I heard one of Epstein’s victims committed suicide sometime in April this year. And I thought about how I survived the worst days of my rapist-law. enforcement persecution over rapist’s accusation of threat of violence with no evidence of such because “crazy”(why someone like me will rather die than call them for the help they can never deliver)trauma psychoactively. I survived. I am still surviving. It is alarming anyone can steal my life, labor and liberty after what I experienced. Whoever does deserves to be shot dead in broad daylight. I will write this in the present tense in some sort of creative nonfiction in the future. I feel it would be some sort of release for me. Trauma never leaves, its self-devaluing effects are mainly rendered worthless by self-evaluating means. This will certainly be provided in print and you can have it free with your PayPal and music by ril receipt someday. Those receipts mean freedom and justice for me. It is a testament of all that is brave, true, dignified and worthy of justice I am looking forward to detailing the final days I survived with rigorous self psychotherapy, optimizable resolve and optimism. The repercussions of these horrible actions are devastating for the victim. For every step evil uses to plague and demean me, I have sought to do greater things–hard knock in this situation, but believe me unreservedly when I say justice means the world to me in this case. There is hardly anything I won’t do to achieve it. To support my work and my quest for justice please support the free books for life cause or music by ril and keep your printable digital receipts as testament.
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The graces of life and times to come
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Declarative existence and reality
“Face and ming your life” should never be declared an hypothesis or hypothetical realistic declaration for a living human being. May the smart find and master the state of humanity.
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Self-Reliance in Survival Mode
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People pretend
People pretend a lot my readers, it’s crazy. They say a lot of lies about who they are and deliver nothing. I looked for a human and couldn’t find one. Humanity is the least one should be looking for in relativity. If I find one, I should know. I don’t hide who I am. Why should I? They almost killed me. I survived. Meae, struggling through the love songs in 2025. I will be relieved when I finish the collection of 12 songs. I am determined to finish alwcgapter13 in nonfiction soon.
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Of natural laws and spiritual laws.
My readers, I supported Trump because the Democrats were useless to me. I wanted justice, a complete and through audit of Paypal and music made from music. And all associable monies directly stolen from me for whatever evil.That is extremely important to me. Such, in the midst of all these legal craziness about Epstein Files, I repeat, I wanted nothing, no funding, no government contract, but everything stolen directly related to life, labor liberty the FBI is blamed. Doesn’t life and nature support the fact my readers? NO JUSTICE< NO PEACE. Let it be accordingly.
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Justice matters and other natural storms
The Texas way: why the most disaster-prone US state is so allergic to preparing for disasters | Greg Abbott | The Guardian
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/jul/13/texas-disaster-weather-preparations-us
The Texas way is the real American way no bullshit. Fake scientists and unintelligent women say nonentity shit otherwise. I know math enough that I know what works with Texas instrument. I also know it smarter in ways unusual. How sad indeed that the mathematician may not know physics or genetics and no doubt tragic. Meanwhile, I’m talking about this to show you nature’s trail, a numeric and scientifically consequential difference in this real and yellow Caucasian genepool. Nature is unbeatable in the course of life, no lie will be left unturned. How much and how far, tell me my readers, can a fool, fool himself. You don’t want to miss a thing. Justice matters.

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The Absurd
Isn’t it ironic my readers—we tend to pray a lot without getting any answer from God. And the fractional times we seem to get a prayer is when someone around us show care. What an absurdity.
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THE SUDDEN TYPES
I have said it before. You can check my archives. I don’t do shit science. I don’t harbor toxic pride. I lost that inhumane crap in homelessness. It’s for the commoner. I am saying it now. There is no possible world or way I am not sitting on my east. If you think your worthless thoughtless ass can hide in my house as an outsider, you will die a GAZILLION types of unpredictable deaths. Tragic lessons are there to be learned. Don’t learn them at risks.
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Of Realistic and Fictional Sets
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The Individual in solitude against Mutual Need
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of life, labor and the extraordinary
On the subject of labor theft, I hear the statute of limitation can be waved for crimes based on “extraordinary circumstances”. And the civil liabilities has no such thing as limitations.
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On Religion and Morality
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Cosmic silence, Consciousness and spirituality
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Mind and spirituality
I’m a world of deranged toxic reports, I am glad and grateful that my conscious mind defies the effects of time. My mind is smarter, more apt for knowledge and optimization, sharper with time. I have never been a materialist leaning human. I surrender my life to mind and spirituality. May we all get what we deserve in the end.
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Of Science and Respectability
Warren Buffett is an extremely respectable businessman. He is also an extremely respectable human. I don’t know if I am absolutely correct about this, but I don’t think he had ever taken money from the government to sustain his business. Unlike Musk. I also do not think if this was to be true that it would be a matter of pride. I think it’s a matter of personal virtue. it’s quite paradixical and ironic at the same time when we think about what is happening right now in this country. yet it is happening. A fight against DEI as a front for racist doctrine. A lot of times things happen because they must happen so life reveals itself for what it is, so reality revealss itself for what it is.
What happened to the democrats is a good example of what becomes of people who don’t care, especially people who don’t care about things and people they should care about. That said, the reason I supported Trump was because I thought he would be capable of doing the dignifiable and reasonable things government should be doing. Rather than becoming the terrorists, they should become the enabler of decent and dignifiable acts for the individual whoever that individual is. I wanted an end to the infringement of civil liberties evil people were using the name of the FBI to accomplish. I wanted truth and accountability. I simply won’t stop the inquisition. Thus, Kash Patel and Pam Bondi, (the 0025 of America, same as 007 of England, Who is now saying he has no time to die, which I am perfectly fine with because his reflectioneer self is saying what he is. Have time or not he is a reflectioneer) need to account (forensically) for and put an end to these harmful evil practices so America can retain a reasonable decorum of dignity again.
That also said, there is a reason I am supporting Harvard over Trump. it’s because believe it or not it matters if you are more racist-subjectifiable than not. DEI or not. The effects of so-called DEI are wildly exaggerated and dramatized. I call bullshit. Musk, Trump, it is looking more like a reason to do shit bullshit racist things. Take that from me. I called bullshit. That also said, I need Harvard’s help on something. You see my readers I am being stalked by stupid people who think rhey know what I mean when I say “dead by daylight” in one of the songs in the remixes to be released this Friday. It takes differentiating x calculus, genetics, physics and mathematics to know. A list of things these several scientific subjects cannot teach you at the same time. Things you must intellectually derive. Now, from Maine to Alabama, I don’t trust anyone to be able to do.
That also said, I am more than scientifically equiped to tell you to take your back to my black, you must never face it. I am back to your so called whiteness, I will not face it. I don’t want to. Against things like agency, spirituality, humanity and dignity, it just doesn’t mean that much to me. It is a path of ease and least resistance, but when have I ever been able to choose those? Unlike Harvard or Musk, I do not want tax payer money to be able to do everything I do on my site. But I do want all money stolen from me to be returned to me. When you keep such a thing you put a timely course on all that you do. And it is of reasonable financial asset already acquired that I don’t trust the stupid people stalking me. I will much rather have smart single available intelligent proactive between 30-70 years of age man willing to die to be loved beyond his comprehension stalking me. If I’m going to stalked regardless of my consent, I should have a say in it. So Harvard, these stupid people stalking me do not know the scientific ( physics) meaning of “Dead by Daylight”, relative to me. Regardless of what Trump says or does, you are the smartest among us, so tell us. What does this differentiating x black woman mean when she says “Dead by Daylight”?
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Of Cognition and States
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Spirituality and Experience
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The Fate of Catch22
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Music and Spirituality
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