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I just got another quarterly, a national one , so federal as well. so here you have it, me reporting and not lying. If only you nearly died, you will know. My readers, the phobia was developed to block out traumatic sensations and the possibility of reoccurrence. It tells you what really died with the trauma–trust. I needed evidence and I needed capable friendship to help me through it. I needed trustworthy friendship more as I still need it. The complete shattering of trust was the underline for the trauma.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
In an open letter, a copy of which was obtained by The New York Times, 82 Nobel prize winners from the US in the fields of physics, chemistry, economics and medicine, said “this is the most consequential presidential election in a long time, perhaps ever, for the future of science and the United States”.
My readers, I don’t call bullshit oftwn but here I call the total bullshit. There is nothing they have done to solve this problem. There is nothing they can do preemptively to solve this problem at the moment. What the frack are they talking about? They’re lying to you. there is no doubt in my mind they are taking figments of your possible imagination and using it exponentially to manipulate your votes. it is auto, ultra and utter bullshit. my readers if we’re going to talk about climate change, we need to talk about science where it is sickeningly and unimaginably wrong. What is foundationally and imaginatively wrong with your projected illusions of climate laureates? My readers, the smartest among us trying to manipulate and use you to achieve their uncaring ends. Proto bullshit!
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
My readers, I don’t steal. Period. Not I am a more ethical human, not because being a victim of theft, I know the victimization very well, but rather because when you steal, you demean yourself. with all the hell I’ve been true and survived, what is it you have I have to steal that makes me smarter or more in tune with the person I want to be in the future? There’s nothing you have that’s worth that. That’s spirituality. Before you know it professors will be stealing fromAI. By stealing, you make yourself lesser than the person you’re stealing from. It’s okay for evil people to oppress inferiority on you. Your mind has it under control, my readers. It is not okay for you to oppress it on yourself, consciously. if you stole from me I you do not return everything you stole, May you become that lesser being, cross generationally exponentially in time.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I got an email today from a bank that once told me I owed them money now sending me a quarterly newsletter protection from Fraud. crazy because the last time I walked in there I said that should be money in this there’s no money. And the teller told me I don’t look like myself on the ID I used to get the account. That’s crazy because what I really want to know is when the money got there. My readers, you can hardly be told of the horrors of it. They almost killed me so horrifically, I developed a phobia.
Someone said I have nothing to lose I shouldn’t be fracked with It’s true if I had a billion dollars in the bank, I will still have nothing to lose, absolutely freaking nothing. So if when I needed the money the money was not there but I’ve been suffering for too long and I have not used that bank to work in ages, when did the money get there? How did the money get there? My readers, I am a mystery writer, don’t you wanna solve this mystery? I know I do.
So what I’m thinking is that between this bank and the other bank, that’s a federal case. Those are two different states. And we’re not yet talking about PayPal being worldwide and therefore federal. I sure would spend my last penny to solve that mystery. because what is the use of money if when I need it it’s not there and I get to suffer for God knows how long for no evil I did. There are many ways to get Justice. One is the normal way, which is the Wray and Garland way. the other is an act of God. Vengeance is God’s. By how they almost killed me over money I earned, you can see how my adoption of spirituality was made absolutely necessary.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
Black pussies policing the grasstoday, Officer Jones policing the grass where real men are rock solid. Certainly, anyone who polices the grass isn’t a man. I don’t know which is better for a real man, pussies or zombies IT’S an harasser:
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
The STEINER-EBAY case is very interestingy readers–Ganh-stalking, psychopathically patterned harassment and obsessive, psychoactive passive aggression. There is evil in this world.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
In natural differential x science, AI knows relativity and we will discuss it in alw. Now really meet ClaudeAI:
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
My readers, meet Claude AI, intelligence that isn’t real, that is.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I love serene spaces without measure. For the same reason I love monogamy.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I almost forget to add the necessary detail to the next single this Friday. What is stem you ask. That is a new genre of scientific music. How can I forget. This is just the beginning of my scientific journey. In the most painstaking of states I have indulge. Just the beginning. The new cover, a reminder it is a STEM-ROCK-METAL SINGLE:
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I don’t understand how the GOOGLE+DOJ verdict can be shocking but we are beginning to witness the possible terms of future AI regulations, that is the worrying friendship between tech and politics.
