get me wrong, but I chose the human connectivity with it over the fear. Thus why when I feel my music, I think of you loving it, and how I know music gathering must be a pleasure for all involved beyond the worth of money. I like experiencing relativity as I value truth–experiential and damn nearly pure essence. There is evil in this world, you can chose not to be a part of it if you can or you can be active against it.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Parasites are sickeningly disgusting creatures … even if they offer parasymbiosis, they can never be trusted. They are uncaring and evil! A drunk doesn’t change … but goes to alcoholic anonymous and watches every day on a slump… they enter spaces that don’t belong to them not caring about the owner’s life, genetic stages that can never belong to them, steal life, labor, identity humanity for absolutely no good purpose except worthless thoughtless engineered lighter is better sickening pride. they are sickeningly evil and genetically degenerate to the core… the better should look in their own mirror…I know they teach mirrors in physics… degenerative ills that affects others not you is never ok…I call it DAD my readers, DEGENERATIVE AFFECTIVE DISORDER…It certainly needs a formal clinical diagnosis from the professional PHD’S … You know what that means, we got PHDDAD… or PHD DAD(can’t make this shit up…its too unintellectually much)what the shit in hell could the ph level of this shit be … ?
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Time heals they say, but my readers doesn’t that depend on the degree of injury you experience? One thing is certain. Time forgets the useless because time simply had no choice. I don’t ever want to be useless in my personal relationships.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
They tell you what doesn’t kill you makes you stronger. Maybe it does. They never tell you it makes you develop a phobia to protect your mind against evil and harm. No doubt this productive homeless black woman is efficient in mind and body. But I am still wondering if these people who think they are stronger because something didn’t kill them ever had a near death experience. Are these possibilities even in the same conceptual sphere? None of that racist degenerate shit I encountered on YouTube for instance can compare to a near death experience. I know the very epitome of people not wanting me to succeed because of who I am. My readers, what can YouTube do to me now that can almost kill me. Crazy, some people imagine hardships comparatively is is a sick thought. I have a self-therapy tag in which I share things like this. Another way of sharing. Believe me earnestly, no one can provide psychotherapeutic therapy to you more than you can for yourself. One day I am going to write an analytic book for all of it. Thank you for being here.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I just found some bandages my readers and I thought for a second what bandages could be for. My life, my actions don’t drop from an unknown paying dividend and fall to the ground beyond gravity. I don’t run around like some hopping frog who breaks a leg and walks on a straight, a headless chicken who dances in unfamiliar frames, or a pig pretending to be a bird. Pigs don’t fly in my world, they fly in NASA’S. And then I remembered. Bandages are for blisters. That which is formed in the harshness of the cold. Things you will never forget. The next edewlogics release is chapter 12 alw, Foundations for x coordination. Please support the free books for life cause.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Note: there is relevance to this event to Who are the Monkeys
The way I experience traumatic pain, it will always have a remnant reminder, a revisiting, if something remotely harmful relative to the trauma-inducing event happens to invite it. The pain is immense, immeasurable, daunting and gut wrenching, often accompanied by the psychosomatic sense of being stabbed over and over, a betrayal never to be overcooked. The kind of pain that makes you wanna walk and never turn back. Abuse is a terrible thing to retain. I felt it yesterday. Its as if an accusation of theft invoked the actuation of theft in real life. And there is that overwhelming sense of hopeless vulnerability resurging. I don’t wish this pain on my worst enemy. After giving things a good reverberating natural cry, to my limiting phobia which can not be mistaken for pretext, i realized that a paralyzing phobia is always smarter than a death phase. I also realized the only crime surveillance cameras can’t get are those not committed by humans. Those committed by animals, monkeys for instance. Monkeys have a thing with not being seen as they are headless, heartless and savage. Do cameras catch those?
It’s crazy because you’ll never think they will be that dumb when they know how to look up and down, east and west while they eat their bananas. If you stole a penny from me and do not give it back, may to and your children suffer without resolve for the harm i never did and continue to suffer for. May your life in the end be worth no more than R.Kelly, Harvey Weinstein, P Diddy in the end or worse. That’s what evil, harmful people truly deserve. I don’t know how a noncriminal easy going victimized homeless woman’s prayer for life, love and justice could trigger a bout of intentional violence. So I say a most fervent prayer. May I find love, life and hope where least expected in my time of need. May all their evil and intent at harm go back to them. May justice in it’s truth in nature be found. And by the nature of my being, and the dictates of my mind, works of my hand and the dignity of my heart, let my good come back to me. Unless good is not my participating propensity in this world everyday. Amen. The injurious nature of evil, harm and wrongful persecution demands a good command of self-psychotherapy, resolution and determination against the odds. My readers, I will be releasing a sociopolitical essay on the nature of justice the release week for Step. Step release next Friday.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
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