I don’t know who is paying this fool who keeps pretending he’s trying to help me to do something but I know of my so called school loans while there is money ever gets to a lunacy of $100,000, I am seeking damages for every day in homelessness. My readers who the fucking fuck are they giving these monies to, the department of education Trump wants to cancel or a terrorist organization?
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
My readers, Trump wants to release the JFK and MLK assassination files. I am happy about that.He has changed as I knew he would. They almost killed him in front of the whole world. That changes anyone. He knows now, sometimes injustice can come where there is expectation of truth and justice. TRANSPARENCY MATTERS ESPECIALLY FOR THOSE CRIME HAS AFFECTED, FOR INNOCENT PEOPLE WHO CANNOT HELP THEMSELVES. A little emotional now my readers. If you do nothing while innocent people suffer, the evil may come to you. Government transparency matter (more than freedom of speech as one can oppress the other) or innocent well-meaning people would be abused and enslaved without justice or hope for such. My readers, let us pray. May all the PAYPAL files regarding edewlogics and especially the free books for life cause and all the music files regarding music by ril be released. They say the FBI told them to do it. Do what some unknown evil dictates? I don’t know. I could never know why. I must. They almost killed me my readers and that is immense because I had no hope and couldn’t imagine finding it. I deserve justice. May all the good that ever lived in this world, all the good present in the world and all the good possible of being, support me in unexpected ways. Amen.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Evil in science can only be eradicated by turkey good people. Not the evil science or religion may tell you. Sometimes, this truly good person may be horribly persecuted because evil science and evil religion but truly good people are truly committed to good and spirituality. So, let’s talk reality and truth today to do some good where evil has been done. When I heard Ecuadoriana buent four black boys, I thought these people have to be get the stupidest people on this planet. Ain’t gon lie. That was my first thought.
Why not burn one of me and never achieve anything you lowlife pieces of shit thoughtless evil scums. Those Ecuadoriana who did it, that is. As they are Ecuadorians. This problem of fake children does not cocern any Ecuadorian. Ecuadorians belong with the KKK. And of course the unintelligent scientists who created children where a woman exist because they were too degenerately and genetically evil not to demean blackness. Science is officially a failure. It concerns me. It’s a differentiating x problem. Pack your two of this shit and two of that shit and go.It’ s none of your business. Face you wanna be KKK white house shit. I definitely too k myself out of that shitty equation. You can have it. Which brings me back to the evil red assed bland assed snake I have been warning you about for so long.
It certainly does not have and can not afford 2 dimensional black box—an animated one is an infinite impossibility. The Democrats have been progressing a snake that actually belongs to the KKK without the blue. If that’s not shameful ridiculing science, tell me what is. Hey thoughtless, unintelligent idiots, confuse me with this snake at your own peril. By looking, you should know if yourtphsics smart. If you’re physics and mathematics smart, you know there is no possible world in which we are going the same way. Science on how xy operates requires a chapter in alw. A lot of things may not be clear just yet, but like every book I promised, I will deliver. May be the differentiating x, this woman but I’m not a superhuman. Superwoman, as well as that nonetity everywoman, from everything of shit, does not exist.
They almost killed me for the worth of thoughtless fake monies, they persecuted me for a crime commit Ted against me. They stole my life, my labor, denying everything I am for the worth of what they are not. So I can only say this the way I must. This, this evil definitely-not-me snake must be burned. Those worthless thoughtless palm trees democrats vacation on must be burned to ashes. How do you burn a snake belonging to the KKK? Actually, easy because it is a refelection snake. You feed it petrol because it’s a reflection snake and that’s what it eats, pour it down that poor thing’s thirsty evil mouth, then you pour it over its body (because it loves petrol so much, it had to burn 4 black boys for the need of it) and it can never have a natural capacity for anything else being from and going towards reflection. And set it on fire like you just don’t care. Burning inside and out must be a superior specialty. i love anyone lucky enough to be relative to me. And I am not fake. Yale, Harvard, Oxford, Cambridge,NASA, this evil snake needs to go where it belongs to the KKK:
Thieves, they show up for someone else’s work, life and labor. They’re disgusting.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
How do you explain to a judge why you need a thorough, sweeping and over-reaching audit? “You see, this link, which is coming from me, seems not to be coming from me. That’s crazy.” Is there a statue of limitations for fraud under grievous and grave circumstances in civil law?