The shock of this verdict to the tech industry has been palpable, and has led some movers and shakers in the Valley to think that maybe electing Trump might not be such a bad idea after all. Some of the loudmouths like Marc Andreessen – and, of course, Musk – have explicitly come out for Trump, but at least 14 other tech moguls are providing more discreet support. And although quite a few techleaders have – belatedly – come out for Kamala Harris, some are doing so with some reservations. Reid Hoffmann, the founder of LinkedIn, for example, donated $10m to her campaign, but says he wants her to fire Lina Khan from the FTC.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
I didn’t see this coming but I have photos for you today which is so amazing I can’t explain just how amazing I feel it to be. In both alw and Bami&the Time Weavers, I talk about consequential infraction and the counterclockwise that does not exist in real time because it is not counterclockwise relative to nature. Today I just decided maybe I can take a picture of that counterclockwise that does not exist in real time, that is, it cannot exist in real time and at the same time does not exist in real time but does exist in real time.
This is a little bit of logic (yes with the parameters of symbolic logic you can work it out and do some calculus with it) that you must apply when I show you these pictures because these pictures are highly significant to my work and I was happy and surprised all the same when I could prove my theories in real time, in broad freaking nonEinsteinian daylight without having a billion dollars. In the picture, I am definitely making the diagonal turn with the light in the background against nst the the blue, my blue, the black burn green, the necessary space, and the elements of physics and calculus( there is a name for what you see in physics, and there is a name for the upper small circle in differential calculus(so happy I got it in real time, so happy. ))
There is also lens differentiation (although I don’t have the over $2000 Camera I want)) that show you why the negative space cannot be bridged by someone other than the differentiating x. Here I do genetic reckoning. I reckon the dark black male, the dark black female and no doubt the differentiating x alignment I am going to explain in my genepool. In the first picture you will see a bright green light that goes diagonally down and out that’s for the differentiated Y. It goes in the first quadrant(and perspectives matter here).
And the second picture you’ll see the alignment, in other words the diagonal bright green will be aligned by me with the knowledge of science so it’s now a straight line. The necessary smaller light above the green at all times(I don’t want to say it because I will explain it in alw– an animated life. But smart people know. And they also know I did this first without a billion dollars). You’re going to see the space that I’m sure is beyond what you’re seeing at the moment which I would explain in alw, my book so there are many things that cannot be taken at the face value here, that is, cannot be played around with by idiots who laugh at their imbecillic selves.
There is the sky, the green the black green burn, the blue, especially the space, and eventually the earthly and astronomical implications of these things. I am certain that my journey has yet to start and I am doing reasonably well without anyone’s help. In Bami&the Time Weavers I make it happen so that an unnatural tilt of the earth enables savage alienic creatures to defy Earth’s natural science and create death, destruction and catastrophe. Dela, the one who experienced the most of these horrors will explore the problems in the book. So proud of her. If you see the pictures,you’ve read the relevant works and essays and understand, my undying love is excited. Otherwise, if you don’t thoroughly understand, just know the difference between the diagonal green points and the straight green points is not done by magic. Absolutely not. f you want to help support my efforts for greater things– intuition, inclusion, truth, dignity, decency and wisdom in science in the age of AI, please support them free book for life course. You will never regret it. I am certain. Never. Thank you for being here. The first photo has the differentiating x alignment. The second goes towards reflection as the differentiated Y:
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
My reeaaders,I took photos today and decided I was to ugly and cant pretend to be other than what I am. I have no luck and dfinitely no luck in love, so I am ready to quit looking to mate. No matter how I try it just aint working. So I quit that shit. There is the science of quit me or die coming up today. And there is a song of quit me or die this Friday. You know me, I gotta share this freedom. Not looking. Never looking. Cover of the song later today. It’s what I call STEM-ROCK-METAL single. I love making music. If you’re a fan of the punk,rock, jazz, metal, pop genre I love, you will love the song.
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
A man and a boy beside him for what? Rapist little boys beside men where there is just a Y, must be two of this shit and two of that shit, the sickening science of thoughtlessness to breed more wayward children and thoughtless girls. It must be that the boy and the man have sand dunes for brains. If you find the ticket in this rocket science, do let me know. Smart science is real science. Smart science matters. Look:
I will debut longer form personal, experiential, and spiritual essays next year. I want to continue to do meaningful work. Help me conquer those who steal life, labor and liberty. Thank you.
When I realized comedy can be described as the things I say and do as well as the things I don’t say and do, I knew it was for me. I was seeing and hearing all kinds of shit that couldn’t be happening in the dreams and the nightmare we call society. I believe they call that crazy. You don’t need any proof. Someone just has to appear to have more potential at succeeding than you and you can make shit up about them. Better than that, you can plot to make them what you say they are. There’s always a ridicule am yet to encounter and the punches just keep coming. It is no miracle I survived. I am now more than qualified to tell comedically twisted true tales as a part of the jazz music festival, half time music. half time comedy. it is hilarious. In fact it is now a comedic-jazz music festival. Your receipts for music by ril and the free books for life cause mean the world to me. Help achieve justice.
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