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
It is indeed stalking, harassment and abuse my readers. And I am glad I’m not the only person seeing it.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Trump wants to abolish the federal arm of financial education. people say he cannot because it’s vast and invested. I agree that he can’t and I am grateful that he can’t. What’s more meaningful to me, is the inevitability of the proper investigation into how much of a criminal the federal arm of education and finance can be used as a weapon of crime, civil and labor rights violations. ABOMINATION. Because a case in which The federal government is signaled as a looter and a thief should never occur without repercussions. My readers, of I don’t get justice from the likes of WRAY, GARLAND or whoever is next, vengeance is God’s. I wish those who stole my labor and do not give it back a fate worse than UNITEDDEADCARE CEO. “How many times?” is a question that must be answered.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Prostitute Alley is a disgusting movie. Rated “rotten bright tomatoes”.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
The Caucasian tried to knock me off my naturally decent and dignified feet today with his red assed paint job white car as I was trying to walk across. I obeyed the law by waiting for the time for me, the pedestrian, to cross. I can walk straight my readers, while his drunk ass can’t walk straight, can’t walk. He’ll be running around in the speed of shit menacing innocent people like me. May all the goodness in this world deliver me from evil. He doesn’t know what I know or know I will know yet, but he running around with all the luxury he got trying to knock me off my decent and dignified feet. Sickening thought.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
The worst evil that can happen in nature is that happening to innocence while fake people pretending good menace them–a sickeningly shamefully degenerate act. There is no limit or expectation for spiritual retribution. At least that’s my leaning. Monopoly money is reflection simulated monies, created money, ain’t it? Is there something else it can be? Because real natural money is differentiated x natural green niggerish money. Such all the evil, harm, fake evil women, fake ruby red glass shoes, Cinderella glass shoes and such can get that real money.
I wrote a song in bluesie titled, “where?” A really cute natural song asking where the money is, “after all this nothing, where’s the worth?” If you think you can cheat nature, you know nothing but nothing. You know nothing. You can’t cheat nature ever. No natural reality. Shame, one person killing another for no good reason is all you’ve got. I hear amidst all these worthless rumors that life and nature never gives you what you don’t deserve. Is that true? If you think you can shame me, you have neither intelligence nor a sense of shame. And you don’t know nothing yet. Not yet. My readers, talking about truth, decency, dignity and nature, please support everything I do through the free books for life cause or through music by ril.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
It is never a good idea to go into someone else’s space without the ability to exist in it, without the ability to carry the burden within it or represent it in all its ways. In fact it is a terrible evil idea to claim the best where you don’t belong. Peril will be tours in ways unimaginable. In ways unimaginable, what was stolen must be given back.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
And you would have thought I couldn’t call SHAME ON THEM. GARLAND, WRAY, SHAME! to infinity. Clearly no decency or dignity for the terrorized common folks. My readers, don’t you want to know if the DOJ AND FBI are commiting these terrorizing civil rights violating crimes. I want to know. Nobody is above the law my ass Wray. LIAR.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
How does the horrible end for disgusting unnaturally spaced creeps go my readers? You guessed it. With their tail in their mouth and nothing in between. You must then wonder if that qualifies as space. Some things are forgiveable. Some the ngs are not.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I am suffering my readers. Anytime suspicious stalkers cime close to me , I’m on eggshells trying by all means to avoid drama. I have been more productive since I stayed away from evil. Which reminds me, as Trump’ looks for another nominee, such as Wray gets fired or resigns, I can only say let there be restored dignity and trust in justice and governance (,how it sucks to think it). I will forever ask how many times I paid the same school loans until I get an official answer. The DOJ,;meaning Garland is in charge of education crimes. I know. Unthinkable events.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
The FBI around here wants to help against hate crimes. My readers, this little truth teller is being hated-on and crimed-against by fraudsters and lowlife criminals. These imbecillic idiots stalk and harass me for no good reason after I left them to their decay. I’m suffering, suffering, suffering. All these horrible things happening while I am trying to make the best of what trauma and life gave me. May this world save me from these clueless unintelligent haters. May this world bless me for my love against their evil. Amen.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
It will be a shame not to know what doesn’t belong to you. Then you have the sickening privilege of glorious shame. It’s unlike normal shame and extremely unlike some unfortunate people can afford it, shame with no shame at all. Nothing can get rid of that glorious shame. It’s that unfitting degeneracy– buffonic oppression over that unbelonging—that inner decay of imbecillic self deranging pride. The next release for edewlogics is bluesies. Thank you for being here. Otherwise, you could be somewhere else. That is a choice that has no stats because there is so much evil and harm in the world so there is somewhere else non-cerabral you can be. Thank you.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Defense attorney Dustin Kirby said in his opening that Riley’s death was a tragedy and called the evidence in the case graphic and disturbing. But he said there was not sufficient evidence to prove that his client killed Riley.
My readers, they have a video of Jose dumping a bloody jacket from which they developed a DNA confirmation of his blood missed with the victim’s blood. They then found his DNA under her fingernails. How do lawyers, defense lawyers sleep at night?
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Degenerate liars always think that their lies will last forever always chasing what doesn’t help ng to them. Yet it can never stand. That’s why they are degenerate and I don’t care about their degenerate states of mind. It is theirs. I care about my work in this lifetime. What’s mine is mine in every possible form. Thank you for being here. Finishing Bami and the time Weavers on my mind.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Talking about governmental due process, laws and regulations my readers, if you have ever deleted my labor for a debt I don’t even freaking have, may your life be deleted without your consent or knowledge. Amen. The only way this isn’t so is if that record is there when I come looking for it. You’re looking atore than a spiritual deregulation. It’s a federal crime. No federal agent will tell anyone to do that.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I just got another quarterly, a national one , so federal as well. so here you have it, me reporting and not lying. If only you nearly died, you will know. My readers, the phobia was developed to block out traumatic sensations and the possibility of reoccurrence. It tells you what really died with the trauma–trust. I needed evidence and I needed capable friendship to help me through it. I needed trustworthy friendship more as I still need it. The complete shattering of trust was the underline for the trauma.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